02.Angry Neurotic Catholics
Carnivore Lyrics


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I'm suffering from depression
The anger turned within
What do I gain for all my pain
Perhaps I seat in heaven?
Don't do what you want
Do what you're though right
Your life is built on paranoia and guilt
Don't forget your Valium to night
The agony I must endure
My mind is painful and swells
The punishment for what I've done
Is forever the paints of Hell
How come what is natural
Has to be a sin?
Why would God give me this urge
If I cannot give in?
They say don't give up
That Jesus loves me
But there are something he doesn't forgive
And am there fare worthless
And I don't deserve to live
I went down into my dazement
Confused and depressed
Put Black Sabbath on
Razor blade on hand
A Wilkinson I think
Ten slashes on each arm
My only wrong doing
Was being born human
And following my instincts
I never was happy
I never was save
So I shall be extinct
The last I am pure
Witness my sanguine penance
I don't need anyone
My souls been set free
Death is total independence
Stand up straight
Stomach in
Shoulders back
Sound off
Angry neurotic Catholics
It's a sin




Angry neurotic Catholics
It's a sin

Overall Meaning

The song "Angry Neurotic Catholics" by Carnivore is a powerful anthem about mental health struggles and religious conflict. The lyrics are full of pain and despair as the singer talks about his depression and the anger that he turns inward. He questions the purpose of his pain and wonders if he will find solace in heaven. The opening stanza shows how he is stuck in a vicious cycle of guilt, paranoia, and anxiety, and even suggests the use of Valium to ease the pain.


The second verse of the song highlights the conflict between natural human urges and religious teachings. The singer questions why God would give him desires that he cannot indulge in, leading to feelings of worthlessness and despair. He cites biblical teachings about forgiveness and love but also mentions that some things cannot be forgiven.


The third verse of the song takes a dark turn as the singer describes a personal crisis that led him to self-harm. He put Black Sabbath on and made ten slashes on each arm, feeling like his only mistake was being born human and following his instincts.


The end of the song is a powerful call to action, as the singer exclaims "stand up straight, stomach in, shoulders back, sound off" before repeating the refrain of "angry neurotic Catholics, it's a sin." This final line could be interpreted as a critique of the Catholic Church's strict teachings on sexuality and morality, which may contribute to the feelings of guilt and shame that the singer is struggling with.


Overall, "Angry Neurotic Catholics" is a poignant and emotionally charged song that explores the complexities of mental health, religion, and societal expectations.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm suffering from depression
I am in a state of misery and sadness


The anger turned within
I am frustrated and unhappy with myself


What do I gain for all my pain
What is the point of my suffering?


Perhaps I seat in heaven?
Maybe I will find peace in the afterlife


Don't do what you want
Do not follow your desires


Do what you're though right
Do what is morally correct


Your life is built on paranoia and guilt
You live with constant fear and shame


Don't forget your Valium to night
Remember to take your medication


The agony I must endure
I have to bear a great deal of pain


My mind is painful and swells
My thoughts cause me a great deal of discomfort


The punishment for what I've done
I feel the consequences of my actions


Is forever the paints of Hell
My punishment is an eternity in hell


How come what is natural
Why is what is instinctive considered wrong?


Has to be a sin?
Why is something inherent in me deemed immoral?


Why would God give me this urge
Why would a higher power create me with natural impulses?


If I cannot give in?
If I am not allowed to act on them?


They say don't give up
People say to keep going


That Jesus loves me
That there is a loving figure watching over me


But there are something he doesn't forgive
But there are still actions he won't pardon


And am there fare worthless
And I feel I have no value or worth


And I don't deserve to live
And I feel as if I should not exist


I went down into my dazement
I descended into a state of confusion and disorientation


Confused and depressed
Feeling lost and extremely unhappy


Put Black Sabbath on
Put on some music to distract myself


Razor blade on hand
Held a sharp object to inflict pain


A Wilkinson I think
A specific brand of razor blade I may have used


Ten slashes on each arm
I wounded myself in multiple areas of my arms


My only wrong doing
My only mistake was being human


Was being born human
Being alive and having natural desires is considered sinful


And following my instincts
And acting on my natural impulses


I never was happy
I have never truly felt content


I never was save
I never experienced safety or peace of mind


So I shall be extinct
I see no reason to continue living


The last I am pure
I feel as if I am in my most genuine state


Witness my sanguine penance
Experience my punishment of shedding blood


I don't need anyone
I have no need for companionship or help


My souls been set free
My inner being is liberated from the constraints of life


Death is total independence
Dying grants me complete autonomy


Stand up straight
Maintain good posture


Stomach in
Tighten your abdominal muscles


Shoulders back
Straighten your shoulders in a confident stance


Sound off
Speak with a loud voice


Angry neurotic Catholics
Frustrated and anxious believers


It's a sin
It is deemed immoral


Angry neurotic Catholics
Frustrated and anxious believers


It's a sin
It is deemed immoral




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: PETER THOMAS STEELE

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Comments from YouTube:

@raybeez55

i love when type o negative fans hear canivore for the first time there beyond shocked..thst pete steele played this type of music......lol

@eduardodiaz9942

They shouldn't be. Type O's first album still has traces of Carnivore's sound.

@raybeez55

@THELILDEVIL im not dissing type o i love there music aswell..just some of there fans who never heard of carnivore there music before are shocked thats pete steele

@puskaa591

@@raybeez55 I am a carnivore fan and I have just found out about type o negative

@noss6392

@@puskaa591 hahahahah i listened to fallout finding carnivore out

@timothy5512

Whenever I'm depressed, this song and Gravitational Constant help let the anger out.

@stevencoil402

In Male Supremacy you can here a hint of what he sounds like in Type O Negative before he started that band. Hence obvious clue he would in turn bring it to light.

@eduardodiaz9942

RIP Pete, you magnificent bastard

@Zerojimm

Thanks for also including the lyrics.

@destruya

Perhaps my favorite from this Lp

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