Osaka Loop Pt. 2 by Catatonix

@ThatBionicleDude

4y↑8

@@K33FSH0RTY how

@ironicallyvague2588

4y↑121

It's also that they're talking about you, conspiring against you, organizing people who secretly follow you...

They don't want you to know they're after you

@nanako_206

27w↑808

You telling me my mom has to endure THIS everyday? It's like a constant horror movie. No wonder she made me traumatized without realizing it

@SmashingGlue

21w↑27

This is so poignant and fvcked up and I wish you the very best for the rest of your life forever joyous and grow like a flower u_u I hope you’ll be okay

@nanako_206

21w↑9

@SmashingGlue thank you so so much!❤

@miguelfontanez8447

20w↑1

Lmao

@kopolerloler

19w↑1

I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one

@lfk244

19w↑1

Wim hoff method helps

@Chrischi3TutorialLPs

2y↑4.9K

Schizophrenia is honestly a fascinating issue. For instance, i once read that deaf people who develop schizophrenia, instead of seeing voices, will see disembodied hands signing at them. What is even weirder is that a common side effect of schizophrenia is that you don't even notice the fact that you have symptoms at all. It all seems perfectly normal to you.

@Dios_of_Autumn-1999

2y↑128

Schizophrenia is incredibly fascinating because they can exist in any self-conscious reality and you as a person who controls the body is free of judging these thoughts, as much as everyone else judge other peoples opinions. Mine for instance is a motivation seeking consciousness using objects or actions as rituals to medicate my sadness and enhances my willpower. I never thought of any suicidal thoughts but i think thats just me not making it able to do it. If I see that i fail more often Id probably get them as much as other people. I used to consider those thoughts as a secondary consciousness and as a big part of my personality. I was never comfortable with that personality and everyday feels like a mountain of responsibility. Despite that, I liked it since it improved me so much as a person so I attempted to create another consciousness which couldnt work cuz human brain can think thrice at a time. Now I realized that 'consciousness' is actually called intuition and that its just ridiculously extremely better than most people. The difference between it and an actual intuition is that it is way way random, assertive, convincing (even if it doesnt make sense or even if it lies) and boisterous as much as OCD. Its gone now but half of me wishes to bring it back for personal reasons.

@Dios_of_Autumn-1999

2y↑30

Due to that experience it made me question the limits of the human brain and got me interested in mental capacity of will and memory. I thought of this consciousness as something that any human should achieve. On contrary, everything in reality is falling apart and no person around me appreciates my existence. Behaviors triggered by schizophrenia just got worse from time to time and I was still thinking that it is a huge help for any individual capable of change as it opens up experience and mistakes. Whenever I experience mistakes made by the consciousness and done by me irl, I always blame myself for that because I know no one will understand what it is. Although from experience, it did really helped me, I feel that its more because of the people having those thoughts not being able to control them than the thoughts themselves. At the same time, I feel that it harms other people because very rarely do people like me are competent enough to alter the thoughts of their mind and the effects of not doing so can be devastating, in addition to them being alienated by the experience. No matter how extreme these are, they are thoughts and they are very subjective. Think of something and it will either say do this or not, or connecting perceived objects to extremely irrelevant details or patterns in which you be the judge of it. I think that schizophrenia is more likely to develop amongst people whos personalities are naturally memory centered at dealing information and more likely for people living with extreme social pressures. There has to be some sort of fear complex from a trauma/s for a person to develop one.

Note: I never ever used to considered that schizophrenia is a mental disorder, even after I cured myself from it. I see it as an adaptation and a flaw of the human mind, just like a mental process. ex: logical person would have difficulty processing feelings, because they are too busy considering 'what should be' than 'what feels like'

@Dios_of_Autumn-1999

2y↑7

@@simonsimonsimone reread my comments i accepted how dangerous it is but at the same time i also acknowledge how helpful it is.

@LuxCarraway

1y↑29

@@Dios_of_Autumn-1999I see say this in all seriousness, but from what I can glean you say you cured yourself? As in not taking medication actively?

I know these comments were about five months ago, but that was unambiguously word salad. If you're not on medication or seeking professional help, please do so. There are more factors in schizophrenia than delusions and hallucinations, and your speech/writing patterns are a serious red flag that you're not out of the woods yet, even if you think that you are

@Dios_of_Autumn-1999

1y↑6

I never had a history of taking any medications related to mental illnesses. There were people who were concerned about my mental well being but none of them were able to alert my parents about it partly because I am good at controlling it.

As for proof I am cured, all I can say is that my schizophrenia is a manageable experience which differs from the others. It demands extreme discipline and dedication to live with it everyday. Also there were plenty of things in my experiences that actually gave me a choice to escape it which I eventually did through my own volition. No average person could last six months in that experience or better yet a whole week. While all of those months were agonizing, I think that the hardest months I’ve experienced were my first and last months with it. The first being it as new experience to adapt to and the last being all of my pain from those five months drained me to my dead will and feeling that same pain again from my first because I realized I have to go through the same process of character development all over again. (recall: nearly a decade have passed from that time)

@luiziferbehel3750

5y↑20.4K

Imagine suffering from this in medieval times

@hidatti

5y↑124

@1LebedTV1 lol

@gjigaqaquj

5y↑577

Senua's sacrifice

@polysom6345

5y↑1.8K

Creepy you said this bc I just mentioned this to my husband! Even in the 1960s they would have shoved you away in an insane asylum and you would have been shut away listening to voices nonstop. The workers probably abused you as well 😔

@luiziferbehel3750

5y↑277

polysom yes i know it can be horrible, i suffered a lot from sleep paralysis + night terrors, you never know which night the shadow people will appear to mess around, i always sleep with lights on and problem solved

@legion4698

5y↑65

Luizifer Behel I’m curious with sleep paralysis and would want to experience it a few but can’t I’ve only had night terrors. If you wear a face mask the one that goes around your eyes for sleep, would you still see shit?

@Witch.Of.Miracles

2y↑463

Very accurate. I was diagnosed with a psychotic illness around 4 years ago. I've had two episodes, and both were terrifying. It's even worse when the voices are people you know. Constantly commenting on your actions or telling you to do dangerous things. My hear goes out to anyone who has experienced this nightmare.

@nirv

2y

I have a question. Why are schizophrenics all propaganda spewers? Why do they all seem to think they're right all the time?

I'm trying to figure out why visual hallicunations make you arrogant. Maybe you're not arrogant - maybe it's just the last 25 that I spoke with, but they're ALL misinformation spreaders.

I want to meet a schizophrenic that appreciates science, medicine, and facts, but is aware their brain hallucinates frequently. Do they exist? I want to interview one.

@gamtoszinios1336

1y↑3

Watch scott primal within a week you cure

@ToXristianikoKanali

23w↑2

Sounds like demonic to me

@thatwierdbilly

19w

but why do some people do these things?

@deezidibbs9796

19w

So... did Battler prove that you witches don't exist?

@nerdshizz8177

3y↑8.4K

As someone with paranoid schizophrenia, this is what it's like on a good day. During an episode, picture something out of a horror movie.

@dosomestuff1949

3y↑84

@@cinzley244 lmao no they aren’t

@katrogers1969

3y↑603

@@cinzley244 This is inappropriate to say to someone with schizophrenia. You need to rethink this.

@can-mv2ry

3y↑95

@@cinzley244 i think you smoking sum my guy

@Cyberoxxo

3y

@@cinzley244 RETHINK YOUR ACTIONS!!! RESEARCH ABOUT SCHIZOPHRENIA, IT'S A BRAIN DISORDER NOT A DEMONIC POSSESSION, STOP SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT, YOU CAN CREATE DELUSIONS TO SCHIZOPHRENIC PEOPLE.

@J.A.huscher

3y

@@cinzley244 how dare you tell a schizophrenic that their hallucinations are real. You just think that because you've never had to deal with it and you read the Bible too much

@mirandabrown7842

6y↑8.5K

I don't blame him for throwing that pizza on the floor. That pizza looked weird af.

@ethanwinters1469

5y↑196

Must have been mustard pizza yummy

@Bence-ht8kc

5y↑303

Miranda Brewer it was him hallucinating

@truecrony

5y↑164

@Loriane probably ordered it with extra poison, then forgot

@gunsnsexdolls4022

5y↑82

Why do these voices always say nagative things?

@earthzombie

5y↑46

guns n sexdolls because thats what happens in extreme psychosis experiences

@TheMarioBBB

2y↑2.3K

I cant belive people suffering from schizophrenia see the world in 240p :( my heart goes out to everyone with this

@Keegan_Marcus

1y↑61

Bro 😂

@elliospizza8648

1y↑4

help

@Looona_fan

1y↑8

Bro

@NK-le5ws

1y↑5

lmao

@asillygoofygoober

1y↑3

HELPP

@calledmedarling

5y↑4K

this was eye opening. to everyone living with schizophrenia, your strength is unparalleled.

@savannahoneil-pindar4207

3y↑29

Amen!

Just...

Amen!

@scottcupp8129

2y↑79

I have schizophrenia. My best medication and comforter when I have an episode is my 6 month old tabby named Buddy. He comforts me. He works better than any medication ever could. I love my cat!

@fellowcomrade7914

2y↑2

@@scottcupp8129 how long does the episode last when you have him vs when you don’t have him?

@scottcupp8129

2y↑22

@@fellowcomrade7914 Before I had him, my episodes would last anywhere from several hours to several days. Now that I have him the worst episode lasted maybe 6 hours. They last considerably less.

@scottcupp8129

2y↑25

@@fellowcomrade7914 When an episode starts to come on, he knows it and gets real close to me. I love that little guy more than words can say.

@calvaryinspirationalfellow1328

3y↑3.3K

I find this simulation to be an accurate depiction of living with schizophrenia. I am diagnosed as schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. The first time i heard hallucination was when i was in my room just relaxing. Across my room (from opposite side of hallway) is my dad's room. He was watching tv. When i was dozing off, i heard a woman voice from the tv. I think it was the news. At one point i 'heard' her say 'i worship the devil.' shortly afterwards i began hearing continuous voices out of nowhere. Throughout the months. I would also be listening to people and all of a sudden 'hear' them saying things "Nick is my husband," from both men and women. I would hear audible female voice saying "masturbate to me," repeatedly. I would develop delusional thoughts thinking that i was able to hear subliminal messages within people. When i was attending a church, i would 'hear' someone saying "i want a sacred bitch," during their prayer. I heard voices mentioning moloch, a demon god. During songs, i would hear "praise baal" or "pee in my heart." one time i was at my room, and i percieved a male voice saying "im a satanic worshipper, i will get you, etc." Over the months, i thought i was developing spiritual powers, other times i thought i was demon possessed. I didnt know what schizophrenia was, so i thought it was all spiritual experiences. I wanted my family to kill me just like the abraham and issac story because i thought i was demon possessed and that it was the only way to break free. My family called the police, and the police took me to a mental hospital. With my permission, they injected me with something so i could fall asleep. I was asleep for more than 24 hours, because when i was in psychosis, i was always awake. During the 3 weeks i was in hospital, i did hear voices, but the medication finally made the voices stop. I became an outpatient, where i later found out that i was schizoaffective. Ever since, ive been at home. I was at hospital februrary-march of 2020, so i learned about corona virus when i came back home. Since then, no voices. I still go through mood symptoms. Im now more conscious about delusional thoughts when they occur. I forgot to mention that i had many visual hallucination with images. Ive seen demons in my dreams. They are ugly, that is what sticks out the most. I experience sleep paralysis, where a black silhouette of a person held me down and spoke an unknown language to me. These hallucination seem so real because of the senses that i feel. As a religios person, i believe in the existence of demons, not only because i read about them, but also by experience. Schizophrenia can be funny at times, but i experience mostly horror and had irrational thoughts. I hope this testimony may give a better understanding of what schizophrenia is like. Thank you for reading.

@ronjr4268

3y↑155

thanks for sharing your experiences...

@MobLifeTEEZ

3y↑63

Your story is very inspiring & motivating & I also hope you are doing better. Sending positive vibes your way bro 🙏

@keelalashey3292

3y↑42

Wow. Amazing read. Thank you for sharing. Sending you good vibes and love darling x

@markhoitsma512

3y↑1

@@nativeboykta brother i know you mean well but these are hallucinations and have nothing to do with spirituality, religion or reality. They take the form of demons and blasphemy because this person deeply values God and religion. By giving them the impression these have truth to them you can make them doubt taking medication or worse.

@markhoitsma512

3y↑7

@@nativeboykta okay brother have a good one 🙏

@Jen1N.

1y↑125

I couldn't cope watching more than 3 minutes of this. My heart goes out to those with this, it must be really tough.

@pswizzle6616

3y↑2.8K

I’ve been diagnosed with panic disorder and I have to admit his is 10x scarier than any panic attack I’ve ever had. I can’t imagine having to go through this every day.

@shadowsinmymind9

3y↑49

I have the same thing. I suffered for 15 years with panic disorder. this is so terrifying

@trollsurvivor

3y↑15

It’s not always scary your mood determines what you feel

@shapeshifter16

2y↑54

Every disorder is terrible in it's own way. Please, don't depreciate yours. Take care ✨❤️

@beachbelle

2y↑3

SAME HERE! this seems horrible

@Cobalt985

2y↑11

Yeah, this reminds me of my panic and PTSD. I don't perceive things that aren't there or have delusions though. But I definitely feel the whole, trapped in your internal world thing, and the feeling that something bad is gonna happen.

@ItzTooSik

3y↑1.5K

A few years ago I suffered a drug-induced psychosis for a couple of hours/days & it was sort of similar to this. I have to clarify that the voices you hear are only a fraction of what’s actually scary. The real scary thing is how you feel — sort of feels like if you were in a mental jail, & you know you are trapped and no one can help you because if you ask for help then you’re admitting to being crazy so you decide to keep it to yourself so you don’t scare others (hence scare you as well).

@savannahoneil-pindar4207

3y↑43

My best friend actually suffered a, drug induced, psychotic episode too.

He tried to commit suicide.

His account of the event is chilling.

@villainouskamikaze

2y↑29

I had one night of a psychotic episode on LSD (fairly I did all the wrong things, unfamiliar environment, invited a bunch of people to the hotel I was in, worst of all forgot I took it)

@EmilyJ0928

2y↑7

I went through that BAD. I just got it much worse than most people and for that reason I haven't touched it in 4 years and I WON'T. I took myself to the emergency room, police, it was an absolute NIGHTMARE

@ItzTooSik

2y↑6

@@EmilyJ0928 i hope you’re okay. It’s very difficult to put into words but that was the worse experience in my life — I wouldn’t wish that on my worse enemy.

@SarukiLIAS

2y↑3

@@villainouskamikaze yeah me too , and same drug, it wasn’t fun for a while , you can feel your brain falling of the reality realm , and just speeding up with thoughts

@Tac0B0y

1y↑122

As someone who suffers with PTSD. HOLY SHIT. This seems more fucking hellish.

@shamka9925

7y↑1.6K

"Stop staring at me" not gonna lie that made me chuckle a little bit

@alaskayoung6001

6y↑7

😂😂😂

@michaelsuder3956

5y↑10

Me too actually lol

@mer6731

5y↑3

same lmao

@AntEyeSociety

4y↑15

yeah, if it happened to you im sure it wouldn't

@dogpointing4278

4y↑1

@@AntEyeSociety i would

@joselinema

8y↑3.8K

This is like hell on earth.

@sisooonano3794

7y↑68

No i have schizophrenia.. its interesting ..really hhh

@Donna-vh5ym

6y↑198

@@sisooonano3794 // I wouldn't say everyone's is interesting....my son feels like he's losng his mind. He deals with this 24/7...and can even feel them touching him, so I wouldn't call it interesting for everyone. Its horrifying as hell for him.

@Donna-vh5ym

6y↑55

@@sadtianii6061 // obviously not. My son deals with this 24/7 and it is horrific and Evil. It's not interesting at all

@Donna-vh5ym

6y↑24

@@sadtianii6061 you really said interesting????hmmm...do you have it?

@Donna-vh5ym

6y↑19

@@sadtianii6061 // I apologize. I could have sworn I saw a comment somewhere that said.."interesting "...Again, I apologize.

@doorjpeg

1y↑74

One of my teacher’s son had schizophrenia in my elementary school. The kid believed that his parents were replaced by aliens, and one night he ended up killing his father. The human mind is really scary.

@kandgray

1y↑7

KILLING HIS FATHER??? Oh my god

@enoch4499

4y↑1.5K

I sure love the ending. No stark trail off at the peak of psychosis. A source of help comes in, changes the mood, redirects attention, helps to ground the sufferer. Going out in nature is very helpful.

@oglelo1139

3y↑5

you thought you were watching a movie

@22bioshock

3y↑3

@@oglelo1139 what?

@allenpalmer2008

3y↑2

My missus 🌎👌❤️

@myheartttt873

2y

no for me its not, when im in the nature i feel like someone is going to attack me. Most likely a snake

@alexjohnson5114

2y↑21

Best thing for you at the peak of a delirious/ psychotic episode (besides sleeping if you can even manage that) is seeing green nature and sunlight. The dark is your enemy, that’s when the hallucinations really take hold. Nature is natural and that’s your best friend. The darkness just plays into the hallucinations. I’m speaking from having a roughly week and a half long drug induced psychosis coming off of long term benzo use that would of eventually led to me seizing the fuck out and probably dying. It’s a horrifying experience delirium. And already having ptsd from unrelated events a psychotic episode is pretty damn traumatizing. Led to having legitimate panic attacks later on worrying about becoming delusional again. After a few days of becoming psychotic you cannot tell the difference between reality and your dreams, it feels like entities or forces outside of your control are torturing you. Absolutely horrifying.

@tinalancaster3227

8y↑4.5K

My brother Tommy developed paranoid schizophrenia in his mid 20's, he was my bestest friend in the world. He lived with his mom but we talked everyday and hung out all the time, then he got to the point of being so paranoid he wouldn't take his meds & his mom wouldn't make him. We still talked on the phone but not much because he thought I worked with the FBI, and our conversations were being recorded. Due to his illness he refused to leave the house period so we didn't know anything was wrong with him, but on 10/29/10 he fell over dead in his bedroom the coroner said his heart went out of rhythm and he was gone before he hit the floor. He also said if he'd been going to a dr regularly it would've been caught, but he just didn't understand my brother like I did & I'm glad I saw this because now I can understand the hell he went through everyday. But it's been almost 7 years without him and I'm still lost, he'll always be my best friend I love u Tommy & I'll miss u always 😢💔

@honeythief2328

8y↑36

Tina Lancaster Could that happen to, I mean my heart getting outta rythm cause I never leave my house cause I avoid social interactions. I leave the house only on several occasions, like going to the store. When I read that I got scared!

@tinalancaster3227

8y↑42

S!dney Nami // Coffee King Well the anxiety itself can cause rapid heartbeat, that's normal. The problem with my brother is he wouldn't leave the house at all, meaning he never kept up with any of his dr appointments to make sure he was healthy everywhere else. So when his autopsy was done they said him neglecting his health, and not checking to see if he might've had an unknown heart condition that could've been taken care of, that's why his heart just suddenly went out of rhythm and he was gone. The coroner actually said he thought an infection from his teeth and gums from lack of dental care, could've also caused that to happen. If u neglect your teeth & gums as bad as he did an infection can go the heart and kill u, if not caught in time. I know it's hard and really scary but do your best to keep up with regular dr appointments, and u should be just fine. I'm so sorry u have to suffer through this, it's a horrible illness and I wish u the best.💜

@drithi123

8y↑50

I lost my closest cousin to Paranoid schizophrenia. She was 22 and killed herself. It was 14 years ago and it still hurts! Sorry for your loss.

@superboy99

7y↑20

So was it because of all the worry and stress he put on himself I’m only asking because I’m a paranoid schizophrenic and I don’t hallucinate but I think people are always watching me out to get me or the fbi and it makes people not want to be around you or you around people cause you don’t trust they mean you any good or they laugh about your struggles but I fight myself in my head a lot so I just want to tell you if people knew how serious this problem really was

@gaminggen5807

6y↑8

Tina Lancaster I’m sorry for your loss. Hope you’re doing fine

@ThunderXtaTic

2y↑78

I was never diagnosed, and I'm afraid to be. This feels a bit relatable. I don't hallucinate but every day I often have intrusive thoughts with my own voice saying exactly a lot of the stuff said, I sometimes go as far as mumbling along with them to myself when I'm alone. I keep randomly insulting myself and saying horrible things about myself in my thoughts. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder as a kid and I still get treatment, but this is frighteningly similar to a typical day for me

@superdupersanik

2y↑19

That could be ocd

@ThunderXtaTic

2y↑13

@@superdupersanik true

@donaldtrumpy5914

1y↑1

Same as me and everytime i see people especially ilocano people i'm thinking that they talking bad about me or they might gonna hurt me..

@jamielus

48w↑12

@@ThunderXtaTic i have ocd, and that sounds quite similar, if u can i'd suggest u look into it

@DerDrako

3y↑907

As someone who was diagnosed with schizophrenia, I locked myself up for four days, because I believed my best friends plotted against me, to kill me. I have had heard voices before, but then I just "knew" they would kill me. So I planned to kill them first instead. When I realised, that it was just a psychosis, and I prepared everything to kill me best friends, I was just terrified.
I mean, I knew, I would have to kill them, to safe my life. But if you realize, that you nearly tried to kill your best freinds because of a psychosis, you will feel dirty as fuck. Which fuels further madness.

@donaldtrumpy5914

1y

Me i hate people when there are people around because i'm thinking that they talking bad about me...

@seismicrocket

1y↑10

Oh look, an edgy kid trying to fabricate a schizophrenia.

@DerDrako

1y↑205

@@seismicrocket Oh look, an edgy kid trying to be a psychiatrist.

@Abraham-Kaykski-Steinberg

51w↑57

@@DerDrako Oh look, a fabric trying to edgycate a psychosis.

@ieatmyownshitsometimes_5678

50w↑8

@@seismicrocketgirl..

@wafflesthearttoad6916

4y↑691

The ending was kinda sweet though. As soon as the girl came everything got calm, like she made the person feel better.

@sunbea4477

3y↑89

As someone with a diagnosis, it is very accurate. I had a severe episode around a year ago and i was insanely stressed out, once my parents came home everything felt good again. It makes me feel more secure in a way, like if something bad were to happen there would be help.

@samcaranol4102

2y↑13

Which isn’t accurate because a psychotic state isn’t something you just snap out of

@fredericksaxton9782

2y↑18

@@samcaranol4102 Lmao, while you judt ignored the person above you-

Maybe not to ALL experiences, but this video saud it wouldn't be accurate to everyone.

That's like going into a video about autism and going "that's not accurate" just because it doesn't cater to specific traits. It is accurate, just not for everyone because they aren't all the same.

@fredericksaxton9782

2y↑4

@@Raptured_and_back Not correct. It just doesn't happen for EVERYONE. It's not a one track thing.

@samcaranol4102

2y

@@fredericksaxton9782 Huh

@shortformediocreweirdo

31w↑19

the pizza box being named poizzon under schizophrenia’s effects is killing me

@tobiasheadrick8092

2y↑498

The best way I could describe the feeling to someone who doesn’t experience it is that when you’re in the height of psychosis it feels like the buildup to a jump scare while watching a horror movie you have an intense feeling that SOMETHING is about to happen you just don’t know what yet so you assume everything you encounter will be where is comes from

@luckyy3691

52w↑7

The worst type of spider sense :(

@SamuelBlack84

48w↑11

Sounds like a panic attack

@FfersBetter

30w↑2

In my understanding, its like anxiety but 1000x induced

@tobithegremlinking

30w↑10

@@SamuelBlack84 hi I'm the original person just on a different account, as someone who has struggled with panic disorder for most of their life and had a psychotic break at like 18. it is certainly kinda similar but the fear is on a much different level. Like with a panic attack for me personally at least its just like general anxiety very physical feeling all of that. Whereas psychosis is more like your brain is on fire and almost anything you try to make it better only worsens it cause its like, "but wait what if this tea (I made myself) is poison?" and just generally feeling like everything is going to be the end idk its like different but in a way that's hard to explain

@memento_mori6019

27w↑2

@@tobithegremlinkingsounds like a much more potent and visceral form of existential dread.
Like suddenly everything is a threat to your mortality

@anber4129

5y↑792

This is very sad. 😥 Those who have experiences like this are very strong. May God be with you.

@noir4762

5y↑20

God won't help.

@idgaf6915

5y↑11

They're right god won't help and if there was a god why would he make innocent people live with it

@vxiennqa

5y↑14

@@idgaf6915 because life isnt perfect

@Thatstereotypicalstoner

5y↑8

You just brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for the support

@ebrietasbiscuit

5y↑12

Your fake deity has nothing to do with this. Sorry

@myzzxa

39w↑29

"stop staring at me" id freak out.

@cralnejnes1a186

5y↑724

Voice: why are you so worthless
Me: you're the one without a body trying to get me to protect you

@creatorzp

3y↑58

absolute savagery

@joshuamccutcheon

2y↑41

If I developed schizophrenia I’d just be roasting the voices lol

@karlm5223

1y↑43

@@joshuamccutcheon sure all fun and games until you actually develop it

@joshuamccutcheon

1y↑51

@@karlm5223 I mean in all seriousness it does seem easy until you actually have to deal with it. Like all illnesses it doesn’t seem as bad until you experience it for yourself. I’m lucky to not have any sort of mental or physical illness right now

@melanierubirosa6506

52w

@@joshuamccutcheonword to

@parryevan

7y↑625

I think this is pretty good. I had a similar episode 15 years ago. I no longer suffer from it. For about 3 months everything was "poison" and "they're part of the plot".

@mohamedwarsame7293

6y↑11

Did you take any meds if yes did you stop?

@elthonsidrac7786

3y↑2

Good question

@amberwhite2405

2y↑2

Were the voices in your head or did you hear them outwardly

@ycebreakr17

2y↑3

I know what it’s like. My aunt has it and when she’s in an episode i’m scared to even look at her

@ACD1994

2y

Schizophrenia is a life long condition. There is no cure.

@BlakeCulpepper-rh7gk

1y↑7

I talked to a guy in prison once who had schizophrenia, and he told me that he would often watch and be spoken to by the tv even when it wasn’t turned on.

@Anonymissus

1y

sounds like he was living in a haunted house if you ask me

@tylerkoty4039

5y↑692

As someone who has been diagnosed with this. I can say it's about as accurate as video editing could make it. Someone who recovers doesnt actually lose the experience. But trains themselves to use the occurrences to their advantage turning them into mechanisms. It would take publishing a series of books to thoroughly explain that. But answers can be found

@svengangert2683

3y↑16

So you basically learn to live with it, right? Well, that would make sense. Psychiatrists should work more with the patients and actually acknowledge the voices and what they say. I can imagine that it could be very beneficial for someone experiencing this to be absolutely open about the voices comentig, instead to keep quite out of fear to be stigmatised. What do you think about that?

@vonboogie3496

3y↑5

I turned mine and love it

@tinka6376

3y↑1

Do you know any books or literature about it? It would be beneficial for me

@thetaylorverse

3y↑7

@@tinka6376 “The Explanation of Schizophrenia: A Documentary “ is on Netflix, but I dont know if they removed it due to graphic content.
“ Schizophrenia Is A Disease, not a Illness : how I see it “ is previously on YouTube, but deleted. i think someone reuploaded this

@jennyrose9454

3y↑11

Do you actually hear the voices with your ears? Or do you hear them as thoughts/ compulsion that you can't ignore

@chelsiebroeders6850

5y↑81

My ex is a paranoid schizophrenia. We are still close and care for one another. One time he wouldn’t go near his grandmother that he lived with or eat or drink anything she made because voices told him she poisoned everything trying to kill him slowly. I was always there and still am to reassure him that he is ok and that no one is going to do that to him. Breaks my heart what people with schizophrenia have to deal with.

@svengangert2683

3y

Was it helping him when you told him that everything is fine?

@Telespectadorlegal

24w↑17

5:44 i had to laugh. The brainrot is consuming me

@VideoViperX

22w↑2

Birds are singing...

@lunchisaburgur7382

20w↑1

@@VideoViperX flowers are blooming

@commenter7893

8y↑1.9K

schizophrenia can be experienced in many ways very differently. I never experienced something like this, i dont hear voices nor watch hallucinations but instead i thought that my mother had been replaced by a double and i even went through a mourning period believing that. also i yelled at my mother and was disrespectful because i thought she was not her.

Edit: I did some research and found out about the case of Christine Collins whose son was replaced by an impostor and she was thrown in the mental asylum for claiming it was not his son. I have also read about even a top former mental health official how mental illness definitions are imperfect constructs. At this time I think psychiatry is deeply ideological, many times deeply subjective and an institution of social control, not of human health. Regarding my mother I think she was replaced by a lookalike who manipulated the psychiatrist with a web of lies against me in order to control my properties and silence my doubts about her identity. Now I have a lawyer and took legal action against her. I will hire a pi to investigate her identity.

@skylercash5876

8y↑48

commenter78 that sounds extremely similar to an episode my father went through

@commenter7893

8y↑52

+midnight storm Well i hope you dont get diagnosed with schizophrenia, it is not a label you want believe me. Dont drop out of school, finish high school, because your job prospects without a high school diploma are very dim. And if you are very intelligent go to college.

@masond7573

8y↑76

That would be Capgras Delusion.

@guccifruit.

8y↑59

definitely capgras delusion

@elizabethcopsey3791

8y↑57

its capgras delusion, my little brother has it and it is terrifying because he gets very violent.

@sillygoose7066

3y↑235

I had a friend in middle school and high school who had this, but nobody knew. She thought I was in on a plot to kill her so she became very mean and we would fight all the time. Hearing these voices breaks my heart, knowing she probably heard so many unkind things in a day. We’re no longer friends bc our values changed, and I wasn’t that understanding of a kid. I hope she’s ok now and that her meds help. I’m crying just thinking about it

@queenriQP

1y↑6

I had exactly the same. I was so upset to hear she thought we were plotting that. We loved her! She passed to misdemeanor with her girlfriend 😪

@sillygoose7066

1y↑4

@@queenriQP I’m so sorry she passed. I hope so much healing for you

@memenazi7078

2y↑10

This made schizophrenia look so fun, i wish this simulation was accurate

@distortionistsplaydate

21w↑1

it is, though LMAO

@seanpeters3690

5y↑437

I've seen this before, and it scared the crap out of me. I feel so sorry for people with schizophrenia. I have OCD, but this is way worse.

@juancaceres1058

3y↑4

do you really suffer from OCD? r you on some kind of med?

@riyaansheikh7470

3y↑10

I also have OCD as well

@skyral4137

3y↑28

OCD : holy sht, did I leave my door open?!?!, Oh no oh no, maybe I could have left the AC on as well?, Oh no the electricity bill is gonna kill me.

Schizophrenia :
Stomach growls "There are people inside your belly button, quick put poison inside, hurry before they eat your stomach, also your foot is being telepathically controlled by someone."

@wednesdaysartcastle9018

3y↑12

@@skyral4137 Uhh the first one is not OCD. That’s literally just being anxious.

@noowooah

2y↑2

@@wednesdaysartcastle9018 i mean i agree to an extent, some people actually do this at least 10 times??

@RebekahLeaPhelps

5y↑485

This is amazing. I don’t know how people take this. My daughter deals with crude, violent, perverted voices.

@marios8664

3y↑60

Wish you the best for your daughter

@DeepakSingh-em1rj

3y↑1

Is she okay now??

@rebekahphelps9401

3y↑53

My daughter? No she’s not ok. I doubt she ever will be. Refuses meds. Homeless. Very sad. Thanks for asking. God Bless

@DeepakSingh-em1rj

3y↑16

I hope she gets better someday. My sister is also suffering from the same . The last few days have been very scary . She doesn't listen to us and keeps saying strange things. I hope she also gets better

@rainofrest7778

2y↑8

@SSJ the sigma 💀

@danielavanilla4331

2y↑5

Oh man the part with the weather man on the tv talking down to you reminds me of that psychotic episode from requiem for a dream

@adamlongoria2268

2y↑240

The worst part about my experience is that the voices said things I was not expecting. The insults were terrible, pointing out my physical flaws and insecurities. I knew they weren't real as I have read about schizophrenia before I began having episodes. It was so bizarre to be able to hear voices. It was as real as talking to someone face to face. I never knew the clarity with which you could hear them so I can understand people going off the deep end. Anyhow I started rock collecting and built a homemade rock tumbler. It's a passion now and saved my sanity.

@thekingschild2116

29w

Many schizpophrenics actually suffer from demonic oppression.
Voices that tell you that you're worthless, ugly, stupid, that they hate you etc. are certainly demonic.
Satan reaps many souls by driving ppl into suicide.

@TruthHurts225

4y↑320

I love how that lady came in and chased all that negative energy out of that house 😊

@savannahoneil-pindar4207

3y

I believe that mental illness is of the devil and that salvation is of God.

Even though that was a "simulation", that would be where God casts the demon(s) out.

@mortbois9836

2y↑17

i've been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia back in 2019, that was the worst year of my life seeing my mother cry when i got in the mental hospital, i suffered sleepless nights and could hear voices in my head saying that i should hurt my mom and my dog, but thank god i didn't do anything because i couldn't bear the thought of doing something like that, with the help of my psychiatrist, everything is fine now, my life was back to normal but there was this time that i realised that i might've had it since young age but it wasn't that serious back then i had this delusions that i would die from the smallest things like eating too much sweets or getting a cold, and not only that but i couldn't stop thinking to myself that someone was following me or to kidnap me
which made me feel paranoid a lot, even when there was this time i could swear that when i was running i would see a man winking at me but i wasn't sure if he did and that thought went it to my mind a lot of times
and i was too scared to tell my parents of fear something bad might've happen, but after years i feel much better now that i seeked help and took my medicines...i feel much better than before thanks to my family.
Thank you so much for reading and always share with your family if there is something wrong that you feel
it will be much better for you.

@ilovetomatoketchup1060

5y↑95

this scares me. sometimes I feel the people closest to me will harm me and the people who are walking behind me will kill me

@donaldtrumpy5914

1y

Me everytime i see people i'm thinking that they talk bad about me..

@tyrannica5974

5y↑185

This gave me so much anxiety...

@lilreckless4206

4y↑1

Frr

@dandavis4306

3y↑1

Right

@Hankblue

2y↑3

Poison

@commentpatrol6257

2y

fr and i’m shell

@Femyoz

22w↑1

This is actually terrifying, watching this made me so anxious

@ethankinser1842

9y↑237

this video is excellent for explaining what it's like to people who don't have schizophrenia or psychosis

@chrissarah9174

8y↑365

the acting in the voices wasn't very good but when the person walked in that hit the nail on the head

@garciadesiree227

4y↑8

Can u know what isn’t accurate in trying to get educated

@thorfinn518

3y

@@garciadesiree227 the voice acting is bad

@shiver8082

1y↑16

@@thorfinn518it’s not bad it’s meant to feel jarring and strange. Almost disconnected. Notice how the voices on the tv were talking in a much more normal way.

@southsiren

19w

I've read that most often the invasive voices would talk to and conspire with each other rather than over each other. I have absolutely no bloody idea though.

@kehi1809

2y↑6

This video is incredibly well made, and actually reminds me of the Silent Hills PT demo that came out a while back, specifically when comparing the weather man in this video to PT's radio voice. Of course, this video is meant to be informative rather than entertaining, but nonetheless it captures the same paranoid horror.

@Ketu71491

2y↑184

Im not schizophrenic but this reminds me of years ago when i developed a benadryl habit due to insomnia. My tolerance got too high and sometimes I'd overdo it. I'd see gnats crawling all over the place and remember hearing dead relatives whispering into my ear.

@fellowcomrade7914

2y↑18

Holy fuck that’s bad

@maria_silly

1y↑27

that's literally called Dr*g Induced Psychosis

@Lady_Graham

51w↑6

I had similar stuff during the first and only time I tried weed. Heard weird choir folk music and saw some breakdancing fly in a bucket. Also thought I was going to die, but I found the experience somewhat agreeable

@Typhoonoverwatch

42w

@@Lady_Graham your weed was laced with psychedelics, your dealer, or their source, fucked you bro

@zer0_iz_d34d

24w↑2

I dropped acid once and thought the joker was trying to kill me

@ForsakenHannah

7y↑740

This is exactly how my brain and mind works, I just don't hear voices. in my mind, its just me telling myself these things. depression I assume

@user-mt3zx1ym4x

7y↑73

Hannah Metro me too, sometimes I can also predict what will happen right before it does and some things can come off as fake. Once in a while I will panic and delete all my texts emails and posts but that doesn’t happen as often after getting off of Facebook. Man did Facebook ever fuck with me

@TheSuperQuail

7y↑38

You may have intrusive thoughts syndrome

@handyvapereviews2.017

6y↑1

Hannah’s Space looool

@paulbyrne586

6y↑4

@Ksjs Jdjdb if you don't know if something is wrong with you, you may need to see a psychiatrist.

@paulbyrne586

6y↑1

@Ksjs Jdjdb or maybe a psychologist I'm not sure but thoughts and prayers with you.

@SamuelBlack84

48w↑4

The idea of hearing and seeing people standing in your home conspiring and pointing at you, but they aren't real
Such a horrifying concept

@jonathanl1604

5y↑57

i’m so sorry that people have to go through this

@Thatstereotypicalstoner

5y↑92

Watching this with schizophrenia. It makes you experience it while having it. It hurts but at the same time it makes you think that it might all be in your head

@svengangert2683

3y↑12

Well, it basically is all in your head, but that doesn't mean that the experience isn't real for you personally. The difference is that the perceived reality is internal, meaning it's happening in your own head.

@ashley-sv4lo

3y↑3

bro i’m so sorry. nobody deserves this. i was just bored on youtube and i didn’t know what schizophrenia was like.

@sunbea4477

3y↑1

Very true. Watching this stressed me out and i myself thought something was out to get me, the video is very accurate and similar to my experience.

@scoobed792

2y↑2

I had this too, it is hard, but I'm starting to recover, I have to be strong to control myself not my mind controlling me. I take medication and healthy lifestyle, going outside of your comfort zone, doing new good things, and especially having someone beside you, to lean on, like friend a pet, a family or a gf or bf. Take things, take life not so seriously... And play a game with your mind to make things fun instead of depressing. It is really hard, but I want to get out of this so I will try everything..

@DefiantAngel87

24w

@@svengangert2683sounds like what was said by Dumbledore in the last Harry Potter movie.

@Anonym-111

1y↑2

This actually made me so sad, I can’t believe people are going trough this. I‘m very sorry for all

@hi_its_dawn

4y↑96

"You forgot to take your medicine."
If it was only that easy.

@RichieI

22w

Monsters

@zacheryestrada9667

4y↑225

As someone who was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia, AND treated, I can say that I have experienced things like this. On some occasions, I would experience voices. Sometimes they were directed towards me, sometimes they weren't. Strangely enough, I would follow these voices every now and then, only to find myself confused as to where they were coming from (this was before I knew that I was diagnosed), and most importantly, I would jump at the sight of whatever was at the corner of my eye. Nowadays, I still do kinda jump at the sight of whatever is at the corner of my eye. It honestly kinda spooks me sometimes! When I was diagnosed, I started looking into it a bit, and came to the realization that perhaps my emotional state may be playing a factor in this. Whenever I felt a strong sense of emotion, perhaps something like paranoia, i'd see or hear something. It's really strange, but I do find it pretty interesting and kind of a spook at times.

@svengangert2683

3y↑5

Are you always able to differentiate your delusions from reality?

@southsiren

2y

Lol I feel so silly when I leap and scream at a shadow in my peripheral vision in a room all by myself

@matth227

2y↑1

@@svengangert2683 if he was they wouldn’t be delusions.

@NopeNothingD9

2y↑1

@@svengangert2683how is he supposed to know lmao.

@KodokunaSenshi

24w

@@matth227 i'm not too sure about that. i feel like people can read my mind and i know its not true, but the feeling is still there. i think this might be a delusion. so to me, its not a thought- it's a feeling. this is just my view though.

@DroppinJewelzz

2y↑6

Imagine living with someone with this diagnosis. My mother has it.. and the long term ramifications are overwhelming. On top of that she chose to smoke crack.

@lumperwood3434

5y↑52

Never felt so offended by the weather

@protectbodythetans

3y↑63

the woman at the end who knows exactly what to say and do, god bless people like her, they have literally saved my life.

@SweetheartTVmusic

19w

She seemed kinda bitchy tbh. "What were you watching? Did you even remember? Forget to take your medicine this morning?" So condescending.

@Aboguaboga

19w↑1

I’m so glad I was able to make a full recovery from this, in my teenage years it was mostly non stop arguing on top of different random music and random smells sometimes it smelled like freshly cooked seafood or shrimp Alfredo pasta other times it would just be random smells that clearly weren’t present some smelled really good and some smelled really bad. This was years ago so I don’t remember too much of the actual details but I do remember hearing this one girls voice A LOT, sometimes she was seductive and encouraging and other times it was just a fury of verbal assaults and hearing ppl talk about things I’ve never said out loud that no one around me would know about which was difficult bc it made me start to believe ppl could hear my thoughts.
From 2017-2020 it was just this, my mind snapped in 2020 and the full on psychosis was triggered, I ended up getting hospitalized and put on medication I remember my first day sleeping in my bed from the hospital was so quite that it freaked me out for a second but at the same time it was comforting knowing it was over.

I consider myself cured at this point, I’m not medicated and I don’t have hallucinations of any kind anymore but from 2020 - mid 2024 I did not trust my own perceptions of things sometimes, if I was hearing something that was really good or really bad or was outrageous in my perception or if I thought someone said something and I ask them to repeat themselves and they didn’t I’d assume I was hallucinating, this was a major issue when it came to dating, we would be having a good time or having a moment id automatically assume a girl asking for a kiss was me hallucinating the only way I was able to tell if they said something was if they said nvm or if they said they didn’t say anything, if they said nvm I still wouldn’t be sure if I simply misheard or if I heard them correctly and it was very stressful.

I haven’t really tried dating after getting off my medication bc I’m focusing on my finances rn but What helped me overall was creating the most realistic sense of reality I could while I was medicated. I became atheist and took a critical thinking class that I honestly owe my life to bc it snapped me out of the depressive slump I was in during withdrawals. Also looked into practical meditation from a concrete standpoint not a spiritual standpoint and that also helped. Finding answers to questions that religion aims to answer and learning to accept when there simply wasn’t one yet helped out tremendously it was a process but now I do have trust in my decisions and perceptions. In retrospect I look at my behavior from the psychosis as a metaphorical presentation of what I needed to fix and looking for the root of each of the delusions and hallucinations.

For me personally the grip on science, psychology, and philosophy is what cured me the medication helped with quieting the thoughts enough to hear my own monologue and my own voice of reason and therapy taught me better ways to cope with difficult or racing thoughts

@JacobDreemurr

4y↑89

This is pretty much me off meds. I've seen my food moving, my coffee smelling like poison. The voices, the hallucination. Its not an easy life. I probably shouldn't have even watched this, it's pretty triggering for me. But I'm ghb lad there is a video like this out there to show people what it's like.

@madddie859

5y↑91

My brother went through this exact thing, he even asked my mother at 13 years of age "do you hear the people talking to you too?" And other than them 2 there was nobody there.

@McdonaldsInFallujah

2y↑5

My aunt would stand at my doorway in the dark staring at me. It creeps me out. I'm not sure what it's like to have schizophrenia

@jennyrose9454

3y↑101

It's bad enough having anxiety or PTSD. I feel for anyone who deals with this esp since they are still very stigmatized.

@creepypastadetective315

2y↑25

This sounds terrifying. I feel bad for people who suffer through this.

@PinkaholicOfficial

22w

You bet I’ll be looking back at this plenty of times for creative inspiration. This encapsulates a lot of what goes through my head and it helps to see it shown here.

@carly4082

3y↑26

I'm actually going crazy from hearing this I can't imagine going through this all the time

@younahkneemouse6443

6y↑147

Thinking about my wife while watching this. I need to work harder so she will be alright all the time.🙁🙁🙁. I wish I can cure her.🙁

@johndix732

5y↑11

ATL Falcons Man my girlfriend is going through this right now… It started out with her hearing a male voice and a female voice as if they were neighbors looking through the window talking shit about her… At first I thought she was just messing around but now I’ve been doing a lot of research on it… I wish I could help her… Now she hears me and her mom talking shit about her whenever I’m not even there and her mom is at work… We are about to see about the doctor for her to go see

@juanrock2832

5y

John Dix how did it go? Hope everything is alright my friend has it but idk man she hasn’t responded to my text in a month

@user-ri5mo6qv8s

4y

@@johndix732 hey what happened then? is she alright now? or just better? i hope so.

@johndix732

4y↑5

@@user-ri5mo6qv8s we actually broke up.. it consumed her.. it got to the point where I was holding her ears as she cried herself to sleep.. she started accusing me of all kinds of shit and it just got to be too much for me to handle she ended up going to tell my parents that I was hurting her and doing all kinds of shit which was complete bogus. but I wasn't allowing her to tarnish my reputation over it ....

@randyproductions8317

4y↑3

@@johndix732 Damn bro

@KurtS.87

2y↑4

This video is very sad to watch. I can't imagine having schizophrenia and having to deal with this. I have heard that it is hard to separate reality from fantasy in a psychotic break.

@ammoboxtv8560

2y↑33

Idk what you diagnose me with I’ll never turn my back on pizza .

@bamgeu

20w↑2

☠️☠️

@Jim-jr9cm

4y↑25

This truly helps me to understand this problem more clearly. Thank you for the education.

@doggydogz

1y↑3

I thought this was kinda normal, now I'm scared

@snowfall653

3y↑45

Living with schizophrenia is like living in a horror movie

@VitoAndolini1945

3y↑76

It's all in our head. In 2019 I thought I lived in a kind of Matrix (similar to the 1999 movie). I read emails that gave me "signals". The bath water itself looked like it wanted to explain why it was liquid, the sound of the neighbors were answers to questions he was asking at the time. Basically all I was experiencing and hearing was signals to my responses. I saw the world in a way that seemed real and that only I knew that this was happening. It all felt real and true. I was actually in a psychotic state. I was diagnosed with bipolar affective disorder. I was hospitalized for 7 days. I had quick improvements. I took some medication (light). And I was fine. After that event and realizing what had happened to me, I entered a more depressive phase (it's normal). But with the help of a psychiatrist, in a few months I stayed. The real me. Who knows what life is and who can perfectly understand what happened to him and who can look back in 2022 not with fear but with the awareness that he passed a false "experience" but deep down the experience is incredible, too bad it's all from our head.

@toaisxos2838

1y

whats it like now

@PumaArg

2y↑3

I used to have psychotic breakdowns, for a couple of months, and it's the worst thing I've experienced in my life. I'm so sorry for those who have this disorder and I wish you all very happy lives

@eriksafin

2y↑1

God bless you brother I'm glad you're doing better now!!!

@suko8019

26w

Did it take long to heal the breaks

@PumaArg

26w↑1

@@suko8019 Not at all! I just had to move back with my family and it stopped happening after just a couple of months

@suko8019

26w

@@PumaArgah i see, is it normal for mental decline nearly 3 years after a mental vreak/psychotic vreak?

@ratelhoneybadger

7y↑96

This is so sad...

@flawlost4620

3y↑9

The low camera quality makes this 100x mkre unsettling, reminds me of old horror movies

@Raidur7215

49w↑1

Closest I've had to this was sleep deprivation. Spending 6 hours in my closet with my gun pointed at the door. Cigarette butts all over me. Waiting for my parents (who had been planning all day) to come in and end me. The door handle would vigorously shake, I'd sit in front of it with my feet on the door, begging for mercy. Seeing my mom in the window with a gun at my face. Listening to murder plans all night long through the walls. Once you hit 4 days, shit gets messy. 100% believing it was real. I'd even test it, I'd think 'there's no way.... I need to see it', sneak downstairs and see the family talking in the living room in weird clothes. Terrible way to live, couldn't imagine.

@hanshazlitt4535

4y↑95

Imagine hearing the phone ring, but finding out it has no batteries...

@CrowCrojoINTJ

3y↑8

I don't have to imagine it, it happens to me semi-frequently

@hanshazlitt4535

3y↑1

@@CrowCrojoINTJ I also am afflicted

@Pazaluz

2y↑6

During one of my psychotic episodes i heard angelic music through my speakers which were 100% turned off. Also my father's voice who had then recently passed away.

@KodokunaSenshi

24w↑1

that actually happened to my family once, we were on a holiday in an old village house and an old fashioned phone that wasn't supposed to work, started ringing. if i remember right, a voice from the phone said something like "i brought the milk" or something XD i wasnt the one picking it up though

@pratimangautam6541

5y↑145

I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia. It seems like the whole world is against you and trying to harm you . You know its unreal but you cant help yourself. I'm right now trying to use these voices encourage me to get better every day of my life. Hope this will work because meds don't.

@BlackWidow187

2y

So I talk to myself because I hear my.voice in my.head say things but it's not me doing it. It's my voice but it says stuff I don't choose for it to say. I'm curious if you hear your own voice or some one else's

@CEOofpsychosis

2y↑1

@@BlackWidow187 I have schizophrenia and hearing your own voice is completely normal. With schizophrenia you hear other peoples voices outside your head.

@Spread_Hope_Like_Fire

2y↑2

The voices are demons. I wish I would have known this year's ago and God showed me the truth about it recently. Pay attention to the stuff they say it is always perverted, accusational, judgemental, all negative and nasty. Pray to Jesus and you can be delivered of that! I'm praying for you, because freedom IS possible 💝

@donaldtrumpy5914

1y

That so me

@livingbarret

1y↑13

Knowing my headass id probably try and talk shit back to the voices 😭

@4bidden1

1y↑3

That’s what’s happening if you’ve ever seen someone talk to no one (like homeless person for example)

@aternias

5y↑43

I have psychosis, and its similar to this. the voices arent really auditory, its more like inside your head, like voices speaking directly into your brain.

@a.reallymcrealperson256

4y↑5

My dad describes it to me as if a radio has been turned on inside his head

@creatorzp

3y

so, delusions?

@svengangert2683

3y

@@a.reallymcrealperson256 sounds like schizophrenics aren't able to recognise their own internal dialogues/monologues.

@Nostalgia_Addict

3y

@@creatorzp that's different. He's talking about "auditory" hallucinations.

@kafiamadeus7351

2y

True lol

@robertarnott3210

4y↑75

About 6 weeks ago, after 5 days of no sleep, I slipped into psychosis. I didn't hear voices but I thought I was about to die and I hallucinated quite a bit. I called my brother at 4 am thinking I was going to hell. I thought my wife had kicked me out of the house. I was laying in a yard at one of the colleges crying, so alone and so afraid. I heard a gunshots, and shortly after police came around and saw me laying on the ground. I could barely communicate or understand what was being said to me. Thankfully my brother was on facetime with me and was talking to one of the officers, so I felt relatively safe. It was the scariest night of my life, and now I can relate to people who have permanent psychosis. It is absolute hell and I can totally understand why someone would commit suicide if they had it

@Dappermoneyy

3y↑1

5 days of sleep why didn’t u sleep?

@Mr.Obongo

3y↑4

@@Dappermoneyy sounds like meth to me. I’ve experienced meth induced psychosis before when staying up days on end. shit is always terrible like a nightmare you’re having while awake. Glad I haven’t touched that shit in years.

@sarahgeloneck9739

3y↑12

You shouldn’t assume it was meth. I’m bipolar 1 (manic depressive) and that often causes people to stay awake for several days as well. We are often mistaken for being high when it’s actually mania. I’ve never done anything like meth, but there have been times when I’ve been up and dancing despite being awake for 40 hours straight.

@alcieeee

2y↑3

@@sarahgeloneck9739 u say not to assume it was meth but ur here assuming it’s bp lol

@iiCounted-op5jx

1y

brutal

@prosto_a_user

24w↑4

Shit looks like straight out of horror film
And the fact that people with schizophrenia are living like this every day, is horrifying.

@tidespath2240

24w

Every day For years on the end and then people get upset when they go off the deep end

@sambryce321

2y↑27

I don’t know if I have a disorder like this, but sometimes I have manic/hyperactive episodes and this video really reminds me of the intrusive thoughts I get.

@notfunny007

2y

Have you gotten it checked?

@FfersBetter

26w

Schizoaffective probably

@Ikarusmother

3y↑23

My grandmother why raised me had schizophrenia and one time we were watching the news and eating when all of a sudden my grandmother popped up, threw her food at the TV. She said "they said they were going to kill you!" I was so scared I was just 9. I always wondered what she heard. I'm saddened that her and anyone else go through this.

@creatorzp

3y

if i ever had schizophrenia id want to be euthanized fr. feel so bad for the people affected by it.

@Test_Account0811

2y↑6

The simulation wont stop

@ASingh-ot5ci

6y↑194

This makes me so uncomfortable

@d.chapo3510

5y↑11

u have no idea.

@junkh3add

5y↑3

we got the same user

@scottclark1123

5y↑1

Not me

@jellyjane540

5y

You need to consult to doctor

@cralnejnes1a186

5y

@daniel o'meara out of curiosity what do you mean?

@PCthesecond

2y↑14

This reminds me of a bad trip so much
I got to come down from that. My heart goes out to people with schizophrenia. Having to live in a bad trip your whole life. I can’t even being to imagine how exhausting, scary and awful that must be

@catmastertrash369

20w

Thank you for creating this video. It's tough to research specifics of PS because doctors will ask "Are you hearing voices?" but not so much "What specifically do the voices say?" or test these responses in any way. Why has this not been done yet, I wonder? Also, I've found a lot of crossover with a phenomenon suffered by people WITHOUT schizophrenia. One example is "EVP psychosis" - people who have attempted to channel non-corporeal entities either using a Ouija board or tape recorder, usually the latter. The voices will often show up on tape, a voice or sound others can hear. As the investigator communicates more and more using the tape and playback, listening to responses with white noise, they will start to hear the voices everywhere. In droning machine sounds such as vehicle engines, washer/dryer, A/C units, fans, etc. These are people outside of the age range to develop schizophrenic symptoms, never had them before, and the phenomena has the very same parameters.
Often a male and female voice, mimic loved ones and famous people, starts out loving or benevolent and slowly the verbal abuse starts in... it definitely needs much more careful research.

@idgaf6915

3y↑16

I'm a person who was diagnosed with this at a young age, I am 15 I was diagnosed at the age of 12 and I had hallucinations all the way back to when I was 4, honestly I don't know if this was too young because I don't like to research it (just needed to say that sorry) I use this video so much to explain to people when they ask me and I appreciate this so much.

@minelly08

3y↑22

I previously suffered with Schizophrenia and Schizoaffective disorder, it was seriously one the lowest times of my life!!
This is a good general view of how our lives were, and how we felt, but now that I’m lucky enough to say I no longer suffer from this, my situation was this but x100!!! Each day was not a hell, but a nightmare with a different story each day!!!

@james882009

37w

congratulations! wish the best for you. keep doing what you are doing

@kiku000

47w↑4

this reminds me of the time I had anxiety induced psychosis at the worst of my depression. i saw a lot of centipedes crawling on my wall and blood smeared everywhere that read "DIE". I looked at my floor, which had my jacket, and it was me, dead in a pool of my own blood. i heard voices telling me to do it already and that they see me. i saw my own face staring back at me, pale and lifeless. it genuinely felt real and to this day, despite knowing it's not real, it frightens me.

@lonewolfxx6172

8y↑145

The voices that talk to me are whispers. I thought they were demons until I was researching demon problems and maybe it's just my own fuked up brain.

@identifyyourself5684

8y↑8

Lonewolf XX I hear whispers as well, I hear crowds of people but can't make out what they're saying, it's simply very noisy in my head when not on meds. Do you have anxiety?

@kombine632

7y↑10

Man this is not anxiety come on... I try to be positive but tell you what, I've been hearing everyone thoughts for almost 2 years now, and one time in the middle of the night when I was at my grandmother's I heard her call me by name with her voice from her room but It was all dark and noone was up, right after i went there to see if someone was there (and there wasn't) i started hearing 2 men having a conversation in a muffled voice right ouside the balcony behind the glass door, I could hear them talking kinda like it really was the glass but to a greater extent, so confused, and when i moved closer to the glass i could hear the volume of their voices rise. I swear i didn't focus on that it all came by itself that night in fact I was just browsing like always.... but it's so much crazy shit like I used to see numbers appearing and shit for more than a year and that literally decided a lot in my life.... I know anxiety i had anxiety b4 this and I when it all started I never got to hear other people's toughts about me but i just had mood switches.... In fact, to prove u more, because here now I'm thinking that not only i have mental illness but I'm also fucking stupid to think I have paranoid schizo in an extent, but not only i hear negative things i can also hear good things so it's not depression. This never stops I got to a point in life where i would feel even more good than when i was sane but now im getting down once again due to reasons and this is mainly it. My brain is doing its own in a good and especially in a bad way now and there's nothing i can do about it it's more than anxiety and I want to believe I am not delusional. ITS IMPORTANT THAT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND that the variety of the cases are enormous. In my case my not so normal life from the very beginning to now, plus multiple trauma and heavy use of drugs changed how my brain works, and hopefully i stopped taking drugs and I kinda stopped the process, but I can clearly see that even the more i do and the better i get in life, this won't change and is actually growing. please convince me i only have anxiety so at least i know im just fooling myself being delusional but mind that episode and nono, i remember, i used to see weird shit too like numbers in the sky a black serpent made of dark clouds in the sky and the clouds especially morphing

@berniebroneverhillarybro6188

5y

@@identifyyourself5684 I'm treated for anxiety, I do not hear voices or crowds.

@pimcz78

5y↑1

Ok google how do I know if I'm having demon problems

@armyshope

5y

Demonology?

@joeclark7298

3y↑18

Could you imagine owning several firearms and being this mentally disturbed?? I'm sure many of people do. A pretty terrifying thought. Kind of a miracle that there aren't more shootings in the world.

@sarahgeloneck9739

3y

The majority of schizophrenic people are not violent. In fact, they are much more likely to be victims than perpetrators. The greater risk is suicide.

@uberfeel

24w↑1

I had similar experience like this years ago when i was suffering from insomniac hallucinations and it always terrifies me.

One time when i was watching the TV in my living room and imagined shadows of spiders crawling outside of my living room windows, another time when i was texting my colleagues at night and i randomly heard clapping noises next to me, I heard running step noises in my home multiple times when i tried to sleep, and it always scared the shit out of me.

@jaiawincer3685

3y↑84

I overdosed on a SSRI and slipped into a very scary psychosis that had me convinced I was dead because the people on tv wouldn’t stop talking about stuff I had done earlier that day,on a TV quiz show I was watching a segment that popped up telling me how much I had cooked my brain and people dressed as bakers laughing at me. Literally felt like I was in hell...

@lesliechristie3592

3y↑2

😟❤️❤️❤️

@mercyfulvickv2810

2y

What was the SSRI?

@Syuurp

2y↑5

Hoping it’s not sertraline, just started on that two days ago… sounds awful

@Julia-vr5wn

2y↑5

@@Syuurp Sertraline is a kind medication that doesn´t come with too extreme side effects. Overdosing on it is probably pretty unlikely. I eat it too, I think we´re good :)

@Julia-vr5wn

2y↑2

@@Syuurp I´m exhausted 24/7 but it´s helped a little.

@lindsayweller3627

3y↑10

Like a living nightmare. This just breaks my heart for people suffering.

@oloidcultist9709

1y↑1

As someone with paranoid schizophrenia, this is the lesser of two evils. While the severity of the symptoms can range there’s so much worse that can happen when an episode is triggered.

@zacscalafini6545

4y↑20

Anyone who is lucky enough to have a person in their life like that women with that man, we should all be like her, more understanding.

@carolineayre1197

2y↑2

Unfortunately they end up thinking your trying to kill them when you are that person

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