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Jealous
Culture Abuse Lyrics
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made me think of what i got
made me fucking think too much
cuz then my mind got away
ended up causing you pain
i got myself to blame
cuz i got jealous
so jealous
now i'm embarrassed
embarrassed
so embarrassed
and at the end of the day
i'm just happy to be here
i'm just happy to be here
and at the end of the day
i've been dying to be here
i've been dying to be here
but i got jealous
so jealous
oh so jealous
now I'm embarrassed
embarrassed
so embarrassed
cuz i got jealous
so jealous
oh so jealous
now i'm embarrassed
embarrassed
so embarrassed
and you did nothing that should deserve this
now I'm embarrassed
embarrassed
so embarrassed
The lyrics of Culture Abuse's song Jealous delve into the emotions of jealousy and embarrassment, and the negative effects they can have on relationships. The singer reflects on how his intense jealousy caused him to overthink things and ultimately led to him hurting his partner. He takes responsibility for his actions and recognizes that his jealous behavior was unwarranted and unfair to his partner.
The repeated lines of "so jealous" and "embarrassed" emphasize the intensity of the singer's emotions and the lasting impact they have had on him. The final lines express a sense of gratitude and longing to be present in the relationship, but also a recognition that his jealousy threatened to destroy it.
Overall, the lyrics of Jealous serve as a cautionary tale about the dangers of succumbing to jealousy and the importance of communication and self-reflection in maintaining healthy relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
this whole month
The recent period of time since the last month has been the root cause of my troubles.
made me think of what i got
It has forced me to consider my possessions, achievements and the things I have in my life.
made me fucking think too much
It has caused me to over-analyze and overthink everything.
cuz then my mind got away
Because of this, my thoughts, emotions and behavior went haywire.
ended up causing you pain
Unfortunately, as a result, I ended up causing you inconvenience or distress.
i got myself to blame
I take full responsibility for my actions and I'm the only one responsible for them.
cuz i got jealous
My jealousy took over, and it affected my better judgment and moral values.
so jealous
I was consumed by feelings of jealousy and envy.
oh so jealous
My jealousy was intense and all-consuming.
now i'm embarrassed
I feel ashamed of my behavior and the way I have treated you.
embarrassed
I feel humiliated and remorseful about my actions towards you.
and at the end of the day
When it all comes down to reality…
i'm just happy to be here
I am content and thankful for the opportunity to exist and experience life.
i've been dying to be here
I have been longing and yearning to exist and experience life.
and you did nothing that should deserve this
It wasn't justified for me to act this way towards you, and you are not to blame for my actions.
now I'm embarrassed
Again, I feel ashamed and remorseful of my behavior.
embarrassed
Once more, I feel humiliated and remorseful about how I have treated you.
so embarrassed
I am extremely humiliated and remorseful of my behavior towards you.
cuz i got jealous
One last time, my jealousy took over my emotions and affected my better judgment and moral values.
so jealous
Again, I was consumed by severe feelings of jealousy and envy towards someone or something.
oh so jealous
One final time, my jealousy was intense and all-consuming to a crippling degree.
Contributed by Madelyn W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.