Void in my Life
Chamillionaire Lyrics


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When I look back at my life
I realize realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord in my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right
I'm staring up at the Pope
It soak it up while he spoke it
Mesmerized and repeated
Like he the author that wrote it
The broads are the ones I love
Just don't wanna be the corporate
So waiting for death to approach this
Take the time to say no sis
I don't hate ya for having these little seeds
At 17 best believe they're a beautiful breeze
Of fresh air when theirs nothing else I usually need
Just a smile look at em now hoping you just believe
And my broad been in place forever
I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar
Been gone could of kept it going
With a poem or a basic letter
But now I just hate to tell her
Try hard but I didn't let her
The groupies get at your boy
But you're my Cinderella
Look girl we can make it better
But there's a gift and a curse
While you healing a nigga feelings
Yours are usually hurt
It ain't amount of cash on earth
To match what you really worth
Know your turf has been the church
That's where you put in work
And you put in overtime
Because you know the sign
And most danger that I've been lately
Rap is more than rhymes
But you still hold me down
I'm ma do way more this time
Got some time that I need to manage
Girl you know that's right
And that's speaking like a true deacon
Cause even to see you sleeping
That comfortably ain't enough for me
Anything that you needing
I'll cease anything that squeaks
And cease any sink that leaks
Ain't nothing gone interrupt
Your sleep deep into them sheets and peep

When I look back at my life
I realize realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord in my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right

How your father call the police
Have your mama put in the jail
When the arguments always started
And ended up in a cell
Hard to it was the thought of this
Ring that you use to wear
As I darted out the apartment
And pawned it to get the bail
Argument after argument
Drama wasn't hitting well
Target it ain't no harm in it
Smart so I didn't tell
God that it was the hardest
Yeah life was a living hell
Spent part of it steady dodging it
Charging off in the trails
Father say he a Muslim
Your mama say she a Christian
The Bible or the Koran
Which one would you be picking
The cards are in your palm
Ain't really no use in tripping
Be true to the one you choose
Ain't really no use in switching
Yeah they gone have to be mad at us
Choice is something I had to trust
Standing up when I had enough
For my blessings not adding up
Take too many things for granted,
Right after that metal gedal bust
Somebody's life is missing
That's when the spirit grabbing us

When I look back at my life
I realize realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord in my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right

A religion is what you missing
Someone tell me how can it
Make people panic mention God
And all the weak people vanish
Take God your woman and your family
Even your own life for granted
Until you slanted on the planet
With your face in the granite
And I won't have it
I don't wanna see my coaching divided
So I decided to remind it
There's a choice and provide it
So put your ego to the side
Soon as you standing beside it
Raise your right hand and let the spirit know it's invited
Don't need to fight it
I just wanna make it right before they bury me
Cause the truth is like therapy
Plus my conscience is tearing me
Into pieces as deadly was dealt
Was not even fair to me
To the soldiers that passed in the game
We missing you terribly
Thank my family especially
In my mind like telepathy
Staying humble's the recipe
Keep my faith and he blessing me
I use the energy left in me
To make sure they respecting me
Walk the steps of my destiny
Like I know he protecting me
I'm a leader believe the people won't get to see less of me
No they won't see the death of me
Or no police arresting me
I live life so successfully
And just show em the best of me
On another level mentally
This position was meant for me

When I look back at my life
I realize realize something ain't right
I'm missing you Lord in my life make it right
I got something to decide
Just wanna make wanna make everything right
Cause there's a huge void
A huge void in my life make it right





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Overall Meaning

The song Void in my Life by Chamillionaire dives deep into the subject of religion and its importance in one's life. The artist reflects on his life and realizes that something is missing, and that something turns out to be the Lord. He uses the metaphor of a huge void in his life, which he wants to fill by deciding to make everything right. In the first verse, Chamillionaire expresses his admiration for the Pope and how he speaks with authority. However, he confides that his true love lies with women. He acknowledges that he needs to make things right with his significant other and that he has been too busy chasing money that he has neglected her. He recognizes that women, especially his significant other, are worth more than money and that he will need to make some changes to his life to show her that he cares.


The second verse delves more into the artist's personal life, specifically his parents' religious beliefs. He highlights the dilemma of having to choose between his father's Muslim beliefs and his mother's Christian beliefs. He points out that it's a personal choice, and that one needs to stick to what they believe, and not switch based on what's convenient. Chamillionaire concludes that his experience has taught him that religion and a relationship with the Lord are what's missing in his life, and that he needs to take responsibility for filling that void.


Overall, the song is a reflection on the importance of religion and the need for individuals to take responsibility for their relationship with God. Chamillionaire uses his personal experiences to connect with his listeners, encouraging them to reflect on their lives and to make changes that will bring them closer to the Lord.


Line by Line Meaning

When I look back at my life
Reflecting on my past experiences and choices


I realize realize something ain't right
Coming to the realization that something is wrong or missing


I'm missing you Lord in my life make it right
Feeling a lack of connection with a higher power and seeking to restore it


I got something to decide
Having an important decision to make


Just wanna make wanna make everything right
Desiring to fix and improve all aspects of life


Cause there's a huge void
Because there is a significant emptiness or absence


A huge void in my life make it right
Wanting to fill the void and bring fulfillment to life


I'm staring up at the Pope
Looking up to a religious figure of authority


It soak it up while he spoke it
Absorbing and internalizing his words


Mesmerized and repeated
Entranced and repeating the message


Like he the author that wrote it
Treating him as the authoritative source or creator of the message


The broads are the ones I love
Referring to the women he cares about


Just don't wanna be the corporate
Avoiding the corporate or commercial lifestyle


So waiting for death to approach this
Not rushing or fearing death, but being prepared for it


Take the time to say no sis
Advising his sister to reject negative influences


I don't hate ya for having these little seeds
Not holding resentment towards his sister for having children


At 17 best believe they're a beautiful breeze
Knowing that his sister's children bring joy and happiness


Of fresh air when theirs nothing else I usually need
Finding solace and contentment in the presence of his sister's children


Just a smile look at em now hoping you just believe
Being proud of his sister's children's growth and hoping she can also see their worth


And my broad been in place forever
His significant other has been supportive and reliable for a long time


I'm gone but I'm chasing cheddar
Although he's busy pursuing financial success, he still thinks of his significant other


Been gone could of kept it going
Despite being physically absent, he acknowledges that their relationship could have continued


With a poem or a basic letter
He could have expressed his feelings through a heartfelt message


But now I just hate to tell her
However, he regrets not being honest with her now


Try hard but I didn't let her
He attempted to make up for his absence, but his efforts fell short


The groupies get at your boy
He is pursued by admirers or fans


But you're my Cinderella
Regardless of the attention he receives, his significant other is his true love and priority


Look girl we can make it better
Assuring his significant other that they can improve their relationship


But there's a gift and a curse
Acknowledging that their relationship comes with both positive and negative aspects


While you healing a nigga feelings
While she supports and comforts him emotionally


Yours are usually hurt
Her own emotions and well-being often suffer


It ain't amount of cash on earth
No amount of money can compare to her true value


To match what you really worth
Her worth is immeasurable


Know your turf has been the church
Her place of worship and devotion is her sanctuary


That's where you put in work
She invests her time and effort in her faith


And you put in overtime
She goes above and beyond in her religious commitment


Because you know the sign
She recognizes and understands the significance and symbolism in her faith


And most danger that I've been lately
The recent difficulties and challenges he has faced


Rap is more than rhymes
Rap music holds deeper meaning and significance for him


But you still hold me down
Despite his struggles, she continues to support him


I'm ma do way more this time
He is determined to achieve greater success and make up for lost time


Got some time that I need to manage
He needs to prioritize and effectively use his time


Girl you know that's right
His significant other understands and agrees with his need for better time management


And that's speaking like a true deacon
Expressing his thoughts and plans confidently, like a religious leader


Cause even to see you sleeping
Even witnessing her peaceful sleep brings him comfort and joy


That comfortably ain't enough for me
He desires more than just superficial comfort; he wants a deeper connection


Anything that you needing
He is willing to meet her needs and provide support


I'll cease anything that squeaks
He promises to fix any issues or problems that arise


And cease any sink that leaks
He will address and resolve any leaks or problems in their relationship


Ain't nothing gone interrupt
No disruptions or obstacles will come between them


Your sleep deep into them sheets and peep
He wants her to have restful sleep and dreams without worry


How your father call the police
Her father involving the police in their arguments


Have your mama put in the jail
Her mother being imprisoned due to the conflicts at home


When the arguments always started
The fights and disagreements constantly occurred


And ended up in a cell
Resulting in legal consequences


Hard to it was the thought of this
The idea of their troubled relationship was painful and difficult


Ring that you use to wear
The ring she used to wear as a symbol of their commitment


As I darted out the apartment
Hurriedly leaving the apartment to escape the situation


And pawned it to get the bail
Selling the ring to secure bail money


Argument after argument
Repetitive and ongoing arguments


Drama wasn't hitting well
The constant conflict was taking a toll on both of them


Target it ain't no harm in it
He views arguing as a normal part of relationships


Smart so I didn't tell
He didn't share the details with others to protect their privacy


God that it was the hardest
God was the source of strength during their difficult times


Yeah life was a living hell
Their life together was filled with suffering and pain


Spent part of it steady dodging it
He constantly tried to avoid and navigate the problems


Charging off in the trails
Facing challenges head-on and persevering


Father say he a Muslim
Her father identifies as a Muslim


Your mama say she a Christian
Her mother identifies as a Christian


The Bible or the Koran
Choosing between the teachings of Christianity and Islam


Which one would you be picking
Deciding which faith to follow


The cards are in your palm
The decision is ultimately up to her


Ain't really no use in tripping
There's no need to stress or worry


Be true to the one you choose
Remaining faithful and committed to the chosen faith


Ain't really no use in switching
Avoiding the temptation of changing beliefs


Yeah they gone have to be mad at us
Other people may disapprove or be angered by their religious decision


Choice is something I had to trust
He had to trust his own judgment in making the decision


Standing up when I had enough
Taking a stand when he reached his breaking point


For my blessings not adding up
Feeling that his blessings and success were not proportional to the challenges he faced


Take too many things for granted
Realizing that he's been taking things in life for granted


Right after that metal gedal bust
Referring to the sound of a gunshot, signifying a dangerous situation


Somebody's life is missing
Someone has lost their life


That's when the spirit grabbing us
In times of tragedy and loss, their spirituality becomes more apparent


A religion is what you missing
The absence of spirituality or faith in one's life


Someone tell me how can it
Questioning how spirituality can fill that void


Make people panic mention God
Referring to religious beliefs making people fearful or uneasy


And all the weak people vanish
Believing that religious faith separates the strong from the weak


Take God your woman and your family
Entrusting God with the well-being and protection of loved ones


Even your own life for granted
Realizing that he has taken his own life for granted


Until you slanted on the planet
Experiencing near-death or life-altering situations that reshape priorities


With your face in the granite
Being facedown, possibly referring to potential harm or death


And I won't have it
Refusing to accept or tolerate this situation


I don't wanna see my coaching divided
Not wanting his guidance and influence to be divided or undermined


So I decided to remind it
Choosing to emphasize and reinforce his beliefs and values


There's a choice and provide it
Highlighting the importance of having a religious choice to provide guidance


So put your ego to the side
Advising humility and putting aside personal pride


Soon as you standing beside it
As soon as you align yourself with the chosen faith


Raise your right hand and let the spirit know it's invited
Acknowledging and welcoming the presence of the spiritual realm


Don't need to fight it
There's no need to resist or struggle against it


I just wanna make it right before they bury me
Desiring to make amends and find peace before his death


Cause the truth is like therapy
Acknowledging that facing and accepting the truth can be healing


Plus my conscience is tearing me
His guilt and moral compass are causing internal conflict


Into pieces as deadly was dealt
Feeling emotionally and psychologically shattered due to past experiences


Was not even fair to me
Recognizing that life has been unfair to him


To the soldiers that passed in the game
Paying tribute to those who have died in difficult situations


We missing you terribly
Expressing deep sorrow and longing for those lost


Thank my family especially
Expressing gratitude towards his family, particularly for their support


In my mind like telepathy
Always in his thoughts and connected with him mentally


Staying humble's the recipe
Recognizing the importance of remaining humble and grounded


Keep my faith and he blessing me
Continuing to hold onto his faith, resulting in blessings


I use the energy left in me
Utilizing his remaining strength and vitality


To make sure they respecting me
Ensuring that others treat him with respect


Walk the steps of my destiny
Following the path that he believes is predetermined for him


Like I know he protecting me
Trusting that a higher power is guiding and protecting him


I'm a leader believe the people won't get to see less of me
Asserting his role as a leader and promising to show his best qualities to others


No they won't see the death of me
They won't witness his defeat or downfall


Or no police arresting me
Avoiding legal trouble or confrontation with the authorities


I live life so successfully
Living a fulfilling and accomplished life


And just show em the best of me
Displaying his true and most admirable qualities


On another level mentally
Elevating his mindset and thinking to a higher level


This position was meant for me
Believing that his current state or role in life was predestined




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: HAKEEM T. SERIKI, LARRY DI TOMMASO, RALPH DINO, TIMOTHY J. JANICKI

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