Myself
D.O.Z Lyrics
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It's all my fault
I missed my part
And let you fall
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
Can't look at you
It hurts too bad
And all we had
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
And it's not you
It's all my fault
I missed my part
And let you fall
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
Can't look at you
It hurts too bad
I broke your trust
And all we had
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
Oh the pieces the dark and the rain
Driving me fucking insane
Sorry I hurt you but I've been in pain
Don't even know what to say
Feeling the need of a blade
Carving our image
My skin fuck it's peeling away
But I deserve everything
I wish I could love you and fuck I tried
But these fucked up thoughts racing inside my mind
And when I put away the bottle
My heart became more hollow
So I live inside my sorrows
Miss my friends
Miss my family
They're all dead
Still in my head
But slowly fading
Like the fucking undead
Miss my friends
Miss my family
They're all dead
Still in my head
But slowly fading
Like fucking undead
I hate my fucking self
Fuck
I hate my fucking self so damn much
I hate my fucking self
Fuck
I hate my fucking self so damn much
Why
Oh god
Why couldn't I change it all
I would bring you all back
I would stop the fall
Fuck I feel a heart attack when thinking of ya'll
I need to fucking pray but I lost faith
I'm bleeding
I'm gone
I'm losing to this song
I'm bleeding
I'm gone
I'm losing to this song
And it's not you
It's all my fault
I missed my part
And let you fall
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
Can't look at you
It hurts too bad
I broke your trust
And all we had
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
When I look at you
It's all my fault
I missed my part
And let you fall
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
Can't look at you
It hurts too bad
I broke your trust
And all we had
It all came down on me at once
Hate myself for what I've done
The lyrics to D.O.Z's "MYSELF" is an emotional expression of regret and self-loathing. The artist takes blame for the downfall of a relationship, admitting that they did not fulfill their part in the partnership and that they let their partner down. The artist says that they feel all the hurt and pain at once, which makes it too hard to look at their partner. The artist also admits to breaking the trust that they and the partner had built up, leading to the end of the relationship. In the second verse, the artist talks about how they have been struggling with their thoughts, which may have led to the initial issues in the relationship.
The artist expresses deep despair throughout the song, mentioning experiencing self-harm and wanting to pray but feeling as though they cannot. The song ends with the artist expressing a deep desire to change the past, yearning to bring back those they have lost and to stop the fall that led to the current state of being. Overall, the song is a powerful expression of regret and sadness over losing someone important and feeling culpable for it.
Line by Line Meaning
And it's not you
The fault is solely mine
It's all my fault
I am to blame for the situation
I missed my part
I failed to fulfill my responsibility
And let you fall
I allowed you to suffer the consequences
It all came down on me at once
The weight of the situation hit me hard
Hate myself for what I've done
I am filled with self-loathing for my actions
Can't look at you
I am unable to face you
It hurts too bad
The pain of my actions is overwhelming
I broke your trust
I betrayed your confidence
And all we had
I destroyed everything we built
Oh the pieces the dark and the rain
I am in a state of chaos and despair
Driving me fucking insane
The situation is causing me to lose my mind
Sorry I hurt you but I've been in pain
I apologize for my actions, but I am also suffering
Don't even know what to say
I am at a loss for words
Feeling the need of a blade
I am overwhelmed by the desire to harm myself
Carving our image
I am damaging our shared history
My skin fuck it's peeling away
I am hurting myself physically in my distress
But I deserve everything
I believe I am deserving of punishment for my actions
I wish I could love you and fuck I tried
I wanted to love you, but I failed
But these fucked up thoughts racing inside my mind
My mind is filled with disturbing thoughts
And when I put away the bottle
I am struggling with substance abuse
My heart became more hollow
My emotional state worsened
So I live inside my sorrows
I am consumed by my sadness
Miss my friends
I am grieving the loss of loved ones
Miss my family
I am mourning the absence of close relatives
They're all dead
All the people I miss are no longer alive
Still in my head
I cannot forget them
But slowly fading
My memories of them are becoming blurred
Like the fucking undead
My thoughts of them are haunting me
I hate my fucking self
I despise myself
Fuck
Exclamation of frustration and despair
Why
Questioning the reasons behind the situation
Oh god
Expression of distress and plea for help
Why couldn't I change it all
I wish I could have prevented everything
I would bring you all back
I wish I could reverse time and undo my mistakes
I would stop the fall
I would prevent the negative outcomes
Fuck I feel a heart attack when thinking of ya'll
The pain of my loss is intense
I need to fucking pray but I lost faith
I feel the urge to seek spiritual guidance, but I am struggling with my beliefs
I'm bleeding
I am in emotional pain
I'm gone
I am overwhelmed by my emotions
I'm losing to this song
I am being defeated by my own thoughts and emotions
When I look at you
When I see you, I am reminded of my failures
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Cody Wigren
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