His English Vocaloid songs “Copycat” and “Goodbye” are featured in the global version of SEGA/Colorful Palette’s mobile rhythm game, Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage!.
His song “Ten Thousand Stars” was the winning pick of the Miku Expo 2016 song contest, which has been performed live worldwide for thousands of people. A variety of his songs have also been featured in “Vocamerica”, a US-based concert project focused on promoting English Vocaloid works. He has also created demo songs for Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka, Kaito, Cyber Diva, and many others.
Other prominent works include “Karma (feat. Creep-P)”, “Insanity”, and “Circus Monster”.
MEMORY
Circus-P Lyrics
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I saw my life embrace the world in its concept
They made me a prisoner
They held me tight
Force of regulation, oppression concealed up high
Aiming my memories
Personal experience
I committed the crime, and It's not like I remember
And sing to the night
To know all the secrets of this loveless world
And let everyone know
Know about beauty
The limit's the mind
The heart and the soul
The flames of desire corrupted and torn
The planets will conspire
The elliptic orb will fall apart
Distorting time
The memory fades away, into light
Stardust will enchoir
A song in a thousand years
The song of men
Eternal struggle, of the mind
We're upon the design, of the universe
Justified by meanings, and forgotten by all
They cannot harm me in life
From the moment I was born
I cannot be destroyed
From a thunder's flashing strike
I became a thought
I want to run free
And sing to the night
To know all the secrets of this loveless world
And let everyone know
Know about beauty
The limit's the mind
The heart and the soul
The flames of desire corrupted and torn
The planets will conspire
The elliptic orb will fall apart
Distorting time
The memory fades away, into light
Stardust will enchoir
A song in a thousand years
The song of men
Eternal struggle, of the mind
As I see my body
Lie still before me
I see that the truth was not to be found in that life
I see two souls
They're chanting victory
One is making love, while the other flies away
I want to run free
And sing to the night
To know all the secrets of this loveless world
And let everyone know
Know about beauty
The limit's the mind
The heart and the soul
The flames of desire corrupted and torn
The planets will conspire
The elliptic orb will fall apart
Distorting time
The memory fades away, into light
Stardust will enchoir
A song in a thousand years
The song of men
Eternal struggle, of the mind
In Circus-P's song Memory, the singer takes a walk down memory lane, reflecting on the past and how things have changed. He's searching for someone to blame and at the same time, learning about himself and his past mistakes. He hints at his struggles with depression and rage, which are fueled by sorrow and pain. Despite the struggles, he's trying to make positive changes by starting anew and leaving his demons behind. The singer talks about addiction and how drugs help him cope with the pain, at the same time acknowledging their impact on his health. He also touches on his desire for material possessions, such as a new bezel or a wraith, and his willingness to use violence to protect himself and his entourage. Overall, the song is a reflection on one's past while acknowledging the present struggles and looking towards a better future.
Line by Line Meaning
Took a trip down memory lane
Reflecting on my past experiences
Nothing's the same
Changes have occurred over time
Searching for a person to blame
Trying to assign responsibility to someone else
Learning with age
Gaining knowledge as I grow older
My demons wanna come out to play
The negative parts of my personality want to surface
But they in a cage
I am controlling those negative parts
Fueled by depression and rage
My emotions are motivating me
Sorrow and pain
My dominant feelings
Speaking up the sorrow and pain
Expressing my negative emotions
I'm running away
Avoiding my problems
But I think that it's time for a change
Realizing the need for transformation
A brand new slate
A fresh start
The Ice thin but still I skate
I am continuing despite the dangers
I Guess I'm brave
I am showing courage
Or maybe it's the drugs taking over all this pain
My substance use is helping me cope
I don't need an umbrella I guess I'm used to the rain
I am accustomed to unpleasant circumstances
The way I act out in public you'd think I do it for the fame
My behavior in public is negatively perceived
But I'm true to the music my nigga this is not a game
I am authentic to my craft
Point to my wrist in the clutch and everybody loving my wave
I am successful and people admire me for it
I tried to work a 9-5 and that shit was slavery
I was unhappy with a conventional job experience
But I stuck to my grind went to work and made it pay for me
I persisted and succeeded
These niggas gone hate, want me dead say they gone pay for me
Others will try to bring me down out of jealousy
And so I stay strapped wit that blick it ain't no catchin me
I am prepared for conflict
The woman the weed and the weather that shit the recipe
The combination of women, drugs, and environment is ideal
I carried my talents back to Lakeland think that was made for me
I believe my hometown is where I am supposed to be
I still got a piece of my city won't stay away from me
My connection to my hometown remains strong
You ask me how I'm doin inside it's day to day for me
My emotions fluctuate
My mama told me to watch my lungs they fading away
My mother warned me about the effects of smoking
I smoke an ounce a day to keep depression away
I am using marijuana for therapeutic purposes
Woods glass or wax which one should I choose today
I am deciding what form of marijuana to consume
I'm in love wit all the drugs they keep the pain away
Substances help me deal with emotional distress
It's like with every other hit I see a brighter day
Substances give me a sense of hope and happiness
Either that or them xannys they take the pain away
Xanax also helps me cope with suffering
I been sippin so much purple turned my liver grey
My excessive use of lean is damaging my health
Tryina fill this void but honestly too much fucking space
I am struggling to find meaning in my life
I been movin state to state I'm tryna find my place
I am looking for a sense of belonging
Fucked around and found a super model give me face
I have had romantic success
Movin in this chally you would think I'm on the chase
I am in a fast car and apparently in a hurry
150 on the dash but this is not a race
I am speeding but not competing with anyone
I'm on my own level
I am unique
can't nobody take my place
I am confident in my identity
I need me a new bezel
I want a new watch
Fuck that shit I need a wraith
Actually, I want a fancy car instead
It's Petal to the metal
I am driving recklessly
Put my mom in new a space
I have plans to make my mother more comfortable
I got it out the gutter
I have risen from difficult circumstances
I got Steak all on my plate
I am successful now
Fuck nigga you don't want static
Others should avoid conflict with me
Pull up on me and my niggas gone spazz
My friends and I will react aggressively
I got skeletons in my closet
I have secrets that I do not want exposed
I don't GB but my entourage move when I move so don't to touch my Patek
I do not gossip but those around me will defend me
Don't be mistaken I keep that bitch on me them bullets they fly like lightening
I am armed for safety
I ain't really in to fightin naw
I prefer not to engage in physical fights
Me I rather I just knock em off
I would rather eliminate an opponent in another way
Shoot like curry I like to ball
I am good at aiming and scoring in basketball
And my glock hold 30 and all
My gun has a large magazine capacity
Legal wit papers ain't dirty at all
My gun ownership is legal and documented
Won't lose a wink about murdering y'all
I am not bothered by the idea of killing others
You niggas pussy you fertile and all
I consider my enemies weak
I am not worried bout none of you niggas you niggas is goofy
I am not concerned about my opponents
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Eduardo Mariné
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