Regret
D.Gray-Man - Hoshimura Mai Lyrics
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Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?
Anata no sugata ga mienakunaru mae ni
Tatta no tatta ichigon [ikanai de] ga ienakatta
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
Tanjoubi ni moratta inisharuringu
Omoidaseba tsurai dake nano ni
Imasara wakatta no ha omou ijou ni
Anata wo hitsuyou to shiteta koto
Futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni
Kokoto to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajiki nai sayonara
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
The lyrics of Regret by Hoshimura Mai talks about the journey of a person moving on from a past relationship. The first verse sets the scene of the changing surroundings and seasons, yet the person is still stuck in the same place emotionally, unable to move on. They wonder why they couldn't see the signs of their impending breakup back then, and why they couldn't do anything to fix it.
The second verse reveals that despite obtaining a special birthday present from their former partner, every time they think back on their relationship, it only brings them pain. They confess that they once thought they needed their partner in order to be happy, but are now learning to cope with being alone. However, they still can't leave the painful memories behind and wishes they could go back and fix things.
The chorus talks about the struggles of the person's heart, which is so twisted up that they can't seem to find a solution to their problems. The final verse reveals that while the person hates themselves for it, they still can't help but feel jealous when they see their former partner happy, confessing that they always knew they were cruel-hearted.
Line by Line Meaning
Mado no soto no keshiki utsurikawatte
The scenery outside the window is changing
Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
The passing of time leaves me behind
Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni
Being closer to you than anyone else, I'm plagued by anxiety
Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?
Why didn't I notice it back then?
Anata no sugata ga mienakunaru mae ni
Before your figure disappears from view
Tatta no tatta ichigon [ikanai de] ga ienakatta
I couldn't even say a simple word
Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai
I can't say that it's okay if you're happy
Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai
I hate myself for having such a twisted, unmanageable heart
Tanjoubi ni moratta inisharuringu
The initial ring I got for my birthday
Omoidaseba tsurai dake nano ni
Just remembering it is painful
Imasara wakatta no ha omou ijou ni
What I understand now goes beyond what I thought
Anata wo hitsuyou to shiteta koto
The fact that I needed you
Futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni
As if to destroy the time we both realized together
Kokoto to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajiki nai sayonara
The words that came out unexpectedly were a brief goodbye
Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
I anticipate the day when you'll regret so deeply
Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai
I hate myself even more for my cruel, ugly heart than I did yesterday
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