At the age of five, Emileigh Rohn began taking piano lessons from her church organist, Mildred Benson, and eventually began singing solos in church. By the age of 13 she received a Casiotone keyboard and began experimenting with electronic music. In her final year of high school she joined an experimental/industrial performance art group called Inter Animi.
In the fall of 1997, while studying molecular biology in Detroit, Rohn joined Calvin P. Simmons in his project Dragon Tears Descending (DTD) as a keyboardist doing performances and supporting other bands. Rohn then left DTD and formed her own project Electrophoretic Transfer in 1998.
Chiasm began in 1998 when Rohn began to entirely produce her own music with her first demo CD named "Embryonic" completed in October. Her song "Bouncing Baby Clones" was featured on a Detroit Electronica compilation CD, D[elEcTROnIc]T, in the spring of 1999. By March 2001, Rohn released her debut album, Disorder on COP International.
Following Disorder, the track "Isolated" was released on the PC Game, "Vampire-The Masqurerade-Bloodlines" as well as used in an episode of the CBS series "Navy:NCIS" in 2003 coinciding with the release of the remix album with labelmate Threat Level 5 titled "Divided We Fall: The Remix Collection". The second full-length solo album, "Relapse" was released in 2005, also on COP.
Chiasm released a virtual single, "Prefrontal EP", exclusively on iTunes in 2006 through COP International. Her new full-length album, titled "REFORM", was released in September 2008! "REFORM" CDs are now available! Be sure to check out the new Facebook page, and keep in touch with her on Myspace where new remixes and random older tracks are also posted for streaming!
Emileigh is currently working on new material, an album called "11:11" and remixes/collaborations with other artists.
For more information, see her web site, www.chiasm.org
Transparent
Chiasm Lyrics
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I cannot show my face
How could it be
There's anyone like me
They leave me far behind
I think they must be blind
No one can see
How can you treat the world this way
Watch others suffer while you play
You stare with pure insanity
You missed what's really inside me
I pass into the other side
Where there is nothing left to hide
And I can roam and wander free
I think I found eternity
The lyrics of Chiasm's song Transparent present the feeling of isolation and being invisible to others. The opening lines, "I feel so out of place, I cannot show my face," express a sense of disconnect from the rest of society. The singer feels unseen and ignored by others, and this is emphasized by the line "No one can see, it's like they stare through me." The sense of isolation deepens as the singer mourns being left behind by those around them, thinking they must be blind.
The song's meaning takes a more reflective turn in the next verse, as the singer considers the people around them who seem to be oblivious to the suffering of others. The lyrics question how people can "treat the world this way" and "watch others suffer while you play." It is evident that the singer's invisibility has made them more aware of the importance of empathy and human connection. The lyrics shift from questioning society to a reflection on the singer's own journey, "I pass into the other side, where there is nothing left to hide, and I can roam and wander free. I think I found eternity." This final verse suggests that the singer has finally found a sense of freedom and self-acceptance, and is no longer trapped by feelings of isolation and invisibility.
Line by Line Meaning
I feel so out of place
I don't belong
I cannot show my face
I am too ashamed of who I am
How could it be
Why am I the only one like this?
There's anyone like me
I feel isolated and alone in my struggles
They leave me far behind
I am not accepted by society
I think they must be blind
They can't see the real me
No one can see
I am invisible to them
It's like they stare through me
I don't exist in their world
How can you treat the world this way
Why do you hurt others without compassion?
Watch others suffer while you play
You cause pain to those around you for your own amusement
You stare with pure insanity
You are blindly cruel and malicious
You missed what's really inside me
You fail to see my worth and value
I pass into the other side
I escape from this cruel world
Where there is nothing left to hide
I am finally free from judgment and scrutiny
And I can roam and wander free
I am liberated and able to explore new horizons
I think I found eternity
I am at peace in my eternal rest
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