Deserve This
Circa Waves Lyrics


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There's far, too many summers
I haven't seen or lived
But I'll only love her
To chase a dream, I miss you

Yeah the car drives to the suburbs
I've never seen her craved
All my home comforts, the TV screen
The nights with you

Oh and why do I deserve this?
I was never good on purpose
So why, oh why?

It's far, too many summers
I haven't seen her live
But I'll only love her
To chase a dream, I miss you

Oh and why do I deserve this?
I was never good on purpose
Oh why do I deserve this?
I was never good on purpose





Oh why, oh why?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Circa Wavess song Deserve This are about the singer's longing for his past memories with a former lover. He reminisces about the endless summers he's missed and how he's unable to feel happy without her. Despite their breakup, he still loves her and wants to chase a dream with her once again. He recognizes that he might not deserve her as he was never intentionally good to her.


The singer talks about driving to the suburbs, a place he's never been, and how it reminds him of the time he spent with her, enjoying the simple pleasures of home comforts and TV screens. He misses the moments they shared together at night, but now he feels lost and wants her back. The repetition of the phrase "why do I deserve this" highlights the singer's guilt and uncertainty about his past actions, and his longing for a second chance with his lover.


Overall, the song is about regret and longing, and how past actions can affect the present. It's a heartfelt plea for forgiveness and a desire to relive a lost love. The lyrics are poignant and relatable, evoking a sense of nostalgia and melancholy.


Line by Line Meaning

There's far, too many summers
I have lived too few summers and have missed out on many experiences.


I haven't seen or lived
I have not been able to experience all that life has to offer.


But I'll only love her
Despite all of this, I will always love her.


To chase a dream, I miss you
My desire to pursue a dream is causing me to miss being with her.


Yeah the car drives to the suburbs
In order to chase my dream, I am willing to drive to far away places.


I've never seen her craved
I have never been so obsessed with her that I couldn't live without her.


All my home comforts, the TV screen
Despite being away, I find comfort in the familiarities of home like TV.


The nights with you
But most of all, I miss spending nights with you.


Oh and why do I deserve this?
I cannot understand why I am in this situation.


I was never good on purpose
I did not intentionally do anything to deserve this.


So why, oh why?
I am left questioning why these things are happening to me.


It's far, too many summers
Once again, I have lived too few summers and am missing out on too much.


I haven't seen her live
I am missing out on experiencing life with her.


Oh why do I deserve this?
I still cannot understand why I am being put through this.


I was never good on purpose
Once again, I did not deserve this based on my actions.


Oh why, oh why?
I am left with so many unanswered questions and cannot find clarity.




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