1) A swedish power metal band … Read Full Bio ↴There are four bands named Civil War:
1) A swedish power metal band formed by ex-Sabaton members Daniel Mÿhr, Daniel Mullback, Oskar Montelius and Rikard Sundén in early 2012. The band brought out their first, self-titled EP later the same year, featuring four original songs, as well as a metal cover version of the Nelly Furtado song 'Say it right'.
2) An aggressive hardcore band from Sydney, Australia, featuring ex-members of Persist and influenced by New York hardcore, crossover and 80s thrash.
3) A now defunct ska/punk/hardcore band from the Netherlands.
4) An underground hip-hop project by Infinity Gauntlet.
My Own Worst Enemy
Civil War Lyrics
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Set sail for your haven
The fury of mine is always clear
Bout fear, you've felt it all your life
For me there's a reason
To kill for the treason
A conflict increasing in my mind
So why am I the one to blame
[Chorus:]
Freedom fighter, heathen lighter
Tell me how I am
You know, I'm own worst enemy
Freedom fighter you enlighten
Shadow of the sun
I'll be marching for the savior
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
The crimes of a father
The sins of a mother
Are you one of those
who never cares
about love cause you've seen
it all your life
You know that I've never
Has been taken for clever
Guess I am a pagan for the run
I know that life is not the same
You're controlling the game
The lyrics of "My Own Worst Enemy" by Civil War delve deep into the inner conflicts and contradictions within oneself. The wings of the raven sailing towards the singer's haven symbolize the singer's desire for his own personal freedom, but his fury is clouding his judgment. The singer acknowledges that a sense of fear has been present in his life, but he retaliates with reason, even if that means he has to fight for it. He grapples with the increasing internal conflict in his mind, as he struggles to understand why he is the only one to blame for his present situation. The chorus is a plea for clarity, as he battles with being his own worst enemy.
The second verse delves into the concept of nature vs. nurture, as the singer highlights how the sins and crimes of one's parents can affect one's own perception of love. The lines "Guess I am a pagan for the run" reveal how the singer has rebelled against society's norms and values, and he is now opposing the "game" that society has set up. Finally, the singer accepts that life is not the same for everyone, and it is the powerful who control the game of life.
Line by Line Meaning
The wings of the raven
The raven's wings symbolize the journey towards a safe place.
Set sail for your haven
Prepare to embark on a journey towards a personal safe place.
The fury of mine is always clear
My anger is always apparent and never hidden.
Bout fear, you've felt it all your life
You are no stranger to feeling afraid.
For me there's a reason
I have a purpose or justification for my actions.
To kill for the treason
I am willing to commit acts of violence in response to betrayal.
A conflict increasing in my mind
There is a growing tension or struggle within my thoughts.
So why am I the one to blame
Despite the inner turmoil, I am questioning why I am responsible.
I'm a brick in this game
I am a small piece in a larger conflict or struggle.
Freedom fighter, heathen lighter
I am fighting for freedom, but may be seen as disrespectful by others for my beliefs.
Tell me how I am
Please explain to me what you think about me or my actions.
You know, I'm own worst enemy
I acknowledge that I am hindering my own progress or success.
Freedom fighter you enlighten
I am fighting for freedom and would like to inspire others or promote awareness.
Shadow of the sun
The darkness or negative aspects that linger despite the light or positivity.
I'll be marching for the savior
I will commit to fighting for justice or being a part of a positive change.
I'm my own worst enemy
I am the biggest obstacle holding myself back.
The crimes of a father
The wrongful actions of a father figure or authority.
The sins of a mother
The wrongful actions or legacy of a mother figure.
Are you one of those
Do you fall into the category of individuals who do not care about love or compassion?
who never cares
Those who do not feel emotionally attached or compassionate towards others.
about love cause you've seen
Not caring about love because of negative experiences or perceptions.
it all your life
Experiencing these negative perceptions or experiences throughout their entire life.
You know that I've never
I have never experienced or achieved something.
Has been taken for clever
My intelligence or competence has been underestimated or overlooked.
Guess I am a pagan for the run
Perhaps I am seen as different or unaccepted in society, and have to run away from it all.
I know that life is not the same
I recognize that life is unpredictable and can be full of changes.
You're controlling the game
You have power or influence over a situation or outcome.
Contributed by Jayden E. Suggest a correction in the comments below.