Grown So Ugly
Captain Beefheart & His Magic Band Lyrics


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I got up this morning
And I put on my shoes
I tied my shoes
Then I washed my face
I went to the mirror
For to comb my head
I made a move
Didn't know what to do
I tipped way forward
Got to break and run

Baby, this ain't me
Baby, this ain't me
Got so ugly I don't even know myself

I left Angola
1964
Go walking down my street
Knock on my baby's door
My baby come out
She asks me who I am
And I say, honey,
Don't you know your man?
She said my man's been gone
Since 1942
And I'll tell you Mr. Ugly,
He didn't look like you






[Repeat chorus]

Overall Meaning

The song "Grown So Ugly" by Captain Beefheart & His Magic Band starts with him describing his morning routine of getting ready. However, he is unsure of himself and feels like something is wrong. He tips way forward and has to break and run. He then sings the chorus of "Baby, this ain't me. Got so ugly I don't even know myself." These lyrics seem to point to a feeling of disconnection from oneself and a discomfort with one's appearance.


Later in the song, the singer talks about going to Angola in 1964 and then returning home to visit his baby's house. However, his baby doesn't recognize him and says that her man has been gone since 1942, and he didn't look like him. This further adds to the confusion and disconnection that the singer feels.


In sum, the song seems to be about a person who is disconnected from themselves and their past. They are trying to reconcile who they are and who they've become with their past selves and the people they used to know.


Line by Line Meaning

I got up this morning
I woke up from sleep at the start of the day


And I put on my shoes
I wore my shoes on my feet


I tied my shoes
I made sure the shoelaces were secured


Then I washed my face
I cleaned my face with water


I went to the mirror
I approached the reflective surface


For to comb my head
I used a comb to straighten and style my hair


I made a move
I took action


Didn't know what to do
I was unsure of the correct course of action to take


I tipped way forward
I leaned forward at an extreme angle


Got to break and run
I had to escape at once


Baby, this ain't me
I am unrecognizable to myself


Baby, this ain't me
I am unrecognizable to myself


Got so ugly I don't even know myself
I have become so hideous that I don't recognize myself


I left Angola
I departed from Angola


1964
The year of my departure was 1964


Go walking down my street
I walked along my street


Knock on my baby's door
I made a noise to request entry at my lover's door


My baby come out
My lover appeared


She asks me who I am
My lover inquired about my identity


And I say, honey, Don't you know your man?
I said to my lover that I am her man


She said my man's been gone, Since 1942
My lover stated that her man has been absent since 1942


And I'll tell you Mr. Ugly, He didn't look like you
My lover responded that the person standing in front of her is not her man because he does not resemble him


[Repeat chorus]
The chorus previously sung is repeated




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ROBERT PETER WILLIAMS

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@williamwilkes9873

Terrific blues.........as fresh as ever..............safe as ............?

@philstutt

This takes me back to 1967, playing this and then the original Robert Pete Williams version to compare and contrast, love them both.

@mikegan73

Great song.

@opethreveries2

this is one of my favorite songs off the safe as milk album. gotta love the captain's vocals on this beautiful track

@davidwantsahug

I think that it is impossible to compare Beefheart's and the Black keys' versions of this song!! They sound so different!

@anononomous

In some alternate universe this was number 1 for 6 weeks and the Magic Band became The Beatles.

@levoldunom

anononomous yaaaas

@KimInChains

This album is extremely good imo! "Zig Zag Wanderer" might be the best song of the whole album with a bass that could kill a man.

@jackjc1447

'zig zag wanderer' and err....'madman running through the fields' are absolutely awesome!!!

@Frisbieinstein

This is quite similar to the original by Robert Pete Williams.

I saw Robert Pete at the Ann Arbor Blues Festival in maybe 1970. Thought he was great.

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