He debuted his YouTube channel 3 years ago with a video titled '1. Little Moments'. Since then, Christian has been posting covers and original music to his channel accumulating over 234,000 subscribers.
Now with an album, 2 EP's and 9 singles, Christian has been steadily releasing music with indie and soft pop inspired sounds.
Companion
Christian Leave Lyrics
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And that breaks me down, down, down
You left me in the worst way
Only read what you said
You wouldn′t make a sound, sound, sound
Wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
Didn′t mean to hurt you
Never meant to exert you
Into my life 'cause now I'm falling apart
Hold me and don′t let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
′Cause you're all I can talk about
You said I was a great job
Good companion, not compatible
Never thought that it would stop
Never thought that you′d be able to
Let me fall in the worst way
You dropped me flat and now I've lost my mind
Pushed everyone away
Just to make you my priority
Oh
Hold me and don′t let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
'Cause you′re all I can talk about
I don't know where I'm going
I don′t know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don′t know where I'm going
I don′t know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I′m going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don′t know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don′t know where I′m going
I don't know who I am
In Christian Leave's song "Companion," the artist expresses the pain and confusion of a failed relationship. The lyrics center around the idea that the singer feels lost without the other person, and the pain of their absence is breaking him down. He mentions the hurt he's caused, but it doesn't seem to matter because he's still left with a broken heart. Even though he knows they weren't compatible, he can't help but hold onto the hope that they could have made it work.
The chorus repeats the phrase "hold me and don't let go," indicating the singer's desperation to hold onto something, even if it's just the memory of the other person. He feels alone and like no one else will love him now that he's lost this relationship. The repetition of "I don't know where I'm going, I don't know who I am" emphasizes the feeling of being lost and unsure of the future.
Overall, "Companion" is an emotional and raw portrayal of heartbreak and the struggle to move on.
Line by Line Meaning
I am nothing without you
My existence lacks purpose and meaning without you in my life
And that breaks me down, down, down
This realization hurts me deeply and makes me emotionally unstable
You left me in the worst way
You left me abruptly and in a way that caused me great pain
Only read what you said
I only have the words you've spoken to me to hold onto
You wouldn′t make a sound, sound, sound
You refused to communicate or express any emotion towards me
Wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
You remained silent and left me in confusion
Didn′t mean to hurt you
I never intended to cause you pain
Then, please, explain my broken heart
However, I am now suffering from a broken heart and do not understand why
Never meant to exert you
I never meant to force myself into your life
Into my life 'cause now I'm falling apart
But now that you're gone, I feel like I'm losing control and falling apart
Hold me and don′t let go
I am desperate for comfort and need someone to hold me
Shove me into the road
I feel lost and directionless, like I'm being pushed into the unknown
No one will love me now
I fear that I am unlovable and that no one will ever care for me again
′Cause you're all I can talk about
You still consume all of my thoughts and conversations
You said I was a great job
You praised me for being a good companion
Good companion, not compatible
However, you did not see me as a suitable partner for you
Never thought that it would stop
I never imagined that our relationship would come to an end
Never thought that you′d be able to
I never thought that you could hurt me in the way that you did
Let me fall in the worst way
You let me fall and hit rock bottom
You dropped me flat and now I've lost my mind
You left me suddenly and now I feel like I'm going crazy
Pushed everyone away
I isolated myself from others and put all my focus on you
Just to make you my priority
I made you the center of my world and neglected everything else
I don′t know where I'm going
I feel lost and have no sense of direction
I don′t know who I am
I am struggling to understand my identity without you
I wish that I felt passion once again
I long to feel passionate and alive again
Writer(s): Christian Leave
Contributed by Lily W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Edein
Companion - Lyrics
I am nothing without you
And that breaks me down, down, down
You left me in the worst way
Only read what you said
You wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
Wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
Didn't mean to hurt you
Then please explain my broken heart
Never meant to exert you
Into my life cause now I'm falling apart
Hold me and don't let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
Cause you're all I can talk about
You said I was a great job
Good companion, not compatible
Never thought that it would stop
Never thought that you'd be able to
Let me fall in the worst way
You dropped me flat and now I've lost my mind
Pushed everyone away
Just to make you my priority
Oh
Hold me and don't let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
Cause you're all I can talk about
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
Here’s the lyrics UwU
caroline ricke
now this is what i call a music video
Eris the Planet
Wow you're so cool
sara
✨✨✨
OkayAlberte
I agree
Welmoed Schouwstra
yes eris go girl luv ya
fatma ben
Eris the Planet ERIS 👀✨
Shmoxd
Dude... This is so good.
Edein
Companion - Lyrics
I am nothing without you
And that breaks me down, down, down
You left me in the worst way
Only read what you said
You wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
Wouldn't make a sound, sound, sound
Didn't mean to hurt you
Then please explain my broken heart
Never meant to exert you
Into my life cause now I'm falling apart
Hold me and don't let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
Cause you're all I can talk about
You said I was a great job
Good companion, not compatible
Never thought that it would stop
Never thought that you'd be able to
Let me fall in the worst way
You dropped me flat and now I've lost my mind
Pushed everyone away
Just to make you my priority
Oh
Hold me and don't let go
Shove me into the road
No one will love me now
Cause you're all I can talk about
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know who I am
I wish that I felt passion once again
Here’s the lyrics UwU
Joanna
ive only recently found ur music/channel & it’s so good they’re bops i love 10/10
victoria vernassa
at the part of the song when the screen went black all i saw was my reflection in my laptop screen and the lyrics hit me so hard, this is how music is supposed to make you feel, thank you for this