James Stinson chose the alias, 'Clarence G' as a reference to an author 'Clarence G. Hamilton' who wrote books regarding music theory and music history. Some of the titles of the books are:
- Epochs in Musical Progress
- Outlines of Music History
- Sound: And Its Relation To Music
- Touch and Expression in Piano Playing
Drexciya, James Stinson, were very secretive in their production techniques and influences, but this is one of many Drexciyan mysteries solved.
Runnin From Nothin
Clarence Lyrics
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Somewhere farther than I can see
You're always right behind my back
Whenever I look I feel attacked
Back the fuck off
You're not gonna make me feel soft
Don't you have a life of your ownYou only try to make me feel alone
I'm running from nothin' right now
I'm tryna make up for lost ground
I'm lookin' for any way
To have somethin' save the day
Why must you exist
Where the hell's your cease and desist
All I want is some peace of mind
But with you it feels a crime
So you won't leave
To be fair I'm a bit relieved
Guess we'll fight all through the night
Then I'll learn to love you in the light
I'm running from nothing right now
Although it seems I'm losing ground
I'll keep on tryna find the faith
That something will save the day
In "Runnin From Nothin," Clarence explores the themes of internal conflict and emotional turmoil, framing the personal struggle as a confrontation between the self and the looming presence of another. The initial lines convey a feeling of being trapped, suggesting a relationship or situation that feels suffocating. The singer’s desire for distance is evident; they yearn to escape to a far-off place "somewhere farther than I can see," symbolizing a longing for an unreachable sanctuary where they can find solace. However, the closeness of the other person, always lurking just behind, creates a sense of paranoia and defensiveness — the singer feels under siege, as though their personal space and autonomy are being invaded. The imagery of feeling "attacked" suggests that the presence of this person is not only unwelcome but also contributes to a deteriorating mental state.
The second stanza shifts to a more confrontational tone, as the singer openly challenges the intruder’s behavior. The lines "Back the fuck off" express a fierce rejection of the attempts to undermine their emotional strength; there is a refusal to become "soft," or vulnerable, in the context of an unhealthy relationship. This defiance reflects a broader existential concern where the other person, rather than supporting the singer, seems intent on feeding their loneliness and insecurity. The rhetorical question — “Don’t you have a life of your own?” — highlights a frustration over the perceived self-absorption of the other individual, suggesting that their actions are driven by their own unresolved issues rather than genuine concern for the singer’s well-being. This creates an atmosphere of resentment and a desperate search for independence.
As the song progresses, the line "I’m running from nothin' right now" encapsulates a paradoxical realization. Here, running becomes a metaphor not just for escape but also for the search for purpose and meaning amidst confusion. The singer acknowledges the futility of their chase; they are "trying to make up for lost ground," which conveys a sense of regret for missed opportunities and a longing to reclaim agency in their life. The search for "any way to have something" implies a desperate hope that an external force or revelation might intervene. The phrase "save the day" evokes classic hero narratives, implying that the singer believes in the possibility of salvation from their current plight, even if it feels elusive at this moment.
The final stanzas portray a complex blend of resignation and hope. The singer grapples with the presence of this other person and expresses a reluctant acceptance — "to be fair I'm a bit relieved" suggests that there is a comfort found in the known struggle, even amidst the chaos. This acceptance leads to the idea of conflict becoming a necessary part of learning and growth: "Guess we'll fight all through the night / Then I'll learn to love you in the light." The juxtaposition of night and light signifies a transformation from chaos to clarity, hinting at the idea that enduring the fight may build a stronger foundation for understanding and connection. The repetitive notion of "running from nothing" speaks to a deeper journey of confronting inner fears, and despite setbacks, the singer resolves to maintain faith that brighter days will come — a message of resilience resonating throughout the lyrics.
Line by Line Meaning
Run away from me
Flee from my presence to escape the turmoil that surrounds us.
Somewhere farther than I can see
Seek refuge in a place beyond my reach or perception, where I cannot follow.
You're always right behind my back
Your constant presence shadows me, making me feel vulnerable and exposed.
Whenever I look I feel attacked
Every time I glance over my shoulder, I sense an impending confrontation or judgment.
Back the fuck off
I demand you to give me space and stop encroaching upon my emotional boundaries.
You're not gonna make me feel soft
I refuse to let your pressures or manipulations weaken my resolve.
Don't you have a life of your own
Why are you so focused on me instead of finding your own purpose or happiness?
You only try to make me feel alone
Your actions seem intent on isolating me or creating a sense of solitude in my life.
I'm running from nothin' right now
Currently, I'm escaping an intangible threat that doesn't truly exist.
I'm tryna make up for lost ground
I’m striving to regain a sense of normalcy or progress after facing setbacks.
I'm lookin' for any way
I'm searching for any possible solution or opportunity to turn things around.
To have somethin' save the day
Hoping to discover something or someone that can rescue me from my troubles.
Why must you exist
I question the necessity of your presence in my life, given the turmoil you bring.
Where the hell's your cease and desist
I long for a definitive request for you to stop interfering in my life.
All I want is some peace of mind
My only desire is to find tranquility and mental clarity amidst the chaos.
But with you it feels a crime
Your presence complicates my quest for peace, making it feel almost impossible.
So you won't leave
Despite the tension, you refuse to walk away from this conflict.
To be fair I'm a bit relieved
Paradoxically, there's a sense of comfort in your refusal to abandon me.
Guess we'll fight all through the night
I anticipate enduring this struggle and confrontation until the dawn breaks.
Then I'll learn to love you in the light
Ultimately, I hope to understand and appreciate you more positively when clarity is restored.
I'm running from nothing right now
I am currently evading a phantom threat that lacks substance.
Although it seems I'm losing ground
Even though it may appear that I am making no progress, I persist in my journey.
I'll keep on tryna find the faith
I will continue my efforts to believe in the possibility of better outcomes ahead.
That something will save the day
I remain hopeful that eventually a solution will emerge to redeem my situation.
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Written by: Satchel Moore, Wyatt Harte
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