DEEP INSIDE
Chris Jasper Lyrics


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The problem is
For many years
I've lived my life
Publicly
So it's hard for me to find a man I trust
I really trust
And everytime I find someone I like
Gotta worry about
If it's really me
That they see
And I thought you were the one, yeah

Deep inside I wish that they could see
That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary
Deep inside I wish that they could see
That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

I don't have a lot of friends
And sometimes I have to wonder
Is it cash they see when they look at me
'Cause they're lookin' for a ride that's free
So I made the choice to be
Good to those who are good to me
Don't judge me, don't think I'm bitter
For the evil does allow me to see I'm just Mary

I'm just Mary, just Mary, just Mary
I'm just Mary, just Mary, just Mary
I, I, oh

Deep inside I wish that they could see
That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary
Deep inside I wish that they could see
That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary

The problem is
For many years
I've lived my life
Publicly
And everytime I find a man




I, I can't trust him
Oh

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Deep Inside" by Chris Jasper are about the struggles of living life in the public eye and constantly being judged and scrutinized. The singer, who is presumed to be Chris Jasper himself, is expressing the pain of not being able to trust people and the difficulty of finding genuine connections. He speaks about the challenge of meeting someone he likes while being uncertain whether they truly see him for who he is, rather than just what they know from his public persona.


Throughout the song, the singer also touches on the issue of friends who may only be around him for his wealth and fame. He has to be selective about who he allows into his life, and even then, he is left wondering about people's true intentions. Essentially, the song is a cry for understanding and for others to see him simply as a human being, rather than a public figure with a certain image to maintain.


In all, "Deep Inside" is a heartfelt and honest plea from someone who has lived much of their life in the public eye. It speaks to the struggles of feeling misunderstood and alone, despite being constantly surrounded by people.


Line by Line Meaning

The problem is
The issue is


For many years
For a long time


I've lived my life
I've existed


Publicly
In the public eye


So it's hard for me to find a man I trust
It's challenging for me to find a trustworthy partner


I really trust
That I can truly rely on


And everytime I find someone I like
Each time I encounter someone I am interested in


Gotta worry about
Concerned about


If it's really me
Whether they accept me for who I am


That they see
The real me


And I thought you were the one, yeah
I believed you were the answer


Deep inside I wish that they could see
I truly desire for them to understand


That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary
That I am a regular person with nothing special


I don't have a lot of friends
I don't have many companions


And sometimes I have to wonder
On occasion, I contemplate


Is it cash they see when they look at me
Are they solely fixated on my wealth?


'Cause they're lookin' for a ride that's free
Simply looking for a free ride


So I made the choice to be
I decided to become


Good to those who are good to me
Treating those who have my back well


Don't judge me, don't think I'm bitter
Do not criticize me, don't assume I am resentful


For the evil does allow me to see I'm just Mary
For through the negativity, I can perceive that I am just an ordinary person


I'm just Mary, just Mary, just Mary
Simply, only Mary


I, I, oh
A sound, probably an ad lib


And everytime I find a man
Whenever I meet a potential partner


I, I can't trust him
I struggle to have confidence in him


Deep inside I wish that they could see
I genuinely desire for them to comprehend


That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary
That I am just an average person


Deep inside I wish that they could see
Deep inside, I long for them to perceive


That I'm just plain ol' Mary, Mary
That I am simply Mary, a regular human being




Lyrics © JASPER STONE MUSIC INC
Written by: GRAHAM WHITE, JACKIE LYNTON

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@celestematthews3266

Legendary Chris Jasper ❤

@nanetteboatwright4793

NO WORDS!!!♥️

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@vincenthenderson3424

Truly was the heartbeat behind the Isley brothers

@mayasberrydavis1575

Great music

@teebonemitchell1236

Chris Jasper is one of the top five keyboardist composer songwriter of r&b

@imazsac.5093

Chris has a pure, clear soul and a voice that could melt stone. This is such a rockin,' honest lovely, lovely piece.

@BossDogg39

Simply fabulous. Chris Jasper be puttin' it down. Simply smooth

@syldavis990

GOT THIS TOTAL JAMZ FROM START TO FINISH. AWESOME CLASSIC CD MR CHRISTOPHER JASPER

@tyronehammock8741

so fabulous from the heart

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