Deathbed
Combichrist Lyrics


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I killed you in me
I'm willing to die to seek cover
It leads me to my destiny
How I can never know what happened to me
Outcome none, outcome never makes any sense
Blinded through my eyes, all I see is red death paint
For fear in my head
White bright light
Fearless minds
Falling through again
I'm invincible
I see white lights and empty souls
Drags me down the well
Empty

I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
Deathbed

I killed you in me
I'm willing to live to start over
No sign of love, it's obsolete
I still feel lust in power
I'm still on the run
I'm still running away from you
And in this shadow I wait for you
Scream for you
In white light, my fearless mind
Falling through again
I'm invincible
I'm invincible
In white light I see my soul, drowning in a well
Lonely

I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
Deathbed

I killed
I killed you in me
I killed you
I killed you in me
I killed you
I killed you
I killed you
You in me
I killed you in me

I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed
Deathbed
I'm on my deathbed




Deathbed
Deathbed

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Combichrist's song "Deathbed" seem to be describing the singer's inner turmoil and struggle with their own identity. The lyrics "I killed you in me" and "I'm willing to die to seek cover" suggest a desire to escape from oneself and create a new identity. The line "No sign of love, it's obsolete" indicates a sense of isolation and detachment. The lyrics then describe the singer's attempt to find meaning and purpose, but to no avail. The line "Outcome none, outcome never makes any sense" suggests a sense of confusion and hopelessness.


The second half of the lyrics describe the singer's continued attempts to escape themselves and their past. The lines "I'm still running away from you" and "In this shadow I wait for you, scream for you" indicate a struggle with inner demons or past trauma. The mention of "white light" and "fearless mind" suggest a desire for clarity and strength in the face of these struggles. The repeated use of "deathbed" throughout the song suggests a sense of finality and mortality, perhaps indicating a desire for change or release from their inner turmoil.


Overall, the lyrics of "Deathbed" seem to be exploring themes of identity, isolation, and inner struggle. The repeated use of "I killed you in me" suggests a desire to shed one's past and create a new identity, while the lines "no sign of love" and "shadow I wait for you" suggest a deeper sense of alienation and detachment. The use of "deathbed" throughout the song, in combination with the themes of struggle and mortality, further emphasizes the sense of finality and urgency in the singer's desire to escape their inner turmoil.


Line by Line Meaning

I killed you in me
I destroyed a part of myself that was connected to you.


I'm willing to die to seek cover
I am willing to go to extreme lengths to protect what I have left.


It leads me to my destiny
It guides me towards what is meant to happen.


How I can never know what happened to me
I cannot comprehend the events that have led me to this point.


Outcome none, outcome never makes any sense
The result of my actions cannot be predicted and will never fully make sense.


Blinded through my eyes, all I see is red death paint
My vision is obscured by my violent thoughts and emotions, which consume me.


For fear in my head
I am paralyzed by the fear that resides in my mind.


White bright light
I see a bright light that symbolizes a sense of hope, purity, or transcendence.


Fearless minds
I am unafraid or have overcome my fears mentally.


Falling through again
I am failing or experiencing a setback.


I'm invincible
I feel untouchable or impervious to harm.


I see white lights and empty souls
I see others who are lost or without purpose.


Drags me down the well
I am pulled into a dark and despairing situation.


Empty
I am emotionally vacant or unfulfilled.


I'm willing to live to start over
I am willing to move on and begin anew.


No sign of love, it's obsolete
Love is absent or irrelevant in my life.


I still feel lust in power
I still crave control or dominance over others in some capacity.


I'm still on the run
I am still fleeing or evading something or someone.


And in this shadow I wait for you
I hide or lurk in the darkness, waiting for someone who may never appear.


Scream for you
I call out for someone, hoping to be heard or rescued.


In white light, my fearless mind
In moments of clarity, I am unafraid of the unknown.


In white light I see my soul, drowning in a well
Even in moments of hope, I see myself sinking into despair.


Lonely
I am alone or deserted.


I killed
I caused harm or destruction in some way.


I killed you in me
I eliminated all traces of you from myself.


You in me
The part of me that was once connected to you.


I'm on my deathbed
I am at the end of my life, whether physically or metaphorically.


Deathbed
A place or situation of finality or impending doom.




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Louis B

When I'm in the hospital bed dying, I want this being played. " I'M ON MY DEATH BED!!!!!!! DEATHBED!!!"

Abdaltu

Louis B same

Adra

exactly, this better rock out everyone in hospice for me.

Gabriel Montufar

😁👍🏼☠

Carlos Cisneros

Andy is fucking awesome w/ them vocals.

mykunakame悪くない

I've been on Combichrist this summer, and just came from Slipknot concert.. You know.. Both bands equally badass and has awesome live shows and high quality of sound and show itself. I enjoyed both very fucking much, even tho comparing them - they differs with sound and massiveness of audience, but quality and epicness do not differ much

theodore thompson

POKI CAT old skool slipknot shows were off the hook. They always kill it at Iowa shows...

Erik Nelson

Put me on a treadmill pre covid, I would run my body RAGGED to this jam. 10mph for 10 minutes LETS GO

Ken Ken

Andy has the coolest voice ever!! :D

Ronald Christian

2018!! Deathbed!!! will never get old

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