I'll Be a Mess Without You
Chief State Lyrics


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You watch that clock tick away
In the home that you have made
It′s been several years the same without change
No, it's no good saving face
Get up out of your favorite hiding place, your head
Oh no, no it′s never too late to grow

And through this awful weather
It seems unlikely but it will get better

So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I′ll be a mess without you
I′ll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go, don′t let go

And suddenly, you realize while you are watching your tv
It's not so bad with company
But it′s been a while since you've been seen
And getting out of bed is harder than it seems
When you′re on your own
Pick up the phone

And through this awful weather
You spend your nights wishing it would get better

So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I′ll be a mess without you
I′ll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go

I pray to god that you′ll be okay
'Cause I′m sick to death with worry when I'm away
And it′s been five years now since I left my town
It won't be the same without you around

And I'm hoping that you′ll pull through
Do what you need to do
I′ll be a mess without you

So I'm hoping that you′ll pull through
Do what you need to do
I'll be a mess without you
I′ll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go, don′t let go

I'll be a mess without you
Letters home




Not alone
Don't let go

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I'll Be a Mess Without You" by Chief State take the perspective of a person who left their hometown for several years but still cares deeply about a loved one who is struggling with loneliness and depression. The song speaks to those who feel stuck in their situation and highlights the importance of reaching out for help. The opening verse describes the feeling of being trapped with no change in sight, yet still having the power to make a change. The chorus asserts the importance of the loved one's presence in the singer's life and tries to provide the support they need while encouraging them to seek help for themselves.


The second verse urges the loved one to reach out for help and not bear the burden of loneliness alone. The lyrics highlight the struggles of depression and how it can make it hard to get out of bed and pick up the phone. The bridge reflects on the time that has passed since the singer left their hometown and how much they miss the person they are singing to. The final chorus repeats the earlier message of the loved one's importance, and the singer's plea for them to persevere and seek the help they need.


Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of empathy, understanding, and support for those facing challenging mental health issues. They also serve as a reminder of the importance of reaching out to those you care about and checking in on them, even from afar.


Line by Line Meaning

You watch that clock tick away
You spend your days waiting for time to pass


In the home that you have made
In the environment that you have created for yourself


It's been several years the same without change
You have been stagnant for several years without any progress or development


No, it's no good saving face
Pretending that everything is okay won't help


Get up out of your favorite hiding place, your head
Stop hiding from reality in your own thoughts


Oh no, no it's never too late to grow
It's never too late to make positive changes and learn and grow


And through this awful weather
During these challenging times


It seems unlikely but it will get better
Although it may seem hopeless, things will improve eventually


So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
I hope you will overcome your struggles


Do what you need to do
Take the necessary steps to improve your situation


I'll be a mess without you
I will struggle without your presence and support


I'll keep writing all these letters home
I will continue to communicate with you in order to stay connected


So you know you are not alone
To remind you that you have someone who cares for you


Tighten your grip and don't let go, don't let go
Hold on and persevere through your hardships


And suddenly, you realize while you are watching your tv
You suddenly become aware while you are distracted


It's not so bad with company
Life isn't as difficult when you have someone to share it with


But it's been a while since you've been seen
You have isolated yourself for too long


And getting out of bed is harder than it seems
You are struggling to even start your day


When you're on your own
When you are alone


Pick up the phone
Reach out for help and support


I pray to God that you'll be okay
I hope and pray that you will be alright


'Cause I'm sick to death with worry when I'm away
I am extremely anxious and concerned when I am not with you


And it's been five years now since I left my town
It has been five years since I moved away from my hometown


It won't be the same without you around
My life will be significantly different and difficult without you




Writer(s): Nicholas Pang, Fraser Simpson

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@bobydown3749

You watch that clock tick away
In the home that you have made
It's been several years the same without change
No, it's no good saving face
Get up out of your favorite hiding place, your head
Oh no, no it's never too late to grow

And through this awful weather
It seems unlikely but it will get better

So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I'll be a mess without you
I'll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go, don't let go

And suddenly, you realize while you are watching your tv
It's not so bad with company
But it's been a while since you've been seen
And getting out of bed is harder than it seems
When you're on your own
Pick up the phone

And through this awful weather
You spend your nights wishing it would get better

So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I'll be a mess without you
I'll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go

I pray to god that you'll be okay
'Cause I'm sick to death with worry when I'm away
And it's been five years now since I left my town
It won't be the same without you around

And I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I'll be a mess without you

So I'm hoping that you'll pull through
Do what you need to do
I'll be a mess without you
I'll keep writing all these letters home
So you know you are not alone
Tighten your grip and don't let go, don't let go

I'll be a mess without you
Letters home
Not alone
Don't let go



All comments from YouTube:

@andyham6094

Best pop punk band right now hands down alongside the ogs four year strong

@ahmadfedrio

4 years ago was the last time i heard this song, now im back cause its real that i'll be a mess without her :)

@ashworthgames

This song truly captures what it feels like to accept losing something or someone you loved. Sometimes letting go is a must, and its hard.. no words can match the pain...

ill be a mess without you...

@greg4712

This song saved my life. Been super depressed for a year after my girlfriend of 5 years left me. At times I thought about ending it. Through this awful weather, it seems unlikely but things will get better!

@ChiefState

Greg Fewkes we’re glad this song has helped you through a tough time. Big love from all of us in Chief State, it will get better my friend!

@greg4712

Chief State hey guys, thank you! Hope to see you live soon, much love! I’ll make sure my next girlfriend enjoys Chief State as much as I do!😁

@johnrussell6319

Don’t let go!

@Soil_Bound

Hope you’re doing well friend :)

@greg4712

Soil Bound hello friend, honestly not really. My depression has come back, but I will fight it, I won’t give up!

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@yp7879

I'm from Indonesia

thanks for this work that I always listen to when I feel alone

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