Dreamer
D. Pupaque Lyrics

한없이 길고 검은 나의 밤 (나의 밤)
My night is endlessly long and dark. It's a metaphor for his current state of mind, which is somber and bleak.

그 속에 길 잃은 나
Within that darkness, he feels lost and directionless. It's a metaphor for feeling lost in life.

춥고 외로워 혼자 버틴단 건
He feels cold, lonely, and has been enduring it all by himself. It depicts his mental and emotional state.

바람 같은 오해와 꺼내 보지 못한 나의 깊은 숨소릴 삼켜
He swallows the misinterpretations of others and his deep breaths that he's never expressed to anyone, like the wind can't be seen but can be felt.

점점 작아지는 건 일어서지 못한 건 모든 게 두려워져서
His courage is diminishing and everything that emerges fills him with fear, which is why he can't seem to stand up.

길 잃은 dreamer
He is a dreamer who has lost his way, a metaphor for life.

여기 멈춰선 난
Here he stands still, unable to move and progress.

홀로인 dreamer
He's a dreamer who is alone, or may feel misunderstood by others.

이젠 나조차 날 잊어만 가
He laments how even he is going to forget himself in this dark time.

같은 곳을 맴돌면서 나의 답을 찾고 있어
He's lost, wandering aimlessly, and trying to find answers, depicting his struggle.

여전히 늘 이곳에서 난 헤매어
He's still lost and wandering the same space, not making progress.

깨어나는 것이 싫어 다시 눈을 감고 있어
He doesn't want to wake up and face reality, so he shuts his eyes again.

이 순간이 지나가길 난 기다려
He only hopes for this moment to pass soon, when he is rendered helpless.

이 밤을 난 건너 또 걸어 (걸어)
He's fighting and overcoming this temporary darkness like crossing from one end of the night to the other.

끝이 보이지 않아
There's no end in sight for him, leaving him helpless and hopeless.

닿을 순 있을까
He doubts he will ever reach the end or find his way out of this darkness.

끝이 보이지 않아
There's no end in sight for him, leaving him helpless and hopeless.

벼랑 끝에 멈춘 난 발아래를 내려봐 나의 마음을 삼켜
He's stood at the cliff of life, overlooking what seems like destruction, and he swallows hard to keep his heart from breaking.

울음소리조차도 쉽게 뱉지 못한 건 다치고 싶지 않아서
He holds back from crying because he's fearful of the pain it would cause him.

사실 애써 웃고 있어 습관처럼 걷고 있어
His effort to choose happiness and keep a brave face is not easier, but he tries to push even though it's only a habit.

내 곁에서 머물러서 날 믿어줘
He wishes for someone to support him, be there with him, and believe in him even though it may feel impossible.

아직도 난 겁이 나서 멈춰 길을 찾고 있어
He continues to be scared and has stopped looking for a way out of his problems.

다시 눈을 감고 있어 난 꿈을 꿔
He resumes his dream, shutting his eyes to ignore reality, trying to avoid his problems.

문득 난 고개를 돌려 걸어온 날들을 봐
Suddenly he looks back and reminisces about his past and the days gone by.

긴 시간 속에 흐려진 나지만 넌 내게 있어줘
Although time has faded his memory, she remains and gives him hope.

멈춰선 dreamer
He's a dreamer who has stopped in his tracks.

나는 나를 안아 (wait for me, I'm still in dream)
He embraces himself to withstand the lonely world and emphasizes waiting for him to relive inspiration and courage.

간절한 dreamer
He's a desperate dreamer who seeks his passion and life journey.

앓아왔었던 날 이젠 알아
He now recognizes the pain and torment he has gone through.