If Only You Knew
D'ATRA HICKS Lyrics

You bring me so much pain
Your actions hurt me deeply and cause me emotional pain

Things ain't the same
Our relationship has changed and is not what it used to be

Hate playing your games
I dislike the manipulative and deceitful tactics you use in our relationship

But who am I to blame you for being you and doing what you do
I recognize that your actions are a reflection of your personality and choices, so I cannot fully blame you

I'd say no Merci Beaucoup
I would have rejected you if I knew what you were truly like

If I only knew
If I had realized the truth about you earlier

Waking up Sunday morning to find
Realizing a painful truth after it's too late to do anything about it

You've been playing, messing with my mind
You have been manipulating and confusing me with your actions and words

Why was I so blind and why did I waste my time
Reflecting on my poor judgement and regretting the time I spent on this relationship

Confusion and illusion, delusion oh yeah yeah
Feeling deceived and misled by your words and actions

You tell me no, this ain't so, what am I to do
Denying responsibility for your actions and leaving me unsure of how to react

And what's all this about you saying if you only knew
Questioning your sincerity and wondering if you would have done things differently if you knew the truth

Does it mean you wouldn't be with me
Questioning if you would have pursued a relationship with me if you knew the truth about your own actions

Please believe that I never would deceive you don't be naive
Assuring you that I would not intentionally deceive you, but acknowledging that I have been misled in the past

You bring me so much
Your effect on me is overwhelming

I hate playing your games
I despise the manipulative tactics you use in our relationship

Blame you for being you,
I hold you responsible for your actions and choices

If I only knew, If I only knew, If I only knew..
If I had only been aware of the truth sooner, things would have been different