I'm sorry
D-Loc Lyrics

I'm sorry papa but you knew I had to fight
Father, I apologize for engaging in fights, but you were aware of my circumstances and why I had to fight to protect myself.

Listen baby imma make it through the night
My loved ones, I promise to overcome the hardships and struggles of the night and come out victorious.

For all them days I grabbed my knife and picked a fight
I acknowledge that I have resorted to violence to defend myself and have engaged in fights.

And because of that I'm picking up this mic
I am using my music as a tool to express my struggles and experiences because of my past actions.

People praying for my success
Many individuals are hoping and wishing for my triumph and prosperity.

Got a Spanish princess sucking me I call her my success
I have a romantic partner who is supportive of me and helps me in achieving success. She is like a good-luck charm to me.

People ask me if I love em and I only say I guess
When someone quizzes me if I have feelings for them, I typically respond with uncertainty or ambiguity.

People looking for a hero there's no S upon my chest
People are seeking a hero to admire, but I don't deem myself worthy or capable of possessing those qualities.

Grab a book or grab a vest
Choose between gaining knowledge or physical protection.

My mind is split it is contest my soul is torn but I digress
My thoughts are divided, and it feels like there's an inner conflict between my mind and my soul.

Obsess, over what is glamorous, this cannabis
I tend to indulge in luxurious aspects of life, such as expensive items, and also the habit of smoking marijuana.

These thoughts are cancerous I guess I'm Lazarus
My mindset is toxic and destructive. This creates a parallel to Lazarus, who rose from the dead, because I aim to restructure my beliefs.

My life is hazardous, cantankerous, it feels so rapturous
My life poses many dangers and challenges, and it feels exhilarating at times, but also causes irritation and resentment.

I'm feeling so damn amorous for all the things unglamorous
I am experiencing strong romantic feelings for obscure and unspectacular aspects of life.

This machine is clangorous even more so slanderous
My existence is noisy and filled with commotion. Additionally, it generates slander and negative criticism towards me.

I'm writing on a papyrus I feel like I'm an activist
I express my thoughts and emotions through my music, and it feels like I am striving to make a positive change like an activist.

For sipping on that actavis
Actavis is a brand of cough syrup containing codeine and promethazine, which is popular among those who misuse drugs. I have consumed this syrup.

I'm sorry little Amethyst I'm filthy with no laxatives
To my daughter named Amethyst, I apologize for being unclean and metaphorically suggesting that I do not have the appropriate measures to purify myself.

I promise I'll get back to this
I vow to make amends for my mistakes and work towards self-improvement.

See you are my catalyst the reason I'm a pacifist
You, my loved ones, are the driving force behind my non-violent behavior and peaceful mindset.

When I'm the antagonist ,please don't be an advocate
If I ever act as the villain or opposition towards something, please don't defend or support me.

Please just be a strategist, see you are miraculous
Instead of being blindly supportive, please offer me useful advice or a smart plan to overcome the challenges. You are remarkable and important to me.

I'm sorry mama but you knew that we weren't tight
Mother, I apologize for not having a strong bond and closeness with you previously.

Now listen darling you know gon be alright
However, be assured that everything will eventually be okay.

For all them days I stared into the night
I have experienced times where I have contemplated and reflected deeply during the night.

And because of them days I'm picking up this mic
These times of introspection inspired me to turn to music and use it as an outlet and platform to express myself.

I'm saying farewell to the thoughts of being accepted
I am bidding goodbye to the mentality of seeking validation and approval from others.

I'm saying hell yea to the thoughts of being neglected
Instead, I am embracing my experiences of being overlooked or ignored as I strive for my goals.

Never saying sorry again, holding the pin, holding you in
I refuse to apologize for myself again and will take charge of my life. I will write and express myself through music, keeping you, my listeners, close to me.

Imma be successful for the next to kin
I will succeed not only for myself but for the benefit of my future generations.

Don't worry I have seven different ways win
I am confident that I have multiple strategies and plans for achieving success.

No Robin Hood so I'm not giving in
I am not a selfless hero like Robin Hood, but I am determined to persevere and win.

I'm living it livid pivot uplifting
I am experiencing my life with a righteous anger, and I am constantly adapting and fostering positivity.

The senses that tenses my intestines testify
The emotions that I feel are so overwhelming and intense that they physically affect me, making me anxious.

Realistically petrified statistically will die
I am realistically frightened of the prospect of death, as it is an inevitable part of life, and everyone will meet it at some point.

I'll bury my Cisco vibes I'll carry out my canary cries
I will let go of my negative attitudes and will instead be vocal about my hopes and messages like a canary's song.

I'm my own frequency I'm my own deity
I am unique and have my own personality and characteristics, and I view myself as my own god or higher power.

I'm the only one that believed in me
I am the sole person who has faith in myself, and that motivates me to achieve success.

See my own tendencies I'm in my own hemisphere
I have my own habits and traits that make me different from others, and I am residing in my own metaphorical world.

Damn this near greatness, who can relate to this
I am almost great, and it feels like I am on the cusp of achieving my dreams, but no one understands my journey and struggles.

If you not in this mindset, you behind gates, beyond late
If you do not understand or share my mentality, you are falling behind in life and are too late to catch up.

Time takes to see what is there, what it takes to bear
Time helps us understand the reality of life and challenges us to face the difficulties, pains and responsibilities that come with it.

I'm everything all at once I'm nothing once this began
I embody a multitude of traits and characteristics. However, once this moment or journey begins, I am nothing but myself.