Fall Apart
Casey James Lyrics

I can finally sleep through the night,
After our breakup, I can now sleep peacefully without being reminded of you.

Roll over to your side,
I used to feel your absence whenever I slept, but now I can roll over to your side of the bed without feeling any pain.

Smell your perfume,
I can now sense the fragrance you used to wear without feeling emotionally overwhelmed.

And not feel a thing.
I'm now immune to the emotions that were once associated with you.

Hear someone say your name,
When I hear someone mentioning your name, it no longer causes any emotional turmoil within me.

Picture your pretty face,
I can now recall your face without getting lost in the memories we shared.

Not close my eyes,
I don't have to close my eyes to block out the memories anymore.

And not feel a sting.
I'm no longer heartbroken at the thought of you anymore.

Every time I run into you,
Whenever I bump into you unexpectedly,

Baby I go a little crazy inside,
It brings out intense emotions that I struggle to keep in check.

Tell myself I gotta breathe,
I try to calm myself down by telling myself to breathe and not let the situation get to me.

Try to get my heart to beat.
I try to stead my heart rate that would be pacing fast.

Photographs, memories,
The pictures and memories of us that flood my mind,

Fade away easily,
I'm able to quickly forget and move on from them.

But you're right here in front of me.
But seeing you in person brings all those memories back to me again.

Won't let me go.
I feel trapped in my past with you and can't seem to move on.

Since you broke my heart,
Ever since you hurt me and broke my heart,

Like a shadow right by my side
I can't escape the memory of our relationship and it follows me everywhere.

There's just no place to hide.
I can't find refuge or respite from the constant reminders of our relationship.

This little town's never seemed so small.
Our small town seems even smaller now that we're no longer together and I can't escape seeing you around.

I should just stay inside,
I feel like I should just stay indoors to avoid encountering you.

Lock the door and kill the lights.
Turning off the lights and locking myself inside my house seems like my only way of coping with the situation.

Tum off the phone, just stare at the wall.
I feel like shutting off everything and spending some time by myself with nothing but my thoughts is the best way forward.

I'm looking over my shoulder,
I'm always on edge, constantly looking out for a chance encounter with you.

When you're not there,
Even when you're not around me, I can't get you out of my mind.

Lately I can't go away
I can't seem to escape my feelings for you and yearning for the past.

Oh, I fall apart.
Every time I'm around you, I can't help but feel like I'm falling apart.

Yeah, I fall apart.
My heart still aches from the pain you caused me and I feel like I'm struggling to keep it together even today.