Enter Entirely
Cloud Nothings Lyrics

I thought I knew a way to be
I believed I had a path and a manner in which to exist

But I'm not right here
However, I don't feel satisfied or content in my current state

Feeling out on a limb because I'm out of my mind
I feel vulnerable and exposed because I am in a state of chaos and confusion

But it's fine
Although unsettling, I have come to accept and find peace in my state of mind

I've had a lot of time alone
I have spent an extensive period by myself

Disintegrating
Feeling as though my mental and emotional state is gradually falling apart

Watching all of the hours with a bottle of wine
Spending time observing as life passes me by, while numbing my emotions with drinking

What a life
A statement of irony, acknowledging the sad and unsatisfactory nature of my current existence

I couldn't see a way to go
I couldn't envision a path forward for myself

I'm scared by failing
The fear of failing and not succeeding is paralyzing me

Just somebody alive ignoring all of the signs
Observing other people who seem to be moving forward and succeeding, despite ignoring the negative signs around them

That it's time
The feeling that it's time for me to make a change and move forward

To make a repair of surroundings
To begin repairing and improving my environment

To take a car out to the sea
To embark on a journey towards an unknown future

With nothing ever in the shadows
Without any hidden or unknown factors in my life

And in nothing I believe
Expressing a lack of faith or hope in anything

And now the lights are turning on here
Now that things are starting to change, there is a sense of clarity and hope

My mind has fallen
My emotions and thoughts have been heavily impacted by my struggles and challenges

And taken everything it knows now
And absorbed all the lessons and experiences to help in moving forward

About belonging
What it means to truly belong and feel fulfilled in life

There's someone I would like to be if I could be but
There is a version of myself I aspire to be, but it's difficult to achieve

The path is frightening
Acknowledging fear and uncertainty on the path towards self-improvement

So when I fall away then I would like to see
If I ever falter, I hope to gain clarity and understanding from that experience

I enter entirely
To fully and completely commit myself to this journey of self-discovery and fulfillment

My world looks like I had only dreamed
Life is starting to appear how I always imagined it would in my dreams

Cutting up pieces of life and reality
Breaking down and analyzing aspects of life and reality to better understand myself and my place in the world

And now I'm there
I've reached a place of fulfillment and contentment

And when I think about the time
Reflecting on the progress made and the time it took to get here

I start to see again
Gaining a new perspective and understanding of myself and the world

Moving on but I still feel it
Although I am moving forward, I still feel the struggles and challenges of the past

You're just a light in me now
Acknowledging the positive influence others have had on my journey

You, you're a light in me now
Reinforcing the idea that others have been instrumental in helping me achieve a better version of myself