Epitaphium
Chaostar Lyrics


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Heaven wasn't
wasn't as was fold
My heart throbs
My strength is spent
The very light has gone from my eyes

Evil for Good
I count on you (God)
It's you (God) who will answer
I pray (God)




Do not forsake me
I count on you.

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of "Epitaphium" by Chaostar paint a picture of despair and hopelessness. The singer describes how heaven didn't live up to their expectations or hopes, and they are left feeling empty and depleted. They then go on to describe the physical and emotional toll this has taken on them - their heart is pounding, their strength is gone, and they feel as though they have lost all light or hope.


Despite this bleak outlook, there is a glimmer of hope in the last few lines. The singer directs their words to God, asking for help and offering up their prayers. They express their trust in God to answer and not forsake them. It's a poignant plea for help and a reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is always the possibility of finding comfort and support in something greater than ourselves.


Overall, "Epitaphium" is a powerful and emotional song that speaks to the universal experiences of despair, disillusionment, and the search for meaning and hope in difficult times.


Line by Line Meaning

Heaven wasn't
My current state is not ideal or desirable, it feels like I am not in a heavenly place.


wasn't as was fold
My expectations of heaven or a perfect world have not been met, and it is not how I thought it would be.


My heart throbs
I am filled with deep emotions of pain and suffering, and it is affecting me on a physical level.


My strength is spent
I have reached my limit, both physically and emotionally. I am unable to handle or overcome my situation on my own.


The very light has gone from my eyes
I feel like I have lost my hope and faith, and I am unable to see any good or positive things in my life.


Evil for Good
Despite my efforts to do good, the world seems to be full of evil and negativity.


I count on you (God)
I have faith in a higher power, and I am putting my trust in God.


It's you (God) who will answer
I believe that only God has the power to provide me with answers, solutions, or bring me out of my current situation.


I pray (God)
I am reaching out to God for help, guidance, or support, and I am hopeful that my prayers will be answered.


Do not forsake me
I am asking God to not abandon or leave me alone in my struggle, as I need his presence and assistance.


I count on you.
Once again, I am putting all my trust and faith in God, believing that he will come through for me.




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