Night Terrors
Currents Lyrics

Burn it down and forget what I would try to hide so incessantly but I just can't find release
I want to destroy everything that I've been trying to hide because it's causing me so much pain and I can't find a way to let go.

For all the pain in my heart and all the ache it causes me while I bleed out for the people who've forgotten me.
I feel so much pain because I've been forgotten by the people I cared about and I can't seem to escape it.

It's time to say what rests on my mind, ever since I fell to pieces, I've never felt so alive
I need to share what's been on my mind since I've been broken because it's the only way I feel alive.

Now I find you there staring at the edge of the sun, you try to get to safety, but you're losing light.
I see you on the brink of destruction and you're trying to save yourself, but you're fading fast.

This is a force I know I can't fight, cause even getting knocked out couldn't make me sleep tonight
I know there's nothing I can do to resist this powerful force, and it's keeping me from getting any sleep.

I hope you scream when you hear my name.
I want you to feel the same pain that I've felt and my name to be a reminder of that.

There's no place on this earth that you can escape.
You won't be able to escape the same relentless pain that I feel no matter where you go.

I hope you're lost and you never find peace.
I wish for you to be lost in your own pain just like I am, always searching for peace that you'll never find.

This is the weight of the world and I won't, I'll never let this crash on me
I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders and I won't let it break me down

Eternal suffering awaits
I'm doomed to suffer forever and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

You're just another soul to steal
I'll take your soul just like I've taken others, hoping to ease my own pain.

Just because I cannot breathe, doesn't mean I can't feel
Just because I'm suffocating in my own pain, it doesn't mean I can't still feel it.

So you try not to make a sound, no one's saving you now
You're trying to be silent in your suffering, but no one is coming to save you.

We'll burn it to the ground
I'm ready to destroy everything that's causing me pain.

We'll fucking burn it down.
I'm angry and desperate enough to destroy everything and anything that's causing me pain.

Don't leave a trace of evil left in this house
I don't want any remnants of my pain to remain in this place.

It's the only way, burn it down and hope for peace.
The only way to find peace is to burn everything down and start over with a clean slate.

If i ignite it, maybe death will finally save me the pain of being all alone, of lessons never learned, and of the constant burning pain of always chasing things I don't deserve.
Maybe if I cause enough destruction, death will bring an end to my pain of loneliness and the constant cycle of chasing things I know I don't deserve.

Don't go looking when you know what's there.
Don't search for something that you know will only bring you pain.

I promise there's no way to prepare
Even if you think you're ready, there's no way to prepare for the depth of pain you'll feel.

But still I wait to fix this other part of me.
I'm waiting to fix another part of myself that's causing me pain while everything else is burning.

And there's no way that I can breathe without release.
I'm suffocating in my own pain and I won't be able to breathe until I find some release.

Please, let me sleep
I just want to find some peace and maybe get some sleep.

I'm still haunted in my dreams and everything I've ever come to love has left me.
I'm tormented in my dreams and I've lost everything I've ever loved in my waking life.

Cause not a thing in this world is what it seems.
Nothing is as it appears in this world and everything is tinged with pain and despair.

I beg you to find me
I'm lost and searching for someone to help me find my way.

I'm haunted by the screaming in the night.
I can't escape the screaming in my own mind and it's haunting me at night.

A fear that drives me to resent my name.
I'm so afraid of everything that's happened that I hate the sound of my own name.

I put these walls to shame.
My walls are higher than ever before and I'm ashamed of how much they're suffocating me.

I toss and turn but there's no peace of mind.
I can't find any peace of mind no matter how hard I try or how much I turn in my bed.

There's no diffusing this eternal hate.
There's no way to calm or diffuse the eternal hate that's consuming me.

We'll burn it down in flames.
We'll destroy everything that's bringing us pain and misery until there's nothing left.

Ignite!
I'm ready to set everything ablaze and watch it all burn.