I Need A Doctor
D.Rec.or.d Lyrics
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I'm going anway yeah
I don't care if it's a red light
I'm going anyway
I took one too many
Now I cannot feel my face
Shadow getting heavy
Don't know where I've been lately yeah (Going MIA)
Seventeen with a dream to get rich by myself yeah
Trappin' out the basement hardly worrying bout my health yeah
These hoes they say the love you but will switch up for some clout
And I do too many drugs people say that I need help
But I've been livin' well
Ferragamo on my belt buckle
Coolin' by myself you know that I stay one up on 'em
Don't tell me you love me girl until I can tell
And I know that you think that I ain't bein' fair
But you is just my ex girl I don't even care
But you know Imma miss all of the memories we share
You know I hate the lies thats why I'm getting high
I'm barely getting by suicide been on my mind
I don't care if it's a red light
I'm going anyway
I took one too many
Now I cannot feel my face
Shadow getting heavy
I think that I need a break
Don't know where I've been lately yeah (Going MIA)
I've been stressing too much
I think I need a break
I've been tested too much
I think I need some space
I loved you and I fucked you
Now I just drink and get baked
You fucked with my brain
And changed my life
I don't know if I can love again
Late night thinkin' bout her
Bottled up all of my pain
And it drives me insane
Getting your love must be a boss level
My life's just a game
And I don't wanna live
If Imma live my life in pain
I don't care if it's a red light
I'm going anyway
I took one too many
Now I cannot feel my face
Shadow getting heavy
I think that I need a break
Don't know where I've been lately yeah (Going MIA)
The lyrics to D.Rec.or.d's song "I Need a Doctor" provide a raw and honest insight into the life of a young person who's struggling with addiction and heartbreak. The first verse sets the tone for the rest of the song, with the singer admitting to driving recklessly, under the influence of drugs, and feeling overwhelmed by the weight of their problems. They express a need for a break or a pause from their life, as they no longer know where they've been lately.
The second verse reveals that the singer is just seventeen years old, trying to get rich on their own through underground activities, such as "trappin' out the basement." Despite the wealth they might acquire, they recognize that they have deeper issues that cannot be solved with money. They even mock those who claim to love them but only do so for personal gain or attention. The chorus repeats throughout the song, emphasizing how the singer is not afraid of consequences and is willing to take risks regardless of the outcome.
The bridge of the song increases the emotional tension, with the singer admitting to high levels of stress during their life. They express a need for both physical and emotional space, indicating their struggle with past relationships and how toxic they were. The bridge reveals how they've turned to substances as a way to cope with their pain and that they feel like their life is just a game in which they can't escape the cycle of pain.
Overall, the song tells a poignant story of a young person struggling with addiction and heartbreak, resulting in reckless behavior and a sense of hopelessness.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm going anway
I'm going to continue with my plans regardless of any obstacles or consequences.
I don't care if it's a red light
I'm going anyway
I'm ignoring societal rules and norms, taking risks and acting recklessly.
I took one too many
Now I cannot feel my face
I've consumed too many drugs, and I can no longer feel my face due to the numbing effects of the substances.
Shadow getting heavy
I think that I need a break
My mental state is deteriorating, and I need to take a break from my current lifestyle to rest and recuperate.
Don't know where I've been lately yeah (Going MIA)
I'm uncertain of my whereabouts and actions lately, and I'm considering going missing for a while to distance myself from my problems.
Seventeen with a dream to get rich by myself yeah
Trappin' out the basement hardly worrying bout my health yeah
At a young age, I had aspirations of achieving financial success independently, and I began selling drugs from my basement with little regard for my own well-being.
These hoes they say the love you but will switch up for some clout
And I do too many drugs people say that I need help
The people I've been involved with claim to love me, but they're willing to betray me for social status. Additionally, I've become heavily reliant on drugs, and others have expressed concern for my well-being.
But you know Imma miss all of the memories we share
You know I hate the lies thats why I'm getting high
Even though I'm trying to appear indifferent, I'm struggling with the memories of our relationship, and I'm using drugs as a coping mechanism to avoid facing the reality of our situation.
I've been stressing too much
I think I need a break
I've been tested too much
I think I need some space
I've been under immense pressure and facing numerous difficulties, and I require some time away to recover from the strain.
Getting your love must be a boss level
My life's just a game
And I don't wanna live
If Imma live my life in pain
Receiving your love is a significant achievement, and my life feels like a video game where love is the ultimate level. However, if I can only experience more pain, I don't want to continue living.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Alex Meekins, Nathan Markowitz-Dyer
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