I Think I'll Disappear Now
Crash Test Dummies Lyrics


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Running into you like this without warning
Is like catching a sniff of tequila in the morning
But I'll try, I'll try to keep my food down
That's quite an aftertaste that you've left now that you're not around

You can just pretend we're not in the same room
Well, alright, I'll just mosey to the bathroom
You flew by like a summer vacation
And you left me with TV-movies and a messy kitchen

I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile, but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me

I'll buy a fast car, I'll drive fast from here
There's a beach I haven't seen since last year
It's far, but I like night drives;
It just makes it nicer when I do arrive

I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile, but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me

Aren't you going to miss me?
Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?

Well, you can bet that I'll forget how it was then:
All the drives to your farm for the weekend
But I've seen the swimsuit magazines
And I've smelled tequila the first thing in the morning

I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile, but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me

Aren't you going to miss me?
Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?
You are years away from me




Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?
One thing to me anymore.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Think I'll Disappear Now" by Crash Test Dummies depict the aftermath of a break-up. The singer runs into their former partner unexpectedly and is hit with a flood of memories and emotions. They compare the feeling to catching a whiff of tequila in the morning - a disagreeable and unexpected sensation. The singer is trying to keep their composure and not let the sight of their ex shake them up too much.


Despite the awkwardness, the singer feels like they can ignore their ex's presence and just pretend they're not in the same room. The painful memory of the breakup is contrasted with the pleasant memory of being on vacation with their ex-lover. However, the singer chooses to focus on moving forward and escaping their current reality. They plan to disappear for a while and take a solo road trip to the beach. They acknowledge that they will miss some aspects of their past relationship, but feel that it's time to move on and not dwell on the past.


Overall, "I Think I'll Disappear Now" deals with the complex emotions and aftermath of a break-up. The singer is trying to move on but is still haunted by memories of their former lover.


Line by Line Meaning

Running into you like this without warning
Meeting you unexpectedly is like experiencing an unwelcome sensation similar to taking a sudden shot of tequila in the morning


But I'll try, I'll try to keep my food down
Despite the unsettling feeling that seeing you brings to me, I will try to maintain my composure


That's quite an aftertaste that you've left now that you're not around
The memory of you lingers and it's not a pleasant one


You can just pretend we're not in the same room
You can ignore me if you want to


Well, alright, I'll just mosey to the bathroom
Fine, I'll just excuse myself and go to the bathroom


You flew by like a summer vacation
Your presence in my life was brief and leaves me longing for more


And you left me with TV-movies and a messy kitchen
After you left, all that remained were mundane distractions and a disorganized living space


I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
I want to escape and leave without making a big fuss


Just for awhile, but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me
I want to avoid social interactions and prefer to be alone in my bed, please excuse my absence


I'll buy a fast car, I'll drive fast from here
I want to experience a thrill and escape, so I plan to purchase a speedy vehicle and drive far away


There's a beach I haven't seen since last year
I want to visit an old familiar place that brings me comfort, but I haven't been there in a while


It's far, but I like night drives;
The destination is a long distance away, but I enjoy nighttime drives so it's worth it


It just makes it nicer when I do arrive
The journey to get there is tiring, but the arrival is worth the effort


Aren't you going to miss me?
Will you feel any sense of loss or desire for me when I'm gone?


Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?
Will you completely cut me out of your life and not speak to me at all?


Well, you can bet that I'll forget how it was then:
I will make an effort to forget about our past experiences together


All the drives to your farm for the weekend
I recall all the times I visited you on the farm for the weekend


But I've seen the swimsuit magazines
But now, I see other women in magazines wearing swimsuits and it makes me feel like I can move on


And I've smelled tequila the first thing in the morning
The memory of you lingers and it's not a pleasant one, much like the smell of tequila in the morning


You are years away from me
You are distant from me, both physically and emotionally


Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?
Will you completely cut me out of your life and not speak to me at all?


One thing to me anymore.
I am left wondering if you will ever speak to me again.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: BRAD ROBERTS

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@souzabox

[Verse 1]
Running into you like this without warning
Is like catching a sniff of tequila in the morning
But I'll try, I'll try to keep my food down
That's quite an after-taste that you've left
Now that you're not around
You can just pretend we're not in the same room
Well, alright, I'll just mosey to the bathroom
You flew by like a summer vacation
And you left me with TV-movies and a messy kitchen

[Hook]
I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile - but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me

[Verse 2]
I'll buy a fast car, I'll drive fast from here
There's a beach I haven't seen since last year
It's far, but I like night drives:
It just makes it nicer when I do arrive

[Hook]
I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile - but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me
Aren't you going to miss me?
Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?

[Verse 3]
Well, you can bet that I'll forget how it was then:
All the drives to your farm for the weekend
But I've seen the swimsuit magazines
And I've smelled tequila first thing in the morning

[Hook]
I think I'll disappear now, slip out sideways
Just for awhile - but until then I'll stay in and sleep late, excuse me
Aren't you going to miss me?
Aren't you going to even say one thing to me anymore?
One thing, to me anymore?



All comments from YouTube:

@jodywhitmarsh535

The best opening line of any song ever of all time! Change my mind

@glennspencer

Ha ha yes man

@Silentsmurf614

100

@kristinkat

I love this whole album. Way underrated, lyrics are brilliant, even the silly ones.

@fionacampbell-cowan679

....even the silly ones are as clever as onions.....😉

@Schaperart

yeah people don't realize this is a concept album - its about humans relationship with god and what happens when people have a chance to question him in the afterlife -- and how god really doesnt have the answers either -- absolute masterpiece of an album that everyone missed the point of because of the 1 hit single (mmm mmmm mmmm mmmm)

@vpollorockin

​@@SchaperartThank You!!! I've listened to this album since I was 4, born in 89..its one of my favorites of all time, and listening as an adult it just opens up so much more..as I got older and started to see it wasn't just good vibes and punchy tracks, the points they make about God and us interacting are genius..

@SwampHagg666

So much yes. And even the silly lyrics in my mind have a very deeper meaning, wuestioning god and life and it's just beautiful. This is one of my favorites but like they kinda all are loo

@edwardfortesque

​@@vpollorockinsame, grew up on this band. Finally saw them live in '23 and it was fantastic.

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@retrovicecity9017

There's not one song on this album that is not great.
A rare thing for any band.
The dummies are up there with the rest of the greats in my opinion.

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