Red Pills
Cooliecut & Kin$oul Lyrics

Find, can't find
I am searching for my drugs, but cannot seem to find them.

Love you but these drugs aren't in on time
Although I have love for you, I cannot enjoy it right now because the drugs I desire are not available when I need them.

Can't find, can't find
Despite my searching efforts, I am still unable to locate the drugs I need.

You wouldn't like me when I'm angry
If I do not get my drugs soon, my mood will become negative and unpleasant to be around.

Okay, like, ain't got no heart, no patience
I do not have the emotional capacity or patience to handle this situation calmly.

Can't find love, I'm in the Matrix
My addiction to drugs has me feeling trapped in a reality where I cannot find or experience love.

Tryna put me in the system on a daily
I feel like society is constantly trying to control me and force me into a system that I do not want to be a part of.

Fuck the cops sending fucking baby
I am angry at law enforcement for targeting and harassing me, even when I am just trying to get my drugs and mind my own business.

Just tryna get a check, baby
All I am trying to do is make some money so that I can afford the drugs that I need.

But all these niggas actin' fuckin' shady
The people I am trying to get drugs from are not being honest or reliable, which is making the situation more difficult for me.

Shadows all around me
I feel like I am constantly being followed or watched by negative and dangerous forces.

Okay, like, what up
I am addressing whoever is listening to me at this moment.

Bitch, shut up, I'm stuck up
I am feeling defensive and aggressive, and want anyone who might be questioning me to stop talking and leave me alone.

Fuck that lil' bitch and she nut up
I am disrespecting and mistreating women, indicating a deeper issue with how I view and treat others.

After all that then she suck up
Even after treating someone poorly, I expect them to come back to me and continue to fulfill my desires.

Suck up, burp up, burp up, baby
I am dehumanizing and objectifying others, only seeing them as a means to an end for my own pleasure or gain.

Then I go home and go get me some sleep
After a long and stressful day of trying to find and acquire drugs, all I want to do is rest and escape from reality.

I'm so tired from playin' the sheep
I am exhausted from acting like I am not addicted to drugs and trying to fit in with society's expectations.

Fuck this Matrix (Fuck this Matrix)
I am rejecting and rebelling against the society and expectations that I feel are responsible for my addiction and suffering.

Life's a simulation (Life's a simulation)
I feel like everything in life, including my own experiences and choices, is predetermined or controlled by outside forces.

But I know how to play it (How to play it)
Despite feeling controlled and trapped, I still have some level of agency and control over my own life and choices.