Butterflies
Clay Hider Lyrics


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Butterflies turning inside
They got me feeling sick again
But they'll never win

You brush your hair
As if you don't care
And you smile for awhile again
Looking back at the time we spent together
You and I we were made to be forever
Driving down 95 with you
Hit the brakes now the shake's all over
Sorry 'bout your Jeep Cherokee
If you want, you can blame it on me

When I look to your eyes
All words leave my mind
And all I know is that you'll be forever, forever

Here and now in the time we spend together
You and I maybe we weren't right forever
Driving down 95 with you
Jamming out to our favorite tune

I didn't know it'd be the last time around
If I knew where you'd be I'd say it all now
And I thought it'd be perfect then
Yeah I thought it'd be perfect then
Walking through places we used to go to
I'm sinking in footsteps that you first walked through
I still hear your echo
While I see your distant glow

And it doesn't feel the same
When you glance my way
I wonder what's inside your head
Was it something I said

Looking back at the time we spent together
You and I we were not meant forever
Driving down 95 just me
And all I hear is that melody

The same car
The same song
Where you at when I need you
Heart breaks
My mind shakes




Yeah I thought we could pull through
But I miss those butterflies

Overall Meaning

The first verse of Clay Hider's song Butterflies talks about the feeling of excitement and nervousness that someone feels when they are around the person they love. These emotions are compared to butterflies turning inside and creating a sick feeling but in the end, they won't win. This can be interpreted as the butterflies of love might make the person feel vulnerable but they won't be strong enough to stop the love from happening.


The second verse reminisces about the time that the singer and their partner spent together. They were so in love and were meant to be forever. They drove down 95 together and listened to their favorite tunes. Unfortunately, during this drive, something happened that caused the Jeep Cherokee to stop abruptly and now the singer feels remorseful for it. The song expresses a feeling of longing for the past and a desire to be with their partner once again.


The song's chorus is also about looking back at the time when they were together and realizing that they were not meant to be forever. The singer is now alone and wishes that their partner was with them, even if it meant feeling sick from the butterflies of love.


Line by Line Meaning

Butterflies turning inside
Feeling anxious and nervous inside about something or someone


They got me feeling sick again
The nervousness is causing physical discomfort and unease


But they'll never win
Despite the anxiety, the person is determined not to let it control them


You brush your hair
The subject is trying to look good and presentable


As if you don't care
Despite the effort made, they want to come across as natural and unfazed


And you smile for awhile again
They are making an effort to be happy and positive


Looking back at the time we spent together
Reflecting on past memories and emotions


You and I we were made to be forever
Believing that the connection between the two of them was meant to be forever


Driving down 95 with you
Recalling a specific moment in time spent with this person


Hit the brakes now the shake's all over
A moment of panic or fear has passed and the person is feeling relieved


Sorry 'bout your Jeep Cherokee
Apologizing for something that went wrong during that specific moment in time


If you want, you can blame it on me
Taking responsibility for the situation and offering to take the blame


When I look to your eyes
Feeling captivated and hypnotized by the other person's eyes


All words leave my mind
Unable to speak or form thoughts when looking into the other person's eyes


And all I know is that you'll be forever, forever
Feeling certain and confident that the connection will last forever


Here and now in the time we spend together
Focusing on the present moment and the time spent with the other person


You and I maybe we weren't right forever
Acknowledging the possibility that the relationship may not last forever


Driving down 95 with you
Another specific moment in time spent with the other person, possibly with different emotions or outcomes


Jamming out to our favorite tune
Enjoying a moment together and bonding over shared interests


I didn't know it'd be the last time around
Regretting the fact that they did not realize it was the last time together


If I knew where you'd be I'd say it all now
Expressing regret for not having said everything they wanted to before it was too late


And I thought it'd be perfect then
Having had high hopes and expectations for the situation or relationship at that time


Walking through places we used to go to
Revisiting places that hold memories and emotions for them


I'm sinking in footsteps that you first walked through
Feeling submerged in the memories and emotions associated with that place


I still hear your echo
The person's presence or memory is still strongly felt


While I see your distant glow
Seeing glimpses of the other person or their memory at a distance


And it doesn't feel the same
Feeling that the emotions and connections they once had are no longer there


When you glance my way
Feeling ignored or disconnected when the other person pays attention elsewhere


I wonder what's inside your head
Curious or anxious about the other person's thoughts and emotions


Was it something I said
Trying to figure out if something they did or said caused the disconnect


You and I we were not meant forever
Realizing that the connection was not as deep or as long-lasting as initially thought


Driving down 95 just me
A solitary moment on the same road experienced with the other person earlier


And all I hear is that melody
Replaying the memory of the same song that was playing during that earlier moment


The same car
The same physical object as before that holds memories and emotions


The same song
The same music that was playing earlier during their shared moment


Where you at when I need you
Feeling a sense of longing or missing the other person


Heart breaks
Experiencing emotional pain and sadness


My mind shakes
Feeling mentally unstable and unsure due to the emotional pain


Yeah I thought we could pull through
Having had hope and confidence in the relationship or situation working out


But I miss those butterflies
Wishing for the initial feelings of excitement, attraction, and nervousness that they once experienced




Writer(s): Clay Hider

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@rickappleby7661

Great tune with wonderful lyrics! Keep up your fantastic ministry, and may God Bless you!

@christythompson287

God has given you an awesome voice. May He bless you in everything you do.

@xinyutopia

amazing work!! your song is absolutely beautiful 🥺 my mom and i love it

@juliameade3964

I love it so much! Amazing work!

@gracelyncate7374

love this so much !! u are so talented !

@eduardoavalos6799

I just saw your perfomance in Ghost and u have an amazing voice, already a big fan of you, greetings from México

@AnthemLightsLover

I loved it 💙❤️. You did awesome work/job. I love you Clay

@phattrantien9329

Hi clay . I was recommended this song by Spotify. It ‘s so good 😊

@steelerzfan8536

That really good your voice is awesome man keep up the good work

@miriamviars3551

I loved ittttt
the shots were absolutely gorgeous and your voice is incredible!

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