Vortex
Claire Renee' Lyrics

Wouldn’t it be nice to fly?
Isn't it a wonderful thought to escape and soar freely above life's challenges?

Everyday I try and try
Each day, I put in the effort to overcome my obstacles and pursue my dreams.

But my fears get in the way
However, my anxieties and insecurities often hinder my progress.

Man I
I find myself overwhelmed by this situation.

Don’t know why
I am puzzled by my inability to understand the reasons behind my struggles.

Yo sometimes I feel so behind
There are moments when I feel as if I'm lagging behind others in my journey.

I’ve been searching
I have been actively looking for solutions or direction.

Yet to find a sign
Despite my efforts, I have yet to discover any guiding indicators or hope.

It's been such a lonely climb
The journey toward my goals has felt isolating and solitary.

Is this truly by design?
I question whether this sense of loneliness is part of some greater plan.

Let me get out of this vortex
I long to escape this overwhelming cycle that traps me.

Rearrange my view
I wish to shift my perspective on my situation.

Lay down for a moment
I want to pause and rest for a while, allowing myself to reflect.

And wake up in a new mood
I hope to awaken with a renewed sense of optimism and energy.

Everything I wanna be is already within
All the qualities and potential I aspire to possess are inherently a part of me.

I’m on the edge of the pool
I am at the brink of taking a decisive step towards change.

I just have to jump in
I only need the courage to leap into the unknown to embrace my potential.

Let me get out of this vortex
I wish to break free from the entrapment of this chaotic cycle.

Rearrange my view
I seek to alter my mindset regarding my circumstances.

Lay down for a moment
I want to take a brief respite to regroup my thoughts.

And wake up in a new mood
I crave to rise with an invigorated and hopeful outlook.

Everything I wanna be is already within
All my aspirations and desires are inherently present in my essence.

I’m on the edge of the pool
I stand ready to make a transformative decision.

I just have to jump in
All that remains is for me to take the plunge into new possibilities.

I would feel much more wise
If I practiced self-reflection, I would gain greater insight and wisdom.

If sometimes I took my own advice
I realize that I could benefit from adhering to my own counsel at times.

If I chose to follow my lead
Should I decide to trust my instincts and guidance.

I’d be where I wanna be
I would reach my desired destination if I acted on my own wisdom.

I ain’t even gonna lie
I am being completely honest about my feelings.

In my lonesome
While I am alone, I often struggle with my emotions.

I breakdown and cry
I experience moments of vulnerability that lead to crying.

But when I finish
However, once I have processed these feelings.

And I’ve dried my eyes
After I have composed myself and stopped crying.

I feel like I can rise
I regain my strength and feel capable of moving forward.

Let me get out of this vortex
I yearn to escape the cycle of overwhelm and uncertainty.

Rearrange my view
I desire to shift my perspective to see things differently.

Lay down for a moment
I want to take a break to collect my thoughts.

And wake up in a new mood
I hope to arise with a revitalized spirit.

Everything I wanna be is already within
The qualities I wish to embody are inherently part of who I am.

I’m on the edge of the pool
I stand poised to make a significant choice.

I just have to jump in
I need to gather the courage to embrace uncertainty and take action.

Get me out this vortex
I urgently seek to escape this cycle of chaos.

I can’t
I feel powerless in this situation.

Get me out this vortex
I plead for liberation from my current turmoil.

I can’t
I find myself locked in despair and unable to take action.

I need a reboot
I crave a fresh start or reset in my life.

I need an update
I feel it is essential to refresh my perspective and outlook.

Maybe travel somewhere
Perhaps exploring new places could provide me with clarity.

Take in a new space
Experiencing different environments might shift my mindset.

I’m so locked in
I am deeply engrossed in my current situation.

That I feel locked out
Yet I feel disconnected and isolated from the outside world.

Never felt so in tune
I have never been more aware of my feelings.

With so much doubt
At the same time, I am plagued by significant uncertainty.

I scream so loud
I express my frustrations vocally in an attempt to be heard.

Into the ether
I release my emotions into the void, hoping they resonate somewhere.

But it don’t even matter
Ultimately, my efforts seem futile and ineffective.

If nobody hears ya
It's disheartening to feel unheard and unnoticed.

Give me 6 feet
I need space from those around me as I navigate my feelings.

Nigga back up
I’m urging those around me to maintain their distance.

The way I’m feelin right now
Given my current emotional state and struggles.

Might get you smacked up
I warn that my agitation could lead to confrontation.

Caught in a huge whirlwind
I feel engulfed in chaos and emotional turbulence.

Spiraling all out of control
My thoughts and emotions are unravelling, creating a loss of direction.

Keeps pulling me in so strong
This turmoil consistently draws me back into its grip.

Slowly losing all the fight in my soul
I am gradually feeling defeated and depleted of my spirit.

I need a reboot
I desire a restart to my current situation.

I need an update
I long to refresh my mindset and perspective.

Maybe travel somewhere
Visiting new locations may help in altering my outlook.

Take in a new space
Experiencing different environments may shift my frame of reference.

I’m so locked in
I feel deeply confined in my present circumstances.

That I feel locked out
Yet, this confinement leads me to feel estranged from the rest of the world.

Never felt so in tune
I have never been more acutely aware of my internal struggles.

With so much doubt
While simultaneously grappling with profound uncertainty.