At the age of five, Emileigh Rohn began taking piano lessons from her church organist, Mildred Benson, and eventually began singing solos in church. By the age of 13 she received a Casiotone keyboard and began experimenting with electronic music. In her final year of high school she joined an experimental/industrial performance art group called Inter Animi.
In the fall of 1997, while studying molecular biology in Detroit, Rohn joined Calvin P. Simmons in his project Dragon Tears Descending (DTD) as a keyboardist doing performances and supporting other bands. Rohn then left DTD and formed her own project Electrophoretic Transfer in 1998.
Chiasm began in 1998 when Rohn began to entirely produce her own music with her first demo CD named "Embryonic" completed in October. Her song "Bouncing Baby Clones" was featured on a Detroit Electronica compilation CD, D[elEcTROnIc]T, in the spring of 1999. By March 2001, Rohn released her debut album, Disorder on COP International.
Following Disorder, the track "Isolated" was released on the PC Game, "Vampire-The Masqurerade-Bloodlines" as well as used in an episode of the CBS series "Navy:NCIS" in 2003 coinciding with the release of the remix album with labelmate Threat Level 5 titled "Divided We Fall: The Remix Collection". The second full-length solo album, "Relapse" was released in 2005, also on COP.
Chiasm released a virtual single, "Prefrontal EP", exclusively on iTunes in 2006 through COP International. Her new full-length album, titled "REFORM", was released in September 2008! "REFORM" CDs are now available! Be sure to check out the new Facebook page, and keep in touch with her on Myspace where new remixes and random older tracks are also posted for streaming!
Emileigh is currently working on new material, an album called "11:11" and remixes/collaborations with other artists.
For more information, see her web site, www.chiasm.org
Cold
Chiasm Lyrics
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Held back beyond these icy gates
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
I could never be
You wanted me to stay inside the world you locked away
The one you've tried to see
The future that was made for me
I don't want to be
I held your hand to say we had to part this time today
Anyone but me
But now I have no one to hold
This shell I've made has left me cold
Deep inside it's cold
Deep inside it's old
I need you to agree this time it isn't me
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
The lyrics of Chiasm's song "Cold" convey a sense of longing and unfulfillment. The persona in the song is holding back their love, which is trapped behind icy gates. The persona is essentially waiting for someone that never arrives, and therefore unable to express their love. The lyrics suggest that there's an ongoing conflict between two people, where one person wants to stay locked away from the world while the other desires to embrace what could be.
The line "I held your hand to say we had to part this time today / Anyone but me" suggests that the persona has been in a relationship that couldn't work out. They know that they need to break things off but it's painful for them to do so because deep down, they still desire to continue the relationship. Now, the persona is left feeling cold and lonely, confined to the shell they've created around themselves.
Overall, this song conveys a sense of bittersweet solitude, where the persona desires closeness and connection but is ultimately unable to attain it. The lyrics speak to the universal human experience of wanting to love and be loved, but being held back by various obstacles.
Line by Line Meaning
The love I hold inside awaits
My love is abundant and eager to be expressed, but it remains trapped within me, waiting for the right moment to be released.
Held back beyond these icy gates
My love is contained within me, unable to penetrate the emotional walls I've constructed that prevent me from sharing my true feelings with others.
And he stares into the space
I am lost in thought, contemplating the complexities of my relationships and the challenges that lie ahead.
This will never fall in place
Despite my best efforts, I fear that my relationships will never reach a state of harmony, and that I will always struggle to find fulfillment and connection with those around me.
I could never be
I have always felt inadequate and insecure, as though I am not enough for those who care about me, and that I can never meet their expectations or desires.
You wanted me to stay inside the world you locked away
Others have tried to control me and limit my experiences, urging me to stay within preconceived boundaries and conform to their narrow expectations, even when it felt unfulfilling or restrictive to me.
The one you've tried to see
Others have attempted to shape me in their image, projecting their own desires and expectations onto me rather than accepting me for who I am as an individual.
But I won't hide from what could be
Despite the pressure and expectations of others, I refuse to hide my authentic self, and am always open to exploring new experiences and relationships that could offer fulfillment and growth.
The future that was made for me
I acknowledge that my path may be challenging and uncertain, but I refuse to be limited by fear or self-doubt and will pursue the future that feels true to myself and my values.
I don't want to be
I reject the expectations and pressures of others, and refuse to be confined to their narrow views of who I should be and what I should do with my life.
I held your hand to say we had to part this time today
At times, I have had to end relationships or walk away from situations that were not serving me, despite the pain and uncertainty that may result from doing so.
Anyone but me
I am secure in my sense of self and refuse to be someone I am not, even if it means others reject or disapprove of me as a result.
But now I have no one to hold
Despite my strength and independence, there are times when I feel alone and long for the comfort and support of others.
This shell I've made has left me cold
At times, my efforts to protect and shield myself from others have left me feeling isolated and separate, rather than connected and embraced by those around me.
Deep inside it's cold
Inside, I grapple with emotions that are difficult to express and process, and which may at times feel overwhelming or disorienting.
Deep inside it's old
Some of my deepest fears and insecurities have been with me for a long time, and may be rooted in childhood experiences or other early sources of trauma and pain.
I need you to agree this time it isn't me
When conflicts arise in my relationships, I sometimes struggle to fully understand or communicate my own perspective, and may seek validation or agreement from others when I doubt my own correctness or righteousness.
And he stares into the space
Mostly, I am preoccupied with my own thoughts and feelings, and may at times struggle to connect with or fully understand the motivations and intentions of those around me.
This will never fall in place
Regardless of my own efforts or those of others, relationships and life in general are inherently fraught with challenges and unpredictability, and may at times feel chaotic or disorienting as a result.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CHRISTOPHER BANKS, ZARA MARIA CLARK
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Friedrich Semmelweis
The love I hold inside awaits
Held back beyond these icy gates
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(The one you've tried to see)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
(I don't want to be)
I held your hand to say
We had to part this time today
(Anyone but me)
But now I have no one to hold
This shell I've made has left me cold
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(I see this was never meant to be)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
Deep inside it's cold
Deep inside it's old
I need you to agree
This time it isn't me
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(The one you've tried to see)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
(I don't want to be)
I held your hand to say
We had to part this time today
(Anyone but me)
But now I have no one to hold
This shell I've made has left me cold
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
Friedrich Semmelweis
The love I hold inside awaits
Held back beyond these icy gates
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(The one you've tried to see)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
(I don't want to be)
I held your hand to say
We had to part this time today
(Anyone but me)
But now I have no one to hold
This shell I've made has left me cold
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(I see this was never meant to be)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
Deep inside it's cold
Deep inside it's old
I need you to agree
This time it isn't me
You wanted me to stay
Inside the world you locked away
(The one you've tried to see)
But I won't hide from what could be
The future that was made for me
(I don't want to be)
I held your hand to say
We had to part this time today
(Anyone but me)
But now I have no one to hold
This shell I've made has left me cold
And he stares into the space
This will never fall in place
Cagatay Ocal
1:40 the best part
💀BoneDaddy💀
I've realized I have to be doing somthing else while listening to them or the music gets to me.
Arbaces420
deep inside it's cold deep inside its old
Demikko
Alec Empire - Addicted To You wasn't a bad attempt.
Kami Nana
Female version of Nine Inch Nails...kinda? Love it!
Kath Traumtänzerin
+Kami Nana Seriously?
NO.
Much better than NIN could ever be!
Kami Nana
Kath Traumtänzerin lolno
Cagatay Ocal
Her High notes are similar to Maynards voice the singer from tool
E D ! T 0 R
Both make amazing music in their own way and style