The Self-Defeated
Covered in Snow Lyrics


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I will trust
I will last
I will love like the clown loves the laugh
I will hear
I will speak
I will love like the sailor loves the sea
And when you're lying down
I'll appreciate
All the time nothing happens
I think that's everything
When you're ill and worn out
From trying to take part
I will follow into the dark
When years pass us by
And the street stays the same
I will follow until the end
I will join
I will run
I will love like the kid loves the sun
I will smile
I will gleam
I will love like the teen loves the dream
And when you're lying down
I'll appreciate
All the time nothing happens
I think that's everything
When you're ill and worn out
From trying to take part
I will follow into the dark
When years pass us by
And the street stays the same
I will follow until the end
Why did I keep on digging my hole?
Now I'm down




I am down
Not getting up
Not getting up
Why did I keep on digging my hole?
Now I'm down
I am down
Not getting up
Not getting up
There's nothing more
Here is nothing to see
What should I do when there's no one like you?
There's nothing more
Here is nothing to see
What should I do when there's no one like you?
What should I do when there's no one like you?

Overall Meaning

In "The Self-Defeated" by Covered in Snow, the lyrics delve into the complexities of love, commitment, and the struggle against despair. The repeated affirmations of trust, endurance, and love create a sense of unwavering dedication that the singer feels toward someone significant in their life. These declarations, such as "I will love like the clown loves the laugh" and "I will love like the sailor loves the sea," symbolize the depth and playfulness of love, illustrating how it can bring joy and solace, much like laughter or the vastness of the ocean. The imagery presents love as an all-encompassing force, not just a feeling but a committed action. The singer finds beauty even in mundane moments, revealing that appreciation exists in the stillness of time when nothing noteworthy occurs, and this moment matters just as much as the joy and excitement of love.


As the song progresses, the idea of loyalty is further emphasized through the lines, "I will follow into the dark" and "I will follow until the end." These statements are powerful commitments to remain alongside the loved one, regardless of circumstances or challenges. They indicate a willingness to embrace both the light and dark moments of life together, which reflects a deep emotional bond. The notion that "when years pass us by, and the street stays the same," suggests a sense of stagnation amidst change, depicting the idea that love can remain steady even as other parts of life evolve. This juxtaposition of permanence within a shifting world enhances the theme of unwavering support, capturing an almost romantic ideal of love that endures time and troubles.


However, an undercurrent of struggle and disillusionment emerges as the lyrics transition into self-reflection. The repetition of the question, "Why did I keep on digging my hole?" suggests an acknowledgment of personal failures or a descent into despair. The metaphorical "hole" signifies a situation that has become increasingly difficult to escape, implying that the singer might have contributed to their predicament by incessantly pursuing unattainable ideals or engaging in self-destructive behaviors. The sense of resigned acceptance is palpable with the refrain "I am down, not getting up," indicating a surrender to feelings of hopelessness that contrast sharply with the previously vibrant affirmations of love and connection. This shift highlights the anguish that can accompany deep emotional investment when faced with internal struggles.


Finally, the repeated lines, "There's nothing more, here is nothing to see," reflect a sense of emptiness when the singer loses the connection they once cherished—“What should I do when there's no one like you?” This rhetorical question resonates with the profound loneliness felt in the absence of a significant other, amplifying the theme of defeat. The search for purpose in solitude and the anxiety of navigating life without that beloved presence are palpable throughout this contemplation. The lyrics emphasize the disorienting feeling of losing someone who brought joy and meaning, leaving the singer grappling with the realization that love, while powerful, can also lead to profound sorrow when it fades or becomes strained. Ultimately, "The Self-Defeated" serves as a poignant exploration of love's complexity, navigating the boundaries between devotion, struggle, and the deep scars of emotional exhaustion.


Line by Line Meaning

I will trust
I will place my faith


I will last
I will endure through challenges


I will love like the clown loves the laugh
I will embrace joy with an open heart, akin to a clown's delight in making others smile


I will hear
I will listen attentively


I will speak
I will express my thoughts freely


I will love like the sailor loves the sea
I will cherish deeply, much like a sailor's bond with the vast ocean


And when you're lying down
In your moments of vulnerability


I'll appreciate
I will recognize and value


All the time nothing happens
Even during periods of calmness or inactivity


I think that's everything
I believe that encompasses all that matters


When you're ill and worn out
During times of exhaustion and sickness


From trying to take part
From the effort to engage and belong


I will follow into the dark
I will support you even in uncertain and difficult times


When years pass us by
As time progresses and changes around us


And the street stays the same
While certain aspects of life remain unchanged


I will follow until the end
I will remain loyal and steadfast through all circumstances


I will join
I will participate willingly


I will run
I will move forward with enthusiasm


I will love like the kid loves the sun
I will love with the innocent and pure joy of a child's affection for warmth and light


I will smile
I will present a positive demeanor


I will gleam
I will shine with happiness or contentment


I will love like the teen loves the dream
I will pursue my passions with the fervor of youth chasing their aspirations


And when you're lying down
In your moments of rest or despair


I'll appreciate
I will recognize the significance of


All the time nothing happens
Even in times of stagnation or dullness


I think that's everything
I feel that sums up everything worthwhile


When you're ill and worn out
During your struggles and fatigue


From trying to take part
From the hard work of engaging with life


I will follow into the dark
I will accompany you through the shadowy paths of life


When years pass us by
As we journey through life, year by year


And the street stays the same
While certain things in the world remain unchanged


I will follow until the end
I will stay with you unwaveringly through thick and thin


Why did I keep on digging my hole?
I question my choices that led to my current struggles


Now I'm down
Now I feel defeated or ensnared


I am down
I am in a state of despair or defeat


Not getting up
I find it difficult to recover or rise again


Not getting up
I remain stuck in this downward spiral


Why did I keep on digging my hole?
I reflect on the mistakes that have led to my decline


Now I'm down
I acknowledge my current low state


I am down
I accept that I am trapped in this predicament


Not getting up
I struggle to find a way out


Not getting up
I feel immobilized by my situation


There's nothing more
I feel a sense of emptiness


Here is nothing to see
There is a lack of hope or substance in my surroundings


What should I do when there's no one like you?
I grapple with feelings of isolation in your absence


There's nothing more
I reiterate my feeling of emptiness


Here is nothing to see
This place feels devoid of life or purpose


What should I do when there's no one like you?
I seek guidance on how to move forward without your presence


What should I do when there's no one like you?
I find myself lost in your absence, unsure of my next steps




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Mikael Engström, Tom Hedlund

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