Bitter Pills
Cog Lyrics


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Unaware of the model,
I was taught to follow.
Baptised through the grapevine,
Rescued by a daydream,
Back down where I,
Found the open door.

The open door,
I was before.
The open door.

And from the maps that I'd followed,
Came the thoughts that I'd borrowed.
A bitter pill I swallowed,
Cleaned my mind out,
So I could explore.
Plagiarised my reactions,
All my life an abstraction,
But if I'm more than memories,
Makes me wonder,
Who I was before.

I was before,
The open door.
I was before.

I know what I am,
In this light I stand,
Can I overcome,
That space that time demands?
Reincarnation,
I'm back from everywhere,
Know that I'll become,
The thoughts that lead me there.

Turned my back on the drama,
And ostracised my karma,
I threw away all my armour,
Trying to find out,
Who I was before.

I know what I am,
In this light I stand,
Can I overcome,
The time that space demands?
Reincarnation,
I can't remember,




Who I was,
Who I was!

Overall Meaning

In the song "Bitter Pills" by Cog, the lyrics are about a journey of self-discovery and breaking away from societal norms to find true individuality. The first verse talks about being unaware of the model and being taught to follow. This could refer to societal norms and expectations that are ingrained in us from a young age, shaping our actions and thoughts. The baptism through the grapevine could symbolize being influenced by others and their beliefs, but then being rescued by a daydream and finding the open door to individuality. The chorus, "The open door, I was before. The open door," could mean that this sense of individuality was always within, but it was concealed by societal expectations and models.


The second verse delves deeper into the journey of self-discovery, where the singer reflects on the maps they followed, which led to borrowed thoughts and a bitter pill they had to swallow. This could represent conforming to societal expectations and having to take a bitter pill to break free from that mold. The singer then goes on to talk about plagiarizing their reactions and living an abstract life, but they question whether they are more than just memories. This line could mean that the singer has realized that there is more to them than what society has shaped them to be, and they are questioning their true identity. The chorus repeats, emphasizing the importance of individuality.


The bridge talks about turning one's back on drama and karma, and throwing away armor to find out who they were before. This could symbolize shedding the weight of societal expectations and embracing true individuality. The final chorus goes on to question reincarnation and not remembering who they were, which could imply that true individuality is transcendent to time and space.


Line by Line Meaning

Unaware of the model,
I didn't know the pattern to follow in life.


I was taught to follow.
I was instructed to conform to societal expectations.


Baptised through the grapevine,
I learned through hearsay and rumors.


Rescued by a daydream,
My imagination saved me from a monotonous life.


Back down where I,
I returned to a familiar place.


Found the open door.
I found a new opportunity to explore.


The open door,
The opportunity to be free.


I was before.
I existed before I was stifled by societal expectations.


And from the maps that I'd followed,
My life was influenced by other people's experiences.


Came the thoughts that I'd borrowed.
I adopted ideas that weren't originally mine.


A bitter pill I swallowed,
I had to accept the harsh truth of my reality.


Cleaned my mind out,
I purged my mind of external influence.


So I could explore.
To find my true self and path in life.


Plagiarised my reactions,
I copied other people's behaviors and emotions.


All my life an abstraction,
My life felt artificial and disconnected.


But if I'm more than memories,
If there is more to me than my past experiences,


Makes me wonder,
It leads me to question


Who I was before.
Who I truly am without outside influence.


I know what I am,
I now understand my identity.


In this light I stand,
I am confidently embracing my true self.


Can I overcome,
Can I surpass


That space that time demands?
The limitations and expectations of society.


Reincarnation,
I am reborn.


I'm back from everywhere,
I have explored and come back with new experiences.


Know that I'll become,
I am aware that my experiences shape who I am becoming.


The thoughts that lead me there.
My ideas and beliefs guide me forward.


Turned my back on the drama,
I avoided negative and toxic situations and people.


And ostracised my karma,
I disassociated myself from the consequences of my past actions.


I threw away all my armour,
I let go of my defenses and allowed myself to be vulnerable.


Trying to find out,
In search of


Who I was before.
My true identity and purpose.


I can't remember,
I have forgotten


Who I was,
My past self.


Who I was!
Exclaiming the feeling of being free from that identity.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: FLYNN ELIOT G GOWER, LUCIUS NICOLI BORICH, LUKE GOWER

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