In My Mind
D.C.M. Lyrics

Eyes closed I been walking round
I've been going through life blindly, with no clear direction and no open eyes to guide me.

Feeling like my life's on a tightrope
I feel like my life is constantly teetering on the edge and could fall apart at any moment.

Tryna get it right
I'm attempting to make the correct choices and do the right thing, though I'm not always sure what that is.

But I be thinking, what do I know
Despite my efforts, I am plagued by self-doubt and am unsure of what actions to take.

Do I have what it takes to fulfill all of this time tough Time though
I wonder if I am strong enough to handle the challenges that life has thrown my way.

I been looking at the past and at the future Not the present
I tend to dwell on my past mistakes and future worries, instead of living in the present moment.

Overthinking bout the things that I ain’t done right And sometimes it feel like I cannot catch a blessing
I often ruminate on my past mistakes and it feels like no good fortune will come my way as a result.

I been stuck in my own way maybe God is really testing me now And I ain’t got so much to say
I feel like I am trapped in my own destructive patterns and maybe a higher power is putting me through a trial.

Part of the reason I been lost and cannot seem to find my way
One of the reasons I am struggling is because I feel directionless and don't know how to navigate my life.

And how is it that they say they care When they were never really there for me Nah
I am questioning the sincerity of people who claim to care for me but have not shown up for me when it counts.

Now I’m spinning round And I’m running from all the things I never did And I hope I find what I need to do cause it feels like I can’t win
I am plagued by regret and feel like I am constantly dodging the consequences of my inaction, but I hope to figure out my next steps and start making progress.

Looking for the answers while I’m searching for the one Thinking and I don’t know if I’ll ever overcome these days
I am searching for a solution to my problems and wondering if I will ever find one.

Monday thru Friday feeling like weak days
The monotony of everyday work life is weighing heavily on me and making me feel unfulfilled.

Now let me know if you need someone you can talk to Please I’m tryna find my way slowly, I can’t see
I am open to helping others and being a listening ear, but I am also struggling with my own issues and feel like I am navigating life blindly.

Where did my time go
I am reflecting on how quickly time has passed and wondering what I have to show for it.