Toxins
Carlie Hanson Lyrics

I miss my mom but I don't call her enough
Although I long for the presence of my mother, I fail to reach out to her frequently.

But I still got time to get higher than the sun though
Despite my neglect towards my mother, I prioritize indulging in substances that elevate my mood and consciousness.

I go to parties but don't know how to talk
Attending social gatherings, I struggle to engage in meaningful conversations and effectively communicate my thoughts.

How to talk but you either
Similar to me, you also possess difficulties in verbal expression and connection with others.

I overthink until I can't open up
My tendency to excessively analyze situations hinders my ability to be vulnerable and share my emotions.

So we just lay here fading into our thoughts
Together, we lie motionless, immersing ourselves in contemplation and gradually losing touch with our surroundings.

Oh you say you're okay but I know that you're not, no, you're not, oh
Despite your claims of being fine, I intuitively understand that you are actually struggling and in distress.

But me either
In a similar vein, I also find myself in a state of emotional turmoil and dissatisfaction.

I see you two, three times a week
I encounter you a couple of times every week.

Ain't got no money in my jeans
I lack financial resources in my possession.

So help me out, I need to breathe
Therefore, assist me in alleviating my struggles and provide me with a sense of relief and tranquility.

Take a ride inside your whip
Let's embark on a journey in your vehicle.

I pass the aux, you pass the spliff
As we ride together, I relinquish control of the music while you offer me the opportunity to partake in the smoking of a joint.

We can escape into the bliss
By engaging in these activities, we have the potential to escape from our troubles and experience a state of euphoria.

I don't need nothing but you and your toxins
All I require is your presence and the substances you introduce into my life.

Your toxins toxins, toxins
Specifically, I am dependent on the harmful elements you bring into my existence.

I know my iPhone might be bad for my health
I am aware that excessive usage of my iPhone could detrimentally affect my well-being.

But when it's dying, feel like dying myself
Interestingly, when my phone's battery is nearing depletion, I experience a sense of despair and emotional turmoil.

Am I insane or just like everyone else?
I question whether my behavior is indicative of insanity or if it is simply a reflection of the common experiences shared by others.

I grow numb, I grow numb
Gradually, I find myself becoming emotionally desensitized and detached.

I don't know where it comes from
I am uncertain of the origins of this emotional numbness and detachment.

Two, three times a week, ain't got no money in my jeans
On a regular basis, a few times per week, I find myself facing financial scarcity.

Take a ride inside your whip
Let's once again embark on a journey in your vehicle.

I pass the aux, you pass the spliff
Similar to before, I surrender control of the music to you while you offer me the opportunity to partake in smoking marijuana.

I don't need nothing but you and your toxins
Once more, I emphasize that my sole requirement is your presence and the harmful substances you bring into my life.

Toxins, toxins baby, no baby, no uh oh
Repeatedly, I acknowledge and embrace the toxins, harmful influences, and negative aspects present in our relationship.

I know you do too toxins, toxins
I am aware that you also acknowledge and engage in these toxins, harmful influences, and negative elements in our connection.