Indecisión
Cherry Eagle Eye Lyrics

Well I found my inspiration there
I found inspiration and motivation in that place.

In silent whispers it just came to me so clear
I received a clear message or answer through subtle, indirect communication.

Simple question of what was I doing there
I was unsure about my purpose or intention for being there and questioned it simply.

Hesitation When I´m standing with my prey
I hesitated, showing reluctance or uncertainty before attacking my target.

Indecision Of if I should blow him away
I was conflicted and unsure if I should go through with killing him.

It´s kind of strange what happened from that moment on
The events that followed that moment were unusual or unexpected.

What more can I say than reason he was gone
There was no explanation or justification for why he was no longer alive.

What they were asking was more than I could bear
The questions or demands were too difficult or painful for me to handle.

Execution What more can.....can I say
The killing was carried out and there is nothing more to be said.

The Realisation Of blowing a brother away
The realization and acknowledgement of killing someone who was potentially part of the same community or group.

Something in me was gone
Something within me was lost or changed after the killing.

It was not a part of me
Killing was not something that was part of my identity or morals.

Of how things are going to be
The reality of the situation and how it will continue to be in the future.

In my commitment to staying away from guilt
I was determined and dedicated to avoiding feelings of responsibility or remorse.

I feel no emotion for those I have gone and killed
I was numb and unaffected by the deaths of those I have killed.

Heartless devotion to saving the rest of me...
I was willing to go to any extent, even if it meant being heartless, to protect myself.

I take my gun and I give it to my prey
I surrendered my weapon to the person I had targeted for killing.

I turn my back to him and start to walk away
I left the situation, turning my back to the person I had targeted without any further actions.

All I want is for someone to stop me there
I wanted someone to intervene or prevent me from leaving, potentially to help me cope with the aftermath.

Don´t want redemption Don´t want salvation...
I did not desire or seek out forgiveness or being saved from the consequences of my actions.