Wanting Memories
Cantus Lyrics


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I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.
I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.

You used to rock me in the cradle of your arms,
You said you'd hold me till the pains of life were gone.
You said you'd comfort me in times like these and now I need you,
Now I need you, and you are gone.

I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.
Since you've gone and left me, there's been so little beauty,
But I know I saw it clearly through your eyes.

Now the world outside is such a cold and bitter place,
Here inside I have few things that will console.
And when I try to hear your voice above the storms of life,
Then I remember all the things that I was told.

I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.
I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.

I think on the things that made me feel so wonderful when i was young.
I think on the things that made me laugh, made me dance, made me sing.
I think on the things that made me grow into a being full of pride.
I think on these things, for they are true.

I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.
I thought that you were gone, but now I know you're with me,
You are the voice that whispers all I need to hear.

I know a please a thank you and a smile will take me far,
I know that I am you and you are me and we are one,
I know that who I am is numbered in each grain of sand,
I know that I've been blessed again, and over again.

I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.




I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me,
to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.

Overall Meaning

The song "Wanting Memories" by Cantus speaks about the longing for memories to teach the singer how to see the beauty in the world through their own eyes. The lyrics express the singer's deep sense of loss and yearning for the comfort and solace of their loved one, who is no longer with them. The singer vividly recalls memories of being cradled by the arms of their loved one, who promised to hold them and comfort them during difficult times. The loss of their loved one has left the singer feeling alone and without guidance.


Line by Line Meaning

I am sitting here wanting memories to teach me, to see the beauty in the world through my own eyes.
The singer desires happy memories to help them appreciate the world in their own way.


You used to rock me in the cradle of your arms, You said you'd hold me till the pains of life were gone. You said you'd comfort me in times like these and now I need you, Now I need you, and you are gone.
The singer misses a comforting presence in their life that they can no longer turn to.


Since you've gone and left me, there's been so little beauty, But I know I saw it clearly through your eyes.
After the loss of someone important, the world seems more bleak but the singer realizes that person helped them see the world's beauty.


Now the world outside is such a cold and bitter place, Here inside I have few things that will console. And when I try to hear your voice above the storms of life, Then I remember all the things that I was told.
The outside world can be harsh and unsympathetic but the artist finds comfort and guidance in the teachings of the person they lost.


I think on the things that made me feel so wonderful when I was young. I think on the things that made me laugh, made me dance, made me sing. I think on the things that made me grow into a being full of pride. I think on these things, for they are true.
The artist reflects on happy memories that shaped who they are and takes comfort in how these memories will always be a part of them.


I thought that you were gone, but now I know you're with me, You are the voice that whispers all I need to hear.
The singer realizes that the person they lost is still with them in spirit, guiding and comforting them.


I know a please a thank you and a smile will take me far, I know that I am you and you are me and we are one, I know that who I am is numbered in each grain of sand, I know that I've been blessed again, and over again.
The singer acknowledges the lessons they were taught and how they will continue to shape their life; they feel connected to the person they lost and grateful for the blessings they have received.




Writer(s): Ysaye M. Barnwell

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@Jojo8080daisy

Tuesday, April 5th is Saul’s birthday (he would have been 63). On Saturday, his friends are gathering to say our goodbyes…and today, I want to thank my dear, dear friend, my mentor, my teacher, and someone I can honestly say I loved – I truly loved.

Thank you, Saul, – I am sitting here as your memories waft around me – I thought that you were gone but now I know that you are with me.

Saul loved politics. When we first met, I made an off the cuff remark that he was “too political” he gave me that Sabú look of - what did you just say? His response shaped my vision and my social justice actions from that day forward and now I say the same thing when I am told that I am too political.

“I must be political. Once you leave the comfort of your home and close that door behind you, no matter what you think – you are being political. Simply being is political. Simply breathing is political. It’s all political.”

He was right. Mind you this was 1991 and we were in the middle of fighting Texas’ “no promo homo” law, we were in the midst of trying to save lives during the AIDS Epidemic. Instead of dealing with a public health issue, the Texas Legislature thought it would simply go away if we just stopped talking about it.

I will continue to condemn Florida’s “Don’t Say Gay” bill, but I will also remind my fellow Texans that it’s time to repeal the “No Promo Homo” law that is still on the books. It’s time for the Texas Legislature to follow the example of Arizona, North Carolina, and Utah and repeal this harmful and outdated law so Texas students can receive the healthy and supportive education they deserve.

I promise to continue to work towards a system that is more inclusive, supportive, and effective for ALL of us.



All comments from YouTube:

@ymbarnwell

THIS PERFORMANCE IS BEAUTIFUL AND INCREDIBLY MOVING... THANK YOU. YOU HAVE GIVEN THIS SONG LIMITLESS LIFE AND ENERGY AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. THIS ENDING BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES. THANK YOU. YMB 8/14/2020

@lisatabak7944

I have loved this song since you sang it with Sweet Honey in the Rock. Thank you, Dr. Barnwell, thank you, Cantus!

@goosebump801

Thank you SO much for this wonderful, moving music, Dr. Barnwell!

I first heard it performed live in Minneapolis, at the most beautiful funeral I’ve ever attended. Its beauty haunted me for weeks afterward.

Now my mother has passed away and I find this lovely piece all the more comforting.

Thank you 💐

@kalasue1

Thank you thank you thank you. Your song has inspired me for decades. Humble humble thanks to Cantus for bringing it to such beautiful life.

@joncampbell7243

Absolutely beautiful & moving with tears reliving 81 yrs of precious memories! Thank you, thank you! 10/3/22

@anthonyboyadjis1349

Morristown High School. New Jersey. Class of 1977. (Same year as this recording). Amazing piece. We did not appreciate our ground breaking Director. Louise Sundstrom. Thank you. Thank you. Good for my soul.

@g0rdnHamsy

I am proud to call myself a choice kid after watching this… absolutely heavenly!

@m.s9146

Beautifully done. We perform this piece is nearly every concert, recently st the National Gallery of Art and last year for the composer.

@cantussings

❤️

@christinemartines7358

so beautiful, like Angels. ! i watch this video everyday just to hear peace. thank you

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