Cloud Aura
Charli XCX Lyrics

Baby what hurts the most is when you become so cold
Your emotional distance is causing me the most pain.

You're starting to hurt my heart, you left me here in the dark
Your actions have caused me emotional pain and you have left me feeling alone and unsupported.

Now I've got to make a change, I don't want to see your face
I need to move on and make changes in my life in order to heal from the pain you've caused me.

I'm starting to hurt so hard, huh, you fucked up hard
I am in a great deal of pain because of your careless and harmful behavior towards me.

We were on some Bonnie and Clyde shit
Our relationship was characterized by a sense of adventure, like the famous outlaws Bonnie and Clyde.

Kept the blunts rolled, always let you take the first hit
We enjoyed smoking marijuana together and I always allowed you to take the first puff.

When the Feds caught us I said I would take the rap
When we got into trouble with the law, I offered to take the blame for the situation in order to protect our relationship.

'Cause I knew it ain't easy livin' life in the trap
I was willing to take responsibility for the situation because I knew it was difficult to live a life constantly looking over our shoulders.

I was the Queen B, and you were like my Jay-Z
Our relationship mirrored the famous partnership of Beyoncé and Jay-Z, with me taking on the role of a powerful and confident leader.

The only one who held me down when I was fucking crazy
You were the only one who supported me during times of instability and irrational behavior.

Ivana and Trump, shit we coulda' ran the world
We shared an ambition for success and believed that we could conquer the world together, like Ivana Trump and her husband Donald Trump.

You were my Chris Brown, I was your only girl
Our relationship was like that of Chris Brown and his then-girlfriend Rihanna, with me being the only one you cared for romantically.

Let you put your feet up while I was cooking you breakfast
I allowed you to relax while I took care of you by making breakfast.

Thought I found my rider, yeah but now I just regret shit
I once believed you were a dependable partner, but now I regret being in a relationship with you.

Log into your email cause I knew that shit was wrong
I suspected you were being unfaithful and checked your email to confirm my suspicions.

Pulling up a private photo of a bitch showing her thong
I found a private photo of a woman showing off her underwear and felt betrayed by your infidelity.

And I look a lil' closer it's my home girl Lisa
To my shock, I realized the woman in the photo was someone I knew, my friend Lisa.

Time to terminate shit, hasta la vista
I decided to end the relationship and say goodbye to you (hasta la vista).

Married to the mob so I put a hit on it
I was so angry and hurt that I wanted to take drastic actions against you, like someone in the mafia putting a hit on someone.

Handed you my heart, then you took a shit on it
I gave you my love and trust, but you abused it and treated me poorly.

Now I'mma fuck your shit up
I am going to retaliate against you in a significant way.

Supply it to your picker
I am going to provide you with drugs or other harmful things.

And drive a supersonic, crash and burn it with my sister
I will act recklessly and destructively with someone close to me, such as my sister.

No I don't need a mister, cancel your babysitter
I don't need a man in my life and am canceling the person who was supposed to take care of our children.

I'm never going down that road, it's easy to resist you
I will never let myself be in a relationship with you again, as it's easy for me to resist your harmful ways.

You broke my heart
You caused me a significant amount of emotional pain and hurt.

And I'm never gon' forget this
I will always remember the pain you've caused me.

And I am coming back to get you, don't you know
I will seek revenge against you for the way you've treated me.