Beginning as a solo recording project by Toledo in 2010, Car Seat Headrest self-released 12 albums on the music platform Bandcamp, before signing to Matador Records in 2015. Car Seat Headrest would begin touring as a full band the following year.
History
2010–2014: Lo-fi and solo releases, from 1 to How to Leave Town
Car Seat Headrest began as the solo project of singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Will Toledo (born William Barnes) shortly after he graduated high school. Toledo had previously released music under the alias Nervous Young Men, but after struggling to establish an audience, he decided to change tactics, choosing to try and release more experimental songs anonymously. Toledo chose the name "Car Seat Headrest" as he would often record the vocals to his early albums in the back seat of his car for privacy.
Throughout the summer of 2010, Toledo released his first four albums under the Car Seat Headrest name: 1, 2, 3, and 4. 1 and 2 incorporated less traditional song structures, with stream-of-consciousness lyrics, whereas 3 and 4 would begin to cement his lo-fi indie rock style. Following the numbered albums, Toledo began attending classes at Virginia Commonwealth University, releasing the Sunburned Shirts EP during his first semester. The Sunburned Shirts EP would later be partially combined with his fifth LP, 5, to create his first titled album, My Back Is Killing Me Baby, released in March 2011. Songs culled from 5 would later appear on the b-sides compilation album Little Pieces of Paper with "No" Written on Them.
After a difficult and lonely semester at VCU, Toledo transferred to the College of William & Mary, where he would release his next project, Twin Fantasy, a concept album centered on a relationship he was in at the time. Twin Fantasy would later be followed up by 2012's Monomania and Starving While Living EP.
Around this time, Toledo began performing live shows with fellow students Katie Wood, Austin Ruhf, and Christian Northover, recording and releasing a short live album in July 2013 entitled Live at WCWM: Car Seat Headrest at the university's studio. Toledo would release his next project the following month; a two-hour long double album entitled Nervous Young Man. Three of the songs, and the title of the album, were taken from his original project, Nervous Young Men, but had been heavily reworked and re-recorded. Released alongside Nervous Young Man, for those who paid $5 or more, was the outtakes compilation album Disjecta Membra.
Toledo's final solo release was 2014's How to Leave Town, an hour long EP with heavy electronic instrumentation and more ambitious song structures.
2015–2017: Matador Records, Teens of Style and Teens of Denial
Ethan Ives.
In September 2015, Car Seat Headrest announced on Facebook that he had signed an album deal with Matador Records. Toledo, who had recently graduated and moved to Seattle, recruited bassist Jacob Bloom and drummer Andrew Katz through Craigslist to record and tour his next album. In October 2015, Car Seat Headrest released the compilation album Teens of Style, their first to not be self-released exclusively via Bandcamp. Shortly after the album's release, Bloom left the group to attend medical school, and was replaced by bassist Ethan Ives.
Ives played bass throughout most of the recordings for the band's following release, but would later switch to guitar and other instruments, with Seth Dalby taking over on bass. Ives and Dalby were later cemented in these positions during live shows and future releases. The new album, created with traditional studio processes, Teens of Denial, was released on May 20, 2016. The album received universal acclaim, and brought the band a new wave of popularity.
In 2017, Car Seat Headrest released an alternate mix of their single, "War Is Coming (If You Want It)" through Bandcamp for one day, with profits going to the Transgender Law Center. The original mix of the track was released ten days later.
On December 13, 2017, the band released a re-recorded version of "Beach Life-In-Death", the second track on Twin Fantasy, through Spotify without prior announcement. This sparked fan rumors that the album would be re-recorded and released the following year. On December 27, 2017, an Amazon listing detailing a re-recorded version of Twin Fantasy was found by fans, and subsequently uploaded to the Car Seat Headrest subreddit. This was followed up by a listing on SRCVinyl.com with the date February 16, 2018.
2018–2019: Twin Fantasy (Face to Face) and Commit Yourself Completely
On January 9, 2018, Matador Records formally announced the release of the re-recording, entitled Twin Fantasy (Face to Face), alongside a re-release of the original album. Twin Fantasy (Face to Face) was released via Matador on February 16. The original, which has been re-titled Twin Fantasy (Mirror to Mirror), was released on vinyl as a part of Record Store Day on April 21. On February 15, 2018, the band released a cover of "Fallen Horses" by Smash Mouth, who returned the favor by covering "Something Soon". Around the same time, they began touring with fellow Seattle-based band, Naked Giants, as a part of the group's expanded live lineup.
In August 2018, when asked about new material, Toledo confirmed that he was “demoing out stuff in Ableton,” adding “there might be some stuff that surprises people who only know us as a rock band, but I don’t think it will come as a surprise to people who are checking out all the deep cuts.” In January 2019, Andrew Katz confirmed the band was recording new music through a video uploaded on Instagram.
Following the tease of new music, the band began experimenting with new material at various live shows in December 2018, debuting the tracks "Weightlifters", "Hollywood", "Stop Lying To Me", and "You Know There's Someone Out There", soon followed by "Can't Cool Me Down" in February and March 2019 performances. All were officially released on the next album except for "Stop Lying To Me" and "You Know There's Someone Out There".
On June 12, 2019, Car Seat Headrest announced a new live album titled Commit Yourself Completely, featuring official recordings of performances from the Twin Fantasy tour from 2018. It was released the following week on June 17.
2020–present: Making a Door Less Open
On February 26, 2020, Car Seat Headrest announced their first studio album consisting of wholly new material since 2016's Teens of Denial, Making a Door Less Open. This announcement coincided with the release of "Can't Cool Me Down", the first single and second track off the album, and a release date of May 1, 2020. It marks a stylistic divergence from previous material, Toledo describing the album as containing elements of EDM, hip hop, futurism, doo-wop, soul and rock and roll. Three more singles were released to promote the album between March and April of that year: "Martin", "Hollywood" and "There Must Be More Than Blood". The release also coincided with the introduction of Trait, an alternative persona of Toledo's, featured prominently wearing a modified gas mask with blinking LED lights for eyes. The character had originally been created for the group's "comedic" side project, 1 Trait Danger, featuring Toledo alongside drummer Andrew Katz.
Making a Door Less Open was released with three separate versions across different formats: vinyl, CD and streaming, each with variations in track-list and specific musical elements. The album received a mixed reaction from fans, which pointed out the many divergences from the band's previous works, but received an overall score of 77 on review aggregate site Metacritic. Toledo noted that he and the band were working on a companion album for their latest release, while also looking for ways to improve the Trait mask to incorporate it into live performances.
Style
AllMusic biographer Mark Deming wrote that Car Seat Headrest created "moody and introspective lo-fi pop tunes that are melodic but structurally ambitious at once." Writing for Pitchfork, Jeremy Gordon stated that on Teens of Denial, "Will Toledo reaffirms that he is ahead of the pack as an imaginative singer-songwriter, capable of crafting dynamic indie rock." Ian Cohen of Pitchfork also described Toledo's music as "dense, confounding music that most often captures the giddy thrill of having access to recording equipment, of finally put a sound to the voice in your head."
Car Seat Headrest's influences include Radiohead, Pink Floyd, the Beatles, the Beach Boys, Daniel Johnston, Destroyer, Kendrick Lamar, Frank Ocean, Leonard Cohen, of Montreal, Modest Mouse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Sufjan Stevens, Swans, They Might Be Giants, Why?, R.E.M., the Who, Nirvana, the Blackout, Neil Diamond, William Onyeabor, the Clash, the Cars, James Brown, DEVO, Queen, Rod Stewart, and Green Day.
The Ending of Dramamine
Car Seat Headrest Lyrics
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As his friend falls under the wheels
But the headlights don't flinch
And the engine doesn't stutter
(oh yeah)
Think about myself
I think about myself
Care about myself
I only care about myself
And other fears too stupid to mention
The ending of 'Dramamine' scared Degnan
The way that you all see me
That's who I am but not who I need to be
Moving my joke body through the cold November night
(Ha ha)
Hate yourself
Do you hate yourself?
I don't hate myself
I tolerate myself
I wish I was someone else
But it seems to stupid to mention
I know I'll be ripped in heaven
I was young, I was thin
I had money and I loved you
But then came the
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
I need a name for what I'm feeling
Then I can start to work on a meaning
Speaking of the
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
In a crowded room you will
Hear your own opinion voiced
You can sit back without a word
Watch it spread or fall silent
Oh yeah
It's too late to speak
I could get out of bed
Find a pencil and write
Leave it for you to find
If the moment is gone
To say I figured out what the problem was
I'd been thinking about it earlier
Hey! Can you hear me now?
Am I alone in my futile efforts?
Sometimes I get so mad that I can't do the few things I usually can
Which is sad
Occupying space
I know I take up space
Will there be a space
For my soul in space
(That's heaven to me)
98083
Post office box 295
And now I'm young, and I'm thin
And I have money and I love you
But here he comes
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
Thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon
I need a name for what I'm feeling
Then I can start to work on a meaning
Speaking of the
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
Thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon
I can't hear a thing now
I guess I belong to me now
But when night fell on Montana
I found a rest stop completely deserted
But I felt the eyes upon me
So I drove away
The lyrics to Car Seat Headrest’s “The Ending of Dramamine” are a patchwork of images and thoughts. The song appears to revolve around the singer’s self-centeredness and his regrets. The drunk’s face breaking into sweat suggests that the singer is perhaps witnessing a fatal car accident, but the scene is framed through the singer’s sense of detachment, as the headlights do not flinch and the engine doesn't stutter. This detachment permeates the entire song as the singer reflects on his own fears and self-pity. The song’s title, “The Ending of Dramamine,” is significant because it implies a sense of nausea or unease, a sensation that the singer seems to be grappling with throughout the song.
The song’s structure is a mix of stream of consciousness and poetic lyricism that can sometimes feel cryptic. The abrupt shifts in tone and content make the central theme unclear, but ultimately the song seems to be about the singer's frustration with himself, his pain, and his inability to move forward from the past. The singer appears to be both aware of and preoccupied with his own selfishness and self-absorption, and the song exposes the singer’s vulnerability through a strangely honest way of reflecting on life.
Overall, “The Ending of Dramamine” showcases Car Seat Headrest’s ability to convey emotional subtleties in a poignant and raw way. The song is a haunting reflection on self-doubt, anxiety, and the inescapable void of human existence.
Line by Line Meaning
The drunk's face breaks into sweat
The drunk person feels nervous and scared.
As his friend falls under the wheels
The drunk person's friend gets hit by a vehicle.
But the headlights don't flinch
The vehicle's headlights don't move or react to the accident.
And the engine doesn't stutter
The vehicle's engine doesn't stop or hesitate during the accident.
(oh yeah)
This is a sarcastic comment about how nonchalant and uncaring the situation is.
Think about myself
The singer is only thinking about themselves.
I think about myself
The singer repeats that they are only thinking about themselves.
Care about myself
The artist only cares about themselves.
I care about myself
The artist reinforces that they only care about themselves.
I only care about myself
The artist emphasizes that they truly only care about themselves.
And other fears too stupid to mention
The singer also has other fears that they consider too embarrassing or trivial to mention.
The ending of 'Dramamine' scared Degnan
The last part of the song 'Dramamine' frightened Degnan in some way.
The way that you all see me
The singer is aware of how others perceive them.
That's who I am but not who I need to be
The singer acknowledges that their current identity is not who they aspire to be.
Moving my joke body through the cold November night
The singer is physically moving through the night, but feels like their body is a joke or not taken seriously.
(Ha ha)
This is another sarcastic comment about how ridiculous the situation is.
Hate yourself
The artist wonders if the listener hates themselves.
Do you hate yourself?
The singer repeats their question to the listener.
I don't hate myself
The singer claims that they do not hate themselves.
I tolerate myself
The artist accepts themselves, but doesn't necessarily love themselves.
I wish I was someone else
The artist wishes they were a different person.
But it seems to stupid to mention
The artist feels like their desire to be someone else is foolish or pointless to discuss.
I know I'll be ripped in heaven
The singer is predicting their own death and imagining what will happen afterwards.
I was young, I was thin
The artist is reminiscing about their past physical appearance.
I had money and I loved you
The singer is also reminiscing about their past financial and romantic situations.
But then came the
Something happened that changed the situation.
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
This is a nonsense phrase that doesn't have a specific meaning.
I need a name for what I'm feeling
The artist wants to put a name to their emotions.
Then I can start to work on a meaning
Once the artist has a better understanding of their feelings, they can try to interpret them and figure out what to do next.
In a crowded room you will
The singer is making a general observation about group dynamics.
Hear your own opinion voiced
In a group setting, individuals will often hear their own ideas or beliefs repeated back to them.
You can sit back without a word
It's not necessary to say anything at this point.
Watch it spread or fall silent
The opinion or idea will either gain more momentum or fade away depending on how others react to it.
Oh yeah
This is another sarcastic comment about the situation.
It's too late to speak
In a specific situation, the opportunity to say something has passed.
I could get out of bed
The artist is considering getting up to do something about the situation.
Find a pencil and write
The singer may want to write down their thoughts or feelings.
Leave it for you to find
The singer may want to communicate with someone else, but not necessarily face-to-face.
If the moment is gone
If the opportunity has already passed, there may not be anything the singer can do to fix the situation.
To say I figured out what the problem was
The artist wants to explain that they've solved the issue at hand.
I'd been thinking about it earlier
The artist has been considering this problem for a while.
Hey! Can you hear me now?
The singer is trying to get someone's attention.
Am I alone in my futile efforts?
The singer is wondering if they are the only one trying to fix the situation, or if everyone else has already given up.
Sometimes I get so mad that I can't do the few things I usually can
The artist feels frustrated and angry when they can't do something they normally can do easily.
Which is sad
The artist finds this situation, and perhaps themselves, depressing.
Occupying space
The artist is reflecting on their existence and presence in the world.
I know I take up space
The singer is aware that they physically occupy a certain amount of space.
Will there be a space
The artist is thinking about the afterlife, wondering if they will still exist in some form or take up space.
For my soul in space
The singer is specifically referring to the possibility of an afterlife for their soul.
(That's heaven to me)
This is a personal belief or opinion about what the afterlife is like for them.
98083
This is a random sequence of numbers, perhaps a lyric that doesn't have a specific meaning.
Post office box 295
This is another nonsensical lyric that doesn't have a clear meaning, but may imply mailing something or living in a certain area.
And now I'm young, and I'm thin
The artist is now talking in the present tense, reflecting on their current physical state.
And I have money and I love you
The singer is also reflecting on their current romantic and financial situations, which are positive.
But here he comes
Something is about to happen or change, and the singer is anticipating it with some apprehension.
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
This is a repetitive phrase that doesn't have a specific meaning.
Thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon
This is a sarcastic way of expressing frustration with something or someone that has caused stress or confusion.
I can't hear a thing now
The artist is currently overwhelmed and can't process anything more.
I guess I belong to me now
The singer is reflecting on a sense of self and identity.
But when night fell on Montana
The artist is changing the setting and potentially moving on from the previous situation.
I found a rest stop completely deserted
The singer has found a location that is empty or abandoned.
But I felt the eyes upon me
Despite being alone, the singer feels like they are being watched or observed by something or someone else.
So I drove away
The singer is leaving this location and continuing on their journey.
Speaking of the
The artist is changing the subject and returning to a previous topic.
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
This is a nonsense phrase that doesn't have a specific meaning.
Thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon
This is a sarcastic way of expressing frustration with something or someone that has caused stress or confusion.
I need a name for what I'm feeling
The singer wants to put a name to their emotions.
Then I can start to work on a meaning
Once the artist has a better understanding of their feelings, they can try to interpret them and figure out what to do next.
Speaking of the
The artist is changing the subject and returning to a previous topic.
Shabba de bop bop be shibby day oh yeah
This is a nonsense phrase that doesn't have a specific meaning.
Thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon
This is a sarcastic way of expressing frustration with something or someone that has caused stress or confusion.
Contributed by Ella S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
adrian montecello
on sun hot
Sun, get me hot
Sun, get me hot
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me high)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me hot)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me high)
Sun, get me hot (Sun, get me hot)
Sun, get me hot
Sun going down
Ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
Sun hot, sun
adrian montecello
on beach weak
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, I can you hear you stealing
Loving in the locker room
It's a careless mistake
How many people can fit into a room?
When you stop drinking everything
Just starts to not invite me to your party
Lock the door on me
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to
Not ignore me
Sitting at your amber dresser
Letter with an extra letter in my name
And we've known each other for far too long
To be losing punctuation on this alcohol
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, old friend, I can
Hardly remember all the times we slaved
Over our friendship
We had a share of hard times
Sign my yearbook, I don't wanna be in any more
Debt to Mister Ray-Bans you didn't even like when you were in them
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
And I hope you have a good time, hope you have a good time when you're there
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to-
Yes?
Um, I need to go out for a while and get the van
Sounds great
[?] and then I'm gonna go grocery shopping, so I should be back by 1:40. Have you eaten anything today?
No
No?
Just forgot
adrian montecello
on sun hot
posted the lyrics to the wrong song haha i have no idea how this site works
adrian montecello
on sun hot
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, I can you hear you stealing
Loving in the locker room
It's a careless mistake
How many people can fit into a room?
When you stop drinking everything
Just starts to not invite me to your party
Lock the door on me
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to
Not ignore me
Sitting at your amber dresser
Letter with an extra letter in my name
And we've known each other for far too long
To be losing punctuation on this alcohol
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
(See you there, see you there, Will)
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
Did you want to see me?
You didn't want to see me
Did you, old friend, old friend, I can
Hardly remember all the times we slaved
Over our friendship
We had a share of hard times
Sign my yearbook, I don't wanna be in any more
Debt to Mister Ray-Bans you didn't even like when you were in them
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
See you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I'll see you there, yes I will
And I hope you have a good time, hope you have a good time when you're there
Did you ask me anything?
I didn't ask you anything
Think I understand just what's pretending to-
Yes?
Um, I need to go out for a while and get the van
Sounds great
[?] and then I'm gonna go grocery shopping, so I should be back by 1:40. Have you eaten anything today?
No
No?
Just forgot