This Is Who I Am
Cause & Effect Lyrics


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The rain outside, well, it makes me smile
I’d rather take erosion over nothing
The Moz is playing on my stereo
I’ll always take the darkened over empty
Scissors and tape and my bedroom wall
Sometimes I wish that I could hang you near me
Compilation cassettes I recorded for you
Expressions of the things that I can’t show you

(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These things define my soul
(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)

I surround myself with the things I love
To help me find a cure for my afflictions
Eyeliner’s come back to an ideal world
We’ll put on black and quietly deceive
Come back to my room, and I’ll read you some poems
Please, lie if you can’t tell the truth
Come back to my room, and I’ll show you the things
That may mean nothing to you, oh

(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These things define my soul
(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These are the things that define me

(It’s all I know)
(It’s all I know)
(It’s all I know)
(It’s all I know)

There’s an empty space that I need to fill
Just below the window that won’t open
I like it to be a reflection of me
In an image of the ones who killed tradition

(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These things define my soul
(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These are the things that define me
(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall
(This is who I am)
These things define my soul
(This is who I am)
These posters on my wall




(This is who I am)
These are the things that could save me

Overall Meaning

The song "This Is Who I Am" by Cause & Effect is about a person who finds comfort and solace in the things they surround themselves with. They derive their identity from these things and feel defined by them. The rain outside makes the person smile as it brings erosion and change, which they prefer over nothingness. The person listens to The Moz (possibly Morrissey) on their stereo and prefers the darkened over empty. They have scissors and tape with which they may want to hang a person near them, indicating their yearning for human connection. They also have compilation cassettes they recorded for someone, expressing things they cannot show in words.


The person surrounds themselves with things they love to help them find a cure for their afflictions. They mention eyeliner, which is associated with the goth subculture, and how black clothing can deceive quietly. They invite someone back to their room to read poems and show them things that may mean nothing to them. But these things are everything to the person, and they define who they are. They have posters on their wall that define their soul, and they use them to fill an empty space below a window, which they want to reflect back at themselves. They believe that these things can save them from losing themselves completely.


Overall, the song is about the importance of finding meaning in the things we surround ourselves with and how these things can define who we are.


Line by Line Meaning

The rain outside, well, it makes me smile
I prefer a slight discomfort like a drizzle over nothing at all


I’d rather take erosion over nothing
I'd prefer something rough over nothing at all


The Moz is playing on my stereo
I always prefer something brooding over an empty sound


I’ll always take the darkened over empty
I prefer the darkness and its obscurities over emptiness and nothingness


Scissors and tape and my bedroom wall
I'd like to hang things to bring me comfort in a lonely room


Sometimes I wish that I could hang you near me
Sometimes I wish I could be with someone I love and not feel lonely


Compilation cassettes I recorded for you
I made these mix tapes to express my feelings to you


Expressions of the things that I can’t show you
These mix tapes express my love even when I can't convey it to you directly


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These posters on my wall
The things I surround myself with


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These things define my soul
These things define me and my personality


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


I surround myself with the things I love
I surround myself with things that bring me joy and comfort


To help me find a cure for my afflictions
These things help me overcome my hardships and struggles


Eyeliner’s come back to an ideal world
In my perfect world, we embrace darkness and hide behind it


We’ll put on black and quietly deceive
We'll wear black, be mysterious, and keep our true selves hidden


Come back to my room, and I’ll read you some poems
I want to share my passions with you and show you my true self


Please, lie if you can’t tell the truth
Please pretend to appreciate it even if you don't like it


Come back to my room, and I’ll show you the things
I want to show you the things that give me comfort


That may mean nothing to you, oh
You may not see their significance, but they mean everything to me


(It’s all I know)
This is all I understand


(It’s all I know)
This is all I understand


(It’s all I know)
This is all I understand


(It’s all I know)
This is all I understand


There’s an empty space that I need to fill
I have a void inside that I need to fill


Just below the window that won’t open
It's right beside the window that I can't open just like my feelings


I like it to be a reflection of me
I want it to reflect my identity and personality


In an image of the ones who killed tradition
In a way that celebrates rebellion and breaking free from traditions


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These posters on my wall
The things I surround myself with


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These things define my soul
These things define me and my personality


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These posters on my wall
The things I surround myself with


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These are the things that define me
These things define me and my personality


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These posters on my wall
The things I surround myself with


(This is who I am)
This is who I truly am


These things could save me
These things have the power to give me hope and save me




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lloyd russell

Been there with camp C&E since 91' an incredible band.

grooverunner

There's a quality of sadness in Rob Rowe's voice that is intoxicating, it draws me in, to listen closer, to gravitate to it's rhythms.

Ranger9700

underrated band with so many quality songs

John Moss

Rob is a good guy. Glad he is still doing what he does! Great song!

smithraymond09029

One of the hidden gems of 90s electronic music genre.

Сергей Пугачёв

This is my favorite song in this album !!!

marioyellow77

Sweet ! this song - is... beautiful.

Ale cam

Me encantan!

John Moss

Great song!

Mike McCready

One of there best songs- period.
I have only recently discovered this gem.
Thank yuh our so much,for posting!!!

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