I Didn't Want
Chiara Civello Lyrics


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I heard them say
You're doing fine
You've found a heart
Better than mine
And now i wonder
Is she so beautiful?
And does she hug you
The way i used to do?
I heard them say
You've found a new place
With the greatest view
You can possibly face
Now i remember
The house we couldn't buy
Right by the river
Between you and i
You and i

Do you know
How hard it is to go
When you're still in love?

Life sometimes
Can change the game and roll the dice
When you didn't want
And i didn't want
Day by day
I'll be ok
I'll find myself
Just as they say
I'll cross the river
to the other side
Then i'll be your lover

And you, forever mine
Forever mine

Overall Meaning

In Chiara Civello’s song “I Didn’t Want,” the lyrics describe the aftermath of a break-up and the singer’s struggle to move on. The song begins with the singer hearing rumors about her ex-lover's new life, and how he has found someone new who is treating him better than the singer did. The singer questions if this new person is as beautiful as she is, and if she hugs him like the singer used to. This shows the singer's insecurities and the lingering feelings she still has for her ex-lover.


The singer also remembers a moment where she and her lover couldn’t buy a house, and this reminds her of the good moments they shared. The chorus expresses how difficult it is to move on when the love is still there. The singer notes how love sometimes changes the game and rolls the dice, meaning sometimes love has a way of ending without our control.


The song ends on a hopeful note, with the singer saying she will be okay and find herself day by day. The line "I'll cross the river to the other side, then I'll be your lover, and you forever mine" is an acceptance that moving on is necessary, but there is always a possibility of reconciling in the future. This song is a relatable depiction of the difficulties people often face when they go through a break-up.


Line by Line Meaning

I heard them say
The singer heard others talk about her former lover.


You're doing fine
The singer's former lover is doing well.


You've found a heart
The former lover has found someone to love.


Better than mine
The former lover's new partner is better suited for them than the artist was.


And now I wonder
The artist is now curious about their former lover's new partner.


Is she so beautiful?
The singer wonders if the new partner is exceptionally attractive.


And does she hug you
The singer wonders if the new partner shows affection towards their former lover.


The way I used to do?
The artist wonders if the new partner is as affectionate as they were.


I heard them say
The artist heard others talk about their former lover's new place of residence.


You've found a new place
The former lover has moved to a new home.


With the greatest view
The new home has a great view.


Now I remember
The artist thinks about a house they couldn't buy with their former lover.


The house we couldn't buy
The singer remembers a house they couldn't afford to purchase with their former lover.


Right by the river
The unavailable house was located near a river.


Between you and I
The singer and the former lover were discussing buying the house together.


Do you know
The artist asks a question of their former lover.


How hard it is to go
The artist finds it difficult to move on from their past relationship.


When you're still in love?
The singer is still in love with their former partner.


Life sometimes
The singer discusses how life can be unpredictable.


Can change the game and roll the dice
Life can bring unexpected changes and challenges.


When you didn't want
The artist did not want these changes to occur.


And I didn't want
The artist is not happy with the changes that have happened.


Day by day
The singer is taking life one day at a time.


I'll be okay
The artist will be alright in time.


I'll find myself
The singer will work on discovering and defining their own identity.


Just as they say
The singer will find a new path forward as others advise.


I'll cross the river
The singer will face and overcome challenges.


To the other side
The artist will emerge from their struggles and move on from their past relationship.


Then I'll be your lover
The artist hopes to reconcile with their former lover in the future.


And you, forever mine
The singer believes they will always love their former partner.


Forever mine
The singer will always feel a connection to their past relationship.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: ANA CAROLINA DE SOUZA, CHIARA CIVELLO

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