ヒトリゴト
ClariS Lyrics

ヒトリゴトだよ 恥ずかしいこと
It's a secret and it's something embarrassing

聞かないでよね
Please don't ask me about it

キミノコトだよ でもその先は
It's about you, but I can't say anything beyond that

言わないけどね
But I won't say anything

掛け違えてる
I'm getting my wires crossed

ボタンみたいなもどかしさを
It's like a button that I can't seem to release

ほどけないまま
It's still not untangled

また難しくしようとしてる
And I keep making it even more complicated

伝えたい気持ちは今日も
Today too, I have feelings I want to convey

言葉になる直前に
But just before the words come out

変換ミスの連続で
I keep making mistakes in translation

ため息と一緒に飲みこんだら
And I heave a sigh and swallow them together

ほろ苦い
It's a bittersweet feeling

ふとしたときに 探しているよ
I'm always searching for it, even when I'm not aware of it

君の笑顔を 探しているよ
I'm searching for your smile

無意識の中 その理由は
I don't even know the reasons that lie in my subconscious

まだ言えないけど
I still can't say it

ひとりでいると 会いたくなるよ
Whenever I'm alone, I want to see you

誰といたって 会いたくなるよ
Even if I'm with someone else, I still want to see you

たった一言 ねえどうして ah
I just want to say one thing, but why can't I? Ah...

言えないその言葉
I can't say those words

言えないこの気持ち ah
I can't express these feelings

早く気づいてほしいのに
Even though I wish you would notice sooner

1000ピースある
It's like having a thousand puzzle pieces

パズルみたいな選択肢と
Having to choose between all these options is like a puzzle

想像力が 判断力の邪魔をしちゃう
My imagination often gets in the way of my judgment

つかめない気持ちは今日も
Today too, I can't quite grasp my feelings

可愛くない顔みせて
I make an unattractive face

自己嫌悪　プラス　後悔で
And I chastise myself and regret

ため込んだ「ごめんね」を
I've been holding onto an apology

吐きだすには ほど遠い
But it's still hard for me to say it

耳をすませば 聞こえてくるよ
If you listen closely, you can hear it

君の声だけ 聞こえてくるよ
I can only hear your voice

雑踏の中 気づかない
And in the hustle and bustle, I don't realize

ふりしているけど
Even though I pretend that I do

隣にいると 嬉しくなるよ
When you're next to me, I feel happy

遠くにいると 寂しくなるよ
When you're far away, I feel lonely

単純なこと でもどうして ah
Even though it's something simple, why can't I say it? Ah...

泣き出しそうな 空模様 (空模様)
The sky looks like it's about to cry

頬に一粒 雨かな (雨かな)
Is it a raindrop on my cheek?

不安定な心 傘で隠した
I hide my unstable heart under an umbrella

ヒトリゴトに 全部隠した
And I hide everything inside a secret

君のこと ほんとはずっと ah
The truth is, I've always...