I Can't Pretend
Charlie Parker & Billie Holiday Lyrics


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I can't pretend
I'm sorry we're apart
I can't pretend
I just can't fool my heart
Though I make mine
My friends all seem to realize
Their smiles, that look in my eye
I can't pretend
I simply can't be gayer
For in the end
My tears give me away
Without you dear
I live a lie
I can't defend




I love you
And I can't pretend

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Charlie Parker's song "I Can't" express the pain and longing of a person who cannot pretend that they are happy without their loved one. The singer admits that although they have tried to make the best of the situation and put on a brave face, they cannot deceive their heart. They find it impossible to be truly happy without the person they love and this is evident in the tears they shed. The lyrics are emotive and poignant, with the singer confessing that they are living a lie without their lover, and that they cannot help loving them.


The repeated use of the phrase "I can't pretend" in the lyrics emphasizes the singer's inability to hide their true emotions. This repetition creates a sense of sorrow and desperation, as if the singer is pleading for their lover to come back to them. The use of the word "gayer" also adds to the emotional impact of the song, as it suggests that the singer is struggling not just with sadness, but with a sense of isolation and loneliness.


Overall, this song captures the raw emotion of a heartbroken individual who cannot pretend that they are ok without their loved one. The lyrics evoke a sense of vulnerability, honesty, and desperation that is sure to resonate with listeners who have experienced similar struggles in their own relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't pretend
I am unable to mask my true feelings


I'm sorry we're apart
I am unhappy that we are not together


I just can't fool my heart
I cannot deceive my own emotions


Though I make mine
Even though I try to adopt a positive attitude


My friends all seem to realize
The people close to me can see through my facade


Their smiles, that look in my eye
The expressions on their faces give them away


I simply can't be gayer
I cannot force myself to be any happier


For in the end
Ultimately


My tears give me away
My crying reveals my true emotions


Without you dear
In your absence


I live a lie
I am living a dishonest life as my true feelings are hidden


I can't defend
I cannot rationalize or justify


I love you
I have deep affection and care for you


And I can't pretend
I cannot keep pretending otherwise




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: W EDWARD BREUDER, PAUL RUSINCKY, CHARLES TOBIAS

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