Snow's 2nd studio album, god you made me wicked, was released in May 2010. Singles released from the sophomore album are turn me up already in May 2009, killing me in April 2010 and wicked in May 2010, which is a collaboration with Chisu. Surrender serves as the 4th single and Surrender Wicked Remixed EP was released in October.
Cristal first took to the stage at the age of 10 when his hometown community theatre director spotted him on the street and asked him to join his latest production, a parody of the famous 80's primetime soap "DALLAS". He was to play J.R. and Sue Ellen's son John Ross, the role calling for John Ross to be caught secretly playing with Sue Ellen's make up. "That was it: I was doomed to play with make up all my life. If I had only known."
Ever since then he wanted nothing more than to become an actor. His 7th grade Finnish teacher noticed his skill for imaginative storytelling and motivated him to write short stories. "I always loved writing but I was a poor speller, so my teachers prior to the 7th grade weren't really supportive. They just looked at my twenty-five page stories lacking commas and periods as underpaid overtime work."
At the age of 20 he moved to New York City and enrolled in the theatre program at City College of New York. Staying focused on his writing, he won the Jacob A. Weisner Playwright Award two years in a row with his plays Death in Waiting and Valium. While in school Cristal attended several poetry workshops with poet Krysia Jopek, inspiring him to look into her teenage dream of writing songs.
After a few years in New York, he met party promoters Scott Hall and Wil Fisher from Snapdragon Productions who inspired Cristal to do Drag. "I began doing Drag as an extension of my acting. It's a curse to want to be the center of attention all the time, and when you do drag, you get that attention. So I got up on stage a few times to imitate some half-witted pop star or I lip-synched to a dead torch song artist. It just wasn't my thing but when I met Richard, it all just started falling into place."
After years of being friends with fellow NYC based singer/songwriter Richard Ogawa and after a cabaret show they wrote and performed together, Cristal finally dared to suggest working together on 12 songs he had written over the course of ten years. Richard was on the road at the time, but having fallen in love with the lyrics, he began composing the songs in hotel rooms on his guitar. Within a matter of months all 12 songs were completed on piano or guitar. "Distance has never been an issue with us. Here's one long distance relationship that actually works."
In 2002 Cristal met opera singer Chris Trakas, and began taking voice lessons. Chris and Cristal ended up writing two songs together. And just before things started looking good, Cristal had to return to Finland. "I was devastated because I had to leave New York in a state where I was really unsure of my music. What Richard and Chris had done was amazing but I was missing a sound. My demo was bare bone at this point, just me singing with a guitar or piano. I'm no Tori Amos, so there was no way I was gonna get away with it."
Coming back to Finland Cristal kept pressing on. He prepared a press kit, shot a self produced music video with his Dad and friends, and made anyone who was interested listen to his demo. "It wasn't enough. I knew that. I performed anywhere and to anyone who cared to listen."
Then New Years Eve 2003 Cristal booked a private party gig in Helsinki. Besides his 20 minute set being a hit with the crowd, he had the chance to hear Overflow-110 performing. "The sound I heard was really angry and hard and I loved it. I knew within 20 seconds into the set that I wanted that guy to do work on my demo, so I just emailed him to say I loved his stuff. Heikki Ritola, who answered, knew right away that I was ass kissing him into helping me with my demo."
And so he did. Cristal has combined her efforts with Richard Ogawa, Chris Trakas and with Heikki Ritola to polish and finish the demo entitled Glamour and Grit. “Making the demo is a dream come true. The days we work on music are honestly the best. The only thing is, that I am quite inpatient. Heikki on in the other hand has all the patience. I do believe in the long run it will pay off. I really want a record deal.”
2005 was a busy year due to several tv-projects being developed. “Yeah, well…Some of them are my own ideas and well, people are interested… I cannot really talk about them. We’ll see what happenes in 2006,” Cristal smirks.
November 2005 Cristal went back to his lip-synching roots and took part in Miss Drag Queen 2006 competition. He won. “When they called out my name, I just bursted in tears. Everyone thought it was hysterically funny. Little did they know that I was genuinly surprised and beyond happy. I had felt like the dark horse of the race. It was surreal to win. I felt like I was in an 80’s teen movie. I kept looking up if I was gonna be soaked in a bucket of cows blood.”
Whatever the thing is in the coming year, Cristal is ready to fight for it “I want a revolution in pop culture. I have worked all my life for something to happen. It is not only to see my name in the papers like It was when I was a snotty little teen. I have opinions and stories to share and… yeah..well.. I do wanna see my name in the papers. It looks so pretty in in print, I just wish they’d only spell my name right. There is no Y in Cristal, only an I.”
Wicked
Cristal Snow Lyrics
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Boom-Bomb!
Cristal Snow: Go!
Every gun I steal
Every single pill I deal
Every time I cause a bruise
I do it all and all for you
Every smile I fake
Every promise that I break
Every time I tell a lie
I am closer to your light
Every heart I scar
Every time I crash a car
Everyone you make me burn
I get your love in return
Oh God, you made me wicked
Oh God, you made me wicked
Oh God, you made me wicked
Oh God, you made me wicked
You did it
You did it – did it!
Every mind I vandalize
Every home I terrorize
Every time I close my eyes
I’m burning in your paradise
The lyrics to Cristal Snow's song "Wicked" revolve around the theme of the singer carrying out destructive actions to gain the affection of an individual. The song speaks to this notion of the ends justifying the means and the extent to which someone is willing to go to gain the love of an individual. The chorus emphasizes this sentiment as Cristal Snow repeats "Oh God, you made me wicked" seemingly surrendering to the idea that her actions are the product of her environment and the impact that another person has had on her life.
One could also interpret the song as a commentary on the toxic cycle of dependency that develops between individuals that engage with harmful behaviours. There's almost a sense of sick admiration that the singer has for this individual as she continues to carry out these sinful endeavors in their honor. The entire song reeks of a sense of desperation for the love and attention of the individual who in turn inspires such wickedness in our protagonist.
A fascinating aspect of this song is its ability to leave its listeners with a sense of eeriness given the lyrics' context. The catchy and upbeat nature of the music juxtaposed against Cristal Snow's lyrics imbue the song with a sense of foreboding ominously suggesting the inevitability of a harmful outcome.
Line by Line Meaning
Every gun I steal
I take deadly weapons
Every single pill I deal
I sell and distribute drugs
Every time I cause a bruise
I inflict physical harm on others
I do it all and all for you
I commit these actions for your attention and affection
Every smile I fake
I pretend to be happy and joyful
Every promise that I break
I fail to keep my word and follow through
Every time I tell a lie
I deceive and mislead others
I am closer to your light
I am drawn to your power and influence
Every heart I scar
I cause emotional pain and damage
Every time I crash a car
I recklessly drive and cause accidents
Everyone you make me burn
You cause me to feel intense desire and passion
I get your love in return
I believe that my actions will earn me your affection
Oh God, you made me wicked
I blame you for my immoral and unethical behavior
You did it
You are responsible for my actions and choices
Every mind I vandalize
I damage and corrupt people's thoughts and beliefs
Every home I terrorize
I cause fear and chaos in people's lives
Every time I close my eyes
I am consumed by thoughts of you and your power
I’m burning in your paradise
I am willing to endure torment and suffering for your love and attention
Contributed by Samuel P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@Cristarli
Wow this is way different from your first songs! I love the beats and after a while the lyrics get very catchy. It may be very different from your first album but I think you can make anything work :D So Gorgeous Cristal Snow :3 Towards the end when you were in the tables with the little girls you look so different and very cute!!! Much love -Crystal-
@MG16VR
Много е добра песента.
@vnlla
love it
@VincentVile
<3 love the song and the video is wonderful
@FiiASi
All what I can say; I love you Cristal! <3
@Hannahullu1990
Ihan mahtava biisi ja video <3! Hyvä Cristal!!! <3
@Suomentaja
epic and disturbing. way to go cristal <3
@Lilll3
I looove it! awesome.
@m.katariinavuorinen6035
MAHTAVAA BRAVO! BRAVO! Ihana cristal!maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaailman paras mies laulaja!!!! MAHTAVAAAAAA! Cristal wonderful! the world's best male singer!!
@Stanzara
Video on hieno ja sisältää paljon symboliikkaa ja herättää kysymyksiä.