Sun Heights
Carpathian Lyrics


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Have you ever felt so desperate? Have you ever felt so dense inside?
Everything turns grey and desolate, everything feels weathered and fragile
Everyone you thought you loved, took you for a ride in a city called 'fucked'
And smashed through your dreams, head first down a one way street, singing
'i don't know where things went wrong for me', amidst nightmares by the f*****g
Sea, dancing at thirty three, wishing desperately for clarity
And this isn't how I pictured me, afraid to grow into the man I aspired to be
Everyday, this is why events unnerve me.

In the shadow of the greatest man, I feel naked, the lonely one, untouched by the rising sun
Desperation crashed down on me, endlessly I reach for nothing, amidst the waves of eternity.


I'm on my own against the world and I've never felt so f*****g cold.

Overall Meaning

Carpathian's song "Sun Heights" is a powerful depiction of the feeling of desperation and isolation that can come with the challenges of life. The lyrics speak to the experience of feeling weighed down and numb, as if everything is grey and fragile. The singer describes feeling taken advantage of by those they thought they loved and idealized, leaving them feeling betrayed and hopeless. The use of profanity in the lyrics is intentional, emphasizing the rawness and intensity of the emotions being conveyed.


The song also touches on the theme of identity and the struggle to find oneself. The singer sings of feeling afraid to grow into the person they had aspired to be, and the uncertainty that comes with navigating the challenges of adulthood. They long for clarity and a sense of direction, but are left feeling lost in the "nightmares by the f*****g sea." The reference to being "on my own against the world" speaks to the sense of alienation and loneliness that can come with this experience.


Overall, "Sun Heights" is a poignant and relatable reflection on the complexities of the human experience. It speaks to the struggles of finding oneself, navigating relationships and adversity, and coming to grips with the reality of life's challenges.


Line by Line Meaning

Have you ever felt so desperate?
Have you ever felt truly hopeless and dire?


Have you ever felt so dense inside?
Have you ever felt so heavy and weighed down on the inside?


Everything turns grey and desolate, everything feels weathered and fragile
Life loses its color and vibrancy, everything becomes worn and delicate


Everyone you thought you loved, took you for a ride in a city called 'fucked'
People you trusted and cared for led you down a path of destruction and chaos


And smashed through your dreams, head first down a one way street, singing
Your aspirations and hopes were destroyed without any possibility of turning back, all while others celebrated their triumphs


'i don't know where things went wrong for me', amidst nightmares by the f*****g Sea, dancing at thirty three, wishing desperately for clarity
Amidst the turmoil and pain, you question what led you to this point and struggle for peace and understanding


And this isn't how I pictured me, afraid to grow into the man I aspired to be
The person you strived to become is now clouded with fear and uncertainty


Everyday, this is why events unnerve me.
Each day is filled with anxiety and unease because of the past experiences that haunt you


In the shadow of the greatest man, I feel naked, the lonely one, untouched by the rising sun
Compared to those around you, you feel small and insignificant, unimportant and unnoticed


Desperation crashed down on me, endlessly I reach for nothing, amidst the waves of eternity.
Hopelessness overwhelms you, leaving you reaching for something that cannot be reached, swept away by the unstoppable flow of time


I'm on my own against the world and I've never felt so f*****g cold.
You face the world alone, feeling utterly isolated and frozen with fear




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@spin3854

Have you ever felt so desperate? have you ever felt so dense inside?
Everything turns grey and desolate, everything feels weathered and fragile
Everyone you thought you loved, took you for a ride in a city called 'fucked'
And smashed through your dreams, head first down a one way street, singing
'I don't know where things went wrong for me', amidst nightmares by the fucking
Sea, dancing at thirty three, wishing desperately for clarity
And this isn't how I pictured me, afraid to grow into the man I aspired to be
Everyday, this is why events unnerve me.

In the shadow of the greatest man,
I feel naked, the lonely one,
untouched by the rising sun
Desperation crashed down on me,
endlessly I reach for nothing,
amidst the waves of eternity.

I'm on my own against the world and I've never felt so fucking cold.



All comments from YouTube:

@tannerthebum415

I come back to this song every few years. My favorite album of all time. Perfect from front to back.

@zeljkoputica

Same here buddy. Also The Carrier "No Love Can Save Me"

@Chron880

This song hits fucking hard. Even years later ironically i am 33, and you have no idea how relatable this song is to my life

@StansGrandson

I turn 32 Tomorrow. And I feel You. Your comment hits hard. Not the same as listening to this song at 19.

@spin3854

Have you ever felt so desperate? have you ever felt so dense inside?
Everything turns grey and desolate, everything feels weathered and fragile
Everyone you thought you loved, took you for a ride in a city called 'fucked'
And smashed through your dreams, head first down a one way street, singing
'I don't know where things went wrong for me', amidst nightmares by the fucking
Sea, dancing at thirty three, wishing desperately for clarity
And this isn't how I pictured me, afraid to grow into the man I aspired to be
Everyday, this is why events unnerve me.

In the shadow of the greatest man,
I feel naked, the lonely one,
untouched by the rising sun
Desperation crashed down on me,
endlessly I reach for nothing,
amidst the waves of eternity.

I'm on my own against the world and I've never felt so fucking cold.

@HxCSounds

melbourne city hardcore

@dwaynereuter7007

More people need to listen to these guys.

@liamtaylor9224

Feeling It...

@sunheightsband

Best.

@TheOverAndAround

phat song, killa lyrics.

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