Christian F… Read Full Bio ↴Cee Farrow was a new wave singer born in Frankfurt, Germany.
Christian F. Kruzinski (September 4, 1956 - May 7, 1993), known also as Cee Farrow, was a new wave artist of the early 1980s.
Originally a model, Farrow was most noted for his debut single "Should I Love You", which peaked at No. 82 on the Billboard Hot 100 on October 22, 1983. The single also entered the R&B Singles chart on October 8, 1983 and peaked at number 92. He released one full-length LP, Red and Blue, on the Rocshire label in 1983. The label suffered legal problems and all its assets, including master tapes were seized. The album has never been re-issued on CD.
Farrow also designed over a dozen album covers for Rochshire and Graphite Records' artists including his own debut album, the 1983 album The Boy is Mine by Caro and the 1984 album Stage Struck by Justine Johns.
In August, 1984 he married April M Gabrielle (April M. Kruzinski) in Nevada. During the late 1980s and early 1990s, Farrow and April ran a series of nightclubs in the Los Angeles area. Among these were The Apartment Club (1988–90), The Bitter End (1985) and Maxx.
Farrow re-surfaced with another single "Imagination" in 1991 under the label Graphite Records, although it failed to gain any success. A music video was created for the single.
He died on May 7, 1993 †in West Hollywood, California reportedly of a brain disease attributed to AIDS.
He was cremated and his funeral was held at Greystone Manor in Los Angeles.
Heartbreaking Affair
Cee Farrow Lyrics
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You don’t care if I’m nothing or much more
I don’t know how to tell ya
I can’t stand those useless words
You don’t know
Hands up to me, so once I’m ill
Like a rodeo on the back of white horse
I’d love to be road I’ve sectioned
I don’t know if I’m dead or alive now
Oh, I can’t stand your resolutions
You’re one or another
You’re one or another
Heart
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
Oh, ow
I don’t know if your colours are nasty
I can barrack to my monkey’s madly
And I don’t know who I depend on
Even rodeos must have it manly
No, I don’t know
Oh baby, I don’t know
I don’t know, is that a rainbow?
Heartbreaking love affair (a-with the heartbreaking)
Heartbreaking love affair (a-with the heartbreaking)
Heartbreaking love affair (a-with the heartbreaking)
(A-with the heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair (I don’t know)
Oh, I don’t know
Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair
(Oh it’s a heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
(It’s a heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
(Oh it’s a heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
(Oh it’s a heartbreaking affair) Heartbreaking love affair
Heartbreaking love affair, heartbreaking love affair
(It’s a heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
(A heartbreaking) Heartbreaking love affair
(It’s a heartbreaking, love affair)
The lyrics to Cee Farrow's song Heartbreaking Affair express the emotional turmoil of an individual who is deeply in love with someone who does not reciprocate their feelings. The opening lines suggest that the person being addressed is oblivious to the depth of the love they are receiving and is indifferent to whether the singer is worth their attention or not. The singer appears to be struggling to express their feelings in a way that would be meaningful to the intended recipient.
The second stanza continues with the rodeo metaphor introduced in the first stanza and suggests that the singer is willing to endure the emotional turbulence of a romantic relationship with the person being addressed. The singer implies that they do not care whether they live or die because the other person's inconstancy is causing them so much emotional pain. The repeated refrain of "You're one or another" suggests that the person's inability to make up their mind is causing much of the singer's frustration.
The rest of the song is a repetition of the emotion expressed in the first two stanzas. The singer's feelings are complicated and confused, and they appear to be uncertain about whether they should continue pursuing the person they love or move on.
Line by Line Meaning
You don’t know how much I love you
I love you more than you realize
You don’t care if I’m nothing or much more
Your feelings for me are unaffected by my social status or achievements
I don’t know how to tell ya
I struggle to express my feelings to you
I can’t stand those useless words
Words alone are not enough to express the depth of my feelings
Hands up to me, so once I’m ill
You raise your hands in victory when I am down
Like a rodeo on the back of white horse
Our relationship is like a tumultuous ride on a beautiful animal
Hands up to me, this killing emotion
You celebrate my pain and distress
I’d love to be road I’ve sectioned
I wish to be free from the boundaries and constraints of our relationship
I don’t know if I’m dead or alive now
My emotions have me feeling confused and uncertain
Oh, I can’t stand your resolutions
I disagree with your decisions or plans for us
You’re one or another
You only see things in black and white, without any grey area
Heartbreaking love affair
Our relationship is filled with pain and sadness
Oh, ow
Exclamation of emotional pain
I don’t know if your colours are nasty
I am unsure if your true character is unpleasant
I can barrack to my monkey’s madly
I can act foolish and irrational without reason
And I don’t know who I depend on
I am uncertain of who I can rely on
Even rodeos must have it manly
Even chaotic situations need some sense of order or control
Is that a rainbow?
Questioning if there is hope or a bright future for our relationship
Heartbreaking love affair (a-with the heartbreaking)
Our relationship is painful and emotionally distressing
Heartbreaking love affair (I don’t know)
Feeling uncertain and confused about the state of our relationship
Heartbreaking love affair
Repeated emphasis on the painful nature of our relationship
It’s a heartbreaking
Our relationship is filled with emotional pain and hardship
A heartbreaking love affair
Our love is difficult and filled with sorrow
(It’s a heartbreaking, love affair)
Continued emphasis on the emotional pain of our relationship
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