I'M SORRY
Chantelle Paige Lyrics

You ain't never felt pain like this
I caused you an agonizing pain that you have never experienced before.

Why'd you do it?
What reason did you have for doing this to me?

Don't say sorry
Your apologies do not suffice to make things right.

No
I cannot accept your apologies.

So many nights on the road I'm alone
I spend countless nights on the road without you by my side.

Sittin' and dialin your phone
I spend my time calling you while I am away.

Wonderin' why ain't I home?
I ponder why I am always away from home.

Findin' that you're not alone
I discover that you have been unfaithful.

I'm hearin' rumors from all these familiar faces
People I know spread gossip to me.

They tellin' me you're cheatin'
They inform me that you are being unfaithful.

Revealin' your secret places
They divulge the places where you go to keep secrets.

Showin' me locations of all your private vacations
They point out the places where you go to have private vacations.

And showin' me the phone bill of all of your conversations
They bring to me your phone bill indicating your conversations with someone else.

I paid for that cell phone
I provided money for your cellphone.

I signed for your car loan
I signed documents to allow you to purchase a car.

I paid for your wardrobe
I provided funds for your clothing.

And purchased you a home
I bought you a house.

I never meant to hurt you
I did not intend to cause you any pain.

I'm so sorry I was untrue
I apologize intensely for being unfaithful.

You know that you're my baby
You are my significant other.

Come on baby
I plead with you to forgive me.

Say we're not through
Please do not let this be the end for us.

(I hear her words that go in inside my head)
I keep playing her words over and over again in my mind.

So sorry
I am deeply apologetic.

(I've memorized every word that she's said)
I remember every single word she said to me.

Don't say that we're through
Please do not break up with me.

I don't know what I was thinkin'
I was not thinking clearly.

But now I'm sittin' here on my bed thinkin'
I spend time reflecting on my actions.

How I messed up cuz I would pretend
My deceit and lies ruined everything.

You were the only one inside my life
I once had only you in my life.

Now I've come to realize
I have finally understood.

That you don't know what you've got
You did not understand what you had.

Till it's gone is right
You realize what you had only after it is gone.

I'm just hopin' you change your mind
I hope you will forgive me.

And you forgive me for
I hope you can pardon me for.

All of those times that I lied
For each and every time that I told a lie.

You say you're sorry
You apologize to me.

But sorry ain't even the words to say
Your apologies are insufficient.

Cuz I'm just sorry
I too am regretful.

I ain't never make ya hurt this way
I have never caused you such pain before.

This pain I feel
The pain I am experiencing.

Is somethin' I ain't never felt
I have never felt this way before.

It's somethin' real
This is a real experience.

Cuz I'm sittin' here all by myself
I am alone and heartbroken.

Now wide awake to pictures of our memories
I am now fully aware of our memories.

And your apologies and letters that you sent to me
I have received your apologies and letters.

It's sad to say it
It is a mournful conclusion.

You're way more than a friend to me
You are much more than a friend to me.

But now we're nothing
Now we have nothing.

So I guess it wasn't meant to be
Perhaps we were not meant to be together.

No excuses
I have no valid reasons.

What'd you do it for?
Why did you do it?

I want the truth and nothing but it
I want only the truth from you.

Please don't lie no more
Please stop lying to me.

I wanna hear your tears
I want to see you crying.

I wanna feel your fears
I want to feel your fear.

I want my sweet revenge
I want to have my revenge.

Whenever your secrets end
When your secrets are finally revealed to me.

I was untrue
I cheated on you.

It's so true
This is a fact.

You found out just what I do
You discovered what I was doing behind your back.

I needed to see him
I had to go see him.

To see how much I love you
To realize how much I love you.

We're through.
Our relationship is now over.