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Discography :
2001 - Simple Music for a Complex Mind
2004 - So Normal It's Different
2007 - No
2008 - So It Goes
Motherly Love
Colby Stead Lyrics
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I've been leaving town,
Hoping you might chase me.
I try to call, but you don't hear me,
Still, you try to protect me -
Afraid the world and its ways might reject me.
Well, even though you are the one who made me,
You can't save me from everything.
You depend on me,
But have you even tried living without me?
Is that why deep down you hate me?
You're the one who let me do everything.
You're the one that told me
To you I am so dear.
So, why then can't you hold me?
Why are you not here?
Do you even miss me?
The lyrics of Colby Stead's song "Motherly Love" deal with the complexities of a mother-son relationship. The opening line, "Do you even miss me?" sets the tone for the song - the son is seeking validation and affection from his mother who he feels has been distant from him. He has been leaving town in the hopes that she will chase him and show him the love he desires. However, his attempts at communication are futile, and he is met with blame for everything.
Despite this, the mother tries to protect her son, afraid that he will be rejected by the world. The son recognizes that his mother is the one who made him, yet he feels that she cannot save him from everything, and he longs for her to show him the love and affection he craves. In the chorus, he asks why she is not there for him, why she cannot hold him or show him the love she promised him, questioning whether she even misses him.
The song is a poignant exploration of a troubled mother-son relationship, with the son seeking the affection he feels he has never received from his mother. It explores themes of abandonment, neglect, and missed opportunities for connection. Overall, "Motherly Love" is a resonant and moving portrayal of a relationship that is both deeply felt and fraught with complexity.
Line by Line Meaning
Do you even miss me?
Asks the question of whether or not the singer is missed by their mother.
I've been leaving town,
States that the singer has been physically leaving, perhaps to escape.
Hoping you might chase me.
Shares the singer's desire to have their mother reach out and show some concern.
I try to call, but you don't hear me,
Indicates that the artist has attempted to make contact but has been ignored or disregarded.
So then you blame me for everything.
Highlights the mother's tendency to place blame on her child for negative situations.
Still, you try to protect me -
Acknowledges the mother's efforts to care for and shield her child from harm.
Afraid the world and its ways might reject me.
Describes the mother's fear of how the world may treat or alienate her child.
Well, even though you are the one who made me,
Reminds the mother that she is responsible for bringing her child into the world.
You can't save me from everything.
Asserts that the mother is not capable of protecting her child from every harm or negative experience.
You depend on me,
Points out the mother's reliance on her child, possibly emotionally or financially.
But have you even tried living without me?
Asks the mother if she has considered what it would be like to not have her child in her life.
Is that why deep down you hate me?
Suggests that the mother harbors negative feelings towards her child due to feelings of dependence or fear of abandonment.
You're the one who let me do everything.
Points out the mother's role in allowing her child to grow and develop.
You're the one that told me
Acknowledges the mother's role as a figure of authority and guidance in her child's life.
To you I am so dear.
Expresses the mother's love for her child.
So, why then can't you hold me?
Questions the mother's lack of affection or physical presence in the child's life.
Why are you not here?
Highlights the mother's absence or lack of involvement in the child's life.
Contributed by Parker S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Shaun Brown
I grew up on this music, this, anthrax, my favourite songs was this and now its dark by anthrax. Can't beat the awesome sound of the 80s
Andrew Bates
Add some "Nuclear Assault" in to the deal and we have a winner!
Shyla Nicole
It's a shame bands like this are unknown but bands like imagine dragons are a sensation 😂
Andrew Bates
Imagine what??? Acid Reign!!!
Sirzechs Azazel
@Andrew Bates No problem! I do know most of the trivia regarding the "big bands". When it comes to smaller bands like these ones tho, that's where we younger metal heads need the help sometimes lol
Andrew Bates
@Sirzechs Azazel My apologies if you know this, but I'll assume you don't. The first track on that album "Flotsam and Jetsom" Is the band Jason Newstead formed before he joined "Metallica". I do however assume you know that "Kirk Hammet" was a founding member of "Exodus" before he joined "Metallica"...
Sirzechs Azazel
@Andrew Bates Will do, thanks for the recommendations!
Andrew Bates
Whilst my previous link is OK, here is the FULL album...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9BWYpN_Rqc&list=PLA2pu8u49n6ZB0NdvlaLkrQyckMXnc0Gs
Toby Durkin
Saw them twice in the 90's at Park Hall in Herefordshire and they were awesome! Saw them last year at Bloodstock and they destroyed the Sophie stage, eve rolled back the years and crowd surfed felt like I was a teenager again! \m/
Paul 'Skinner' Foreman
THEY SMASHED IT THIS YEAR TOO BRO!!