Hate How Much I Love You
Conor Maynard Lyrics

I crashed my car the other day
I was so caught up thinking about you that I crashed my car

Too busy thinking 'bout your face
I'm constantly distracted and preoccupied by thoughts of you

Even though I just saw you yesterday
I can't help but think about you all the time, even when I just saw you

Yeah, it's a hazard to my health
My infatuation with you is taking a toll on my mental and emotional well-being

I don't do nothin' for myself
I'm so consumed by my feelings for you that I neglect my own needs and desires

You made me turn up late for work again
My obsession with you caused me to be late for work, yet again

I'm talkin' 'bout, talkin' 'bout, talkin' 'bout, talkin' 'bout you, yeah
I can't seem to stop talking about you to my friends

To all of my, all of my, all of my friends at the room, yeah
My friends are tired of hearing me talk about you

They won't go back
Even my friends don't want to go back to the way things were before you came along

I hate how much I love you
I'm frustrated by how strongly I feel for you

And I hate how much I care
I wish I didn't care so much about you, but I can't help it

I spend all of my money and all my time
I'm willing to invest all of my resources into this relationship

'Cause I hate our love, I do
I hate how much power you have over me, but I can't help loving you

Yeah, I hate how much I love you, ooh
My love for you is frustrating and inconvenient, even though I can't stop feeling it

I emptied out my bank account
I spent all of my money on you, despite not being able to afford it

Just so that I could take you out
I'm willing to make financial sacrifices just to be with you

To somewhere that you never been before
I want to do everything in my power to impress and woo you

And I told my friends a thousand lies
I've been keeping secrets and lying to my friends in order to spend time with you

So I could be with you tonight
I'm willing to deceive my friends just to spend one more night with you

They don't believe a word I say no more
My friends have caught on to my lies and don't trust me anymore

I told myself I wouldn't fall but I broke my own rule, yeah
I promised myself I wouldn't get too attached, but I couldn't resist falling for you

When you're not around me, I swear, I got nothing to do, yeah
I feel empty and directionless when you're not around

It's makin' me wonder what I did before I had you, yeah
I'm reflecting on my life before I met you and can't believe how dull it was in comparison

I can't go back
I don't want to go back to a life without you in it