Constant Knot
City and Colour Lyrics


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How much would you bet
That if I tried hard enough
I would spontaneously combust?
I wish I could disappear
And run away from all of my fears
I think I'm coming undone

So stay the night
I promise that I won't bite
'Cause without you there
I don't think I could close my eyes

How do I end up this way?
A constant knot in my gut
Tied with uncertainty and with lust
A classic case, I suppose
A haunted man who can't out run his ghosts
They're in my skin, in my bones

So stay the night
I promise that I won't bite
'Cause without you there
I don't think I could close my eyes





And now I sing

Overall Meaning

these words
And hope that someone's listening
It's hard to find your way alone
So I'll keep on screaming at the top of my lungs


The lyrics of City and Colour's song Constant Knot delve into the internal struggles and insecurities that often accompany loneliness and uncertainty. The first two lines of the song ask, "How much would you bet That if I tried hard enough I would spontaneously combust?" This line suggests that the singer feels overwhelmed and may be on the verge of breaking down. They wish they could disappear, and run away from their fears. The following verses explore the singer's feelings of being lost and haunted by their ghosts. Despite their internal turmoil, they plead with their lover to "stay the night" because they can't bear to be alone.


The chorus of the song is a vulnerable admission that the singer feels like they are constantly tied up in a knot of uncertainty and lust. They feel like a "haunted man who can't out run his ghosts" and are tormented by their inner demons that "are in [their] skin, in [their] bones." The song concludes with the singer's plea for someone to hear their cries for help, as they continue to scream at the top of their lungs.


Line by Line Meaning

How much would you bet
I'm in a bad place and feel like I might not make it


That if I tried hard enough
I feel like I'm trying hard but it's not enough


I would spontaneously combust?
I might just explode from everything going on inside me


I wish I could disappear
I want to escape my problems and run away


And run away from all of my fears
I'm scared of what might happen if I stay in this situation


I think I'm coming undone
I feel like I'm falling apart


So stay the night
Please don't leave me alone


I promise that I won't bite
I won't hurt you


'Cause without you there
I need you to feel safe


I don't think I could close my eyes
I'm afraid of what might happen if I go to sleep


How do I end up this way?
I don't understand how things got so bad


A constant knot in my gut
I feel a constant sense of anxiety and dread


Tied with uncertainty and with lust
I'm confused and conflicted about my feelings


A classic case, I suppose
I'm not the only one who feels this way


A haunted man who can't out run his ghosts
My past is still affecting me and I can't escape it


They're in my skin, in my bones
My past is a part of me and it's always with me


And now I sing
This is my way of expressing my pain and trying to move on




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Dallas Green

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