I Don't Know
Chris Brenner Lyrics

I spent too much time
I have invested too much time in something that is causing me to be lost in thought.

so deep in my mind
I am fully immersed in my thoughts and it is hard to think about anything else.

and I'm falling far behind
My excessive thinking has caused me to lag behind in my tasks or goals.

despite ...
Despite what is happening around me or what others may think.

I'm caught asking why
I am perplexed and unable to make sense of what is happening.

So you think that I've been joking
You believe that I have not been serious about my feelings or actions.

We can fix what he have broken
We are capable of repairing the damage that has been done.

Wait a long ... going notice
It will take a while before anyone notices the changes that we're making.

and focus and focus
We need to put all our attention on the task at hand.

So you think I'm acting crazy
You suspect that my behavior is irrational or strange.

I don't know ... you can blame me
I am not sure if I am responsible for what is happening or if I am being blamed unfairly.

wait a long ... going notice
It will take some time before anyone realizes what's going on.

and now how to. to feel the cold
I am starting to feel the negative consequences of my actions or inactions.

Giving up our leading role
We are relinquishing our position of power or influence.

tell me is it time to go?
I am unsure if it is appropriate to leave or move on from this situation.

I don't know, I don't know
I am uncertain and unable to make a decision.

Someone came in stole the show
Someone else has taken the spotlight or become the center of attention.

He's your high and I'm your low
You have two sides to your emotional spectrum, where one brings you up and the other brings you down.

We, we're growing apart
We are drifting away from each other in terms of priorities or interests.

... lights in the dark
The only brightness in the midst of the darkness or uncertainty.

So much different from the start
We have changed a lot since we first began our journey or relationship.

It's all that I got
This is all that I have or all that I am left with.

He's there and I'm not
You are more focused on someone or something else, while I am not in the picture.

So now I'm ... to feel the cold
I have now started to face the negative consequences of my actions or inactions.

I don't know
I am still unaware or unsure of what to do or how to proceed.

So now I'm ... to lost control
I am now grappling with the fact that I am no longer in charge or incapable of changing things.