Fixin' to Die Blues
Charley Patton Lyrics


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I'm lookin' funny in my eyes and I believe I'm fixin' to die, believe I'm fixin' to die
I'm lookin' funny in my eyes and I believe I'm fixin' to die
I know I was born to die but I hate to leave my children cryin'

Just as sho' as we livin', just as sho' we born to die, sho' we born to die
Just as sho' as we livin', sho' we born to die
I know I was born to die but I hate to leave my children cryin'
Your mother treated me children like I was her baby child, was her baby child
Your mother treated me like I was her baby child
That's why's I find it so hard to come back home to die

So many nights at the fireside, how my children's mother would cry, how my children's mother would cry
So many nights at the fireside, how my children's mother would cry
Cause I told the mother I had to say goodbye

Look over yonder, on the burying ground, on the burying ground
Look over yonder, on the burying ground
Yon' stand ten thousand, standin' still to let me down

Mother take my children back, before they let me down, before they let me down




Mother take my children back, 'fore they let me down
I don't need for them to screamin' and cryin' on the graveyard ground

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Charley Patton's song Fixin' to Die Blues are a powerful reflection on mortality and the fear of leaving loved ones behind. The repetition of the line "I'm lookin' funny in my eyes and I believe I'm fixin' to die" emphasizes the singer's sense of imminent death, and his lament that he was "born to die" but doesn't want to leave his children crying shows his sadness at the thought of leaving his family behind. The lines about his mother treating him like a baby and finding it hard to come back home to die add to the sense of personal loss and regret.


The song also has a broader social dimension, as the final verse turns to the burying ground where ten thousand people "standin' still to let me down." This suggests a fear of abandonment or betrayal by larger social structures, and the need for a mother figure to protect one's children from such harm. The overall effect is a haunting expression of vulnerability and sorrow in the face of mortality, as well as a subtle commentary on the challenges of living in a world where death and loss are ubiquitous.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm lookin' funny in my eyes and I believe I'm fixin' to die, believe I'm fixin' to die
I feel like something is wrong with me and I have a premonition that I will die soon.


I know I was born to die but I hate to leave my children cryin'
I accept that death is a natural part of life but it pains me to leave my children behind.


Just as sho' as we livin', just as sho' we born to die, sho' we born to die
Death is an inevitable part of life and we are all bound to experience it.


Your mother treated me like I was her baby child
Your mother showed me so much kindness and care that it's hard for me to leave.


That's why's I find it so hard to come back home to die
My memories of your mother make it difficult for me to accept that I will die soon and leave everything behind.


So many nights at the fireside, how my children's mother would cry
I remember how sad my wife would become when I talked about the inevitability of my death.


Cause I told the mother I had to say goodbye
I had to tell my wife that I was going away forever and that made her very unhappy.


Look over yonder, on the burying ground, on the burying ground
I see a cemetery in the distance where I will soon be buried.


Yon' stand ten thousand, standin' still to let me down
I see many people who will be disappointed and sad when I die.


Mother take my children back, 'fore they let me down
I don't want my children to experience the heartbreak of seeing me dead and buried. I want them to go back home with their mother.


I don't need for them to screamin' and cryin' on the graveyard ground
I don't want my children to be traumatized by seeing my burial and the sorrow and mourning of others there.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BOOKER T. WASHINGTON

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Ed Kaz!

This is fantastic and inspirational. Thank you sir.

tehpwn3dlife

You're the most authentic bluesman I've seen and heard in modern times.

Frank Mirra

Excellent. Love Bukka....can you show us Jitterbug swing?

Cordmichael

Sir what type of resonator are you playing on this piece? Thank You

CUTERICHGIRL

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Detroit Bullet

What open tune are in ? I'm guessing D because the 12 fret tone is D
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